Pain and Pleasure

[melbender]

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Strong and dominant with a hidden sadistic side. He’s looking for someone who can handle him and take the pain among the pleasure.

She’s looking to make ends meet, struggling to keep a roof over her head, working two jobs and raising her siblings, she finally loses all self worth and signs up to a sugar daddy dating site, thinking it couldn’t be that bad?

Can they both come to an arrangement to keep each other happy?

[melbender]

I caught sight of his crotch and my jaw dropped. “I can’t say that.” I whispered looking back up at him. “I’m occasional ill lock the door for privacy.”

[Ashwag24]

“No! You want privacy tell me no locked doors ever!” He glancing did not help my situation her knowing that I was turned on was not going to help she needing to know I was serious. “No locked doors!-“ I slammed my hand against the wall behind her. “Say it!”

[melbender]

Was he serious? Or aroused and wanting sex? I couldn’t tell. He was hard that’s for sure. “I’m going to bed. You can join me if you life, but I am going to sleep now.” I ducked beneath his arm only to be stopped and pinned back.

[Ashwag24]

I smirked when I saw the fear. “Say it!” I growled and bit her ear. “This isn’t a joke I need you to say it little one!”

[melbender]

“And I need you to move.” I frowned. “I won’t lock the fucking door.” I blinked away the tears. “Can I sleep now?”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her eyes tearful and begging me. I lifted her and walked over to the bed laying her down and climbing in after her. “Thank you.” I said once we settled I felt her heart racing and I should feel bad but I didn’t I was fucking hard as hell and really wanting her.

[melbender]

I laid there silently. Feeling what was pressed against me. “Can we make love?” I asked. “I know you don’t do that. But that’s what I want.”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed and kissed her neck. I didn’t make love but if she thought it was what I was going to do then I would. I rolle sher over and I climbed over her and kissed her as my cock found home. I groaned just like every time I entered her. I wasn’t sure I’d be able to cum though but as long as she got what she wanted.

[melbender]

The tears rolled down the corners of my eyes as I laid there, feeling sick. I felt as if I had forced him to do this and I could tell it wasn’t natural or wanted by him. It was robotic. Nothing sensual and there was no love. So, I done what I knew he liked and bit his shoulder “just fuck me hard. Make it hurt.” I whispered.

[Ashwag24]

I growled . “No!” I said and continued to move how I was. I wasn’t doing what she told me no fucking way. What is wrong with her she is so emotional right now. This is want she wanted right! I wasn’t going to go hard I knew she didn’t want that.

[melbender]

“Well then just please stop. I don’t want this.” I turned my head and burst into tears. “I don’t want this..” I sobbed covering my face with my hands as I cried. “You don’t want it either. I can tell!”

[Ashwag24]

I moved off of her and got up. I was confused and didn’t know what to do. “I’m confused here! How can you tell me you know what I want?” I got up and threw on some pants. “You are so emotional right now I don’t know what the fuck you want from me?” I left without another word and went outside on the deck off the bedroom leaving the door open I could here her crying.

[melbender]

I got dressed, crying as I heard his words over and over. This was a mistake. A massive mistake. I walked outside, and stopped spotting him “you might be used to calling the shots.. I give and give for you. I constantly do everything you ask of me and all I ask if you try. You don’t love me, that was fcking clear. Don’t follow me. I am going for a walk. I deserve someone who wants me and not just this baby I’m carrying. Think about that you selfish bastard!” I snapped and stormed down the stairs.

[Ashwag24]

I stood there for a while thinking about what she said. I felt like shit I cared for her I did but I didn’t love her not the way she needed. I sat down and watched from a far watching her walk away getting smaller and smaller. It hurt why did it hurt so much. What the fuck was I to do? I swirled my whiskey waiting and waiting for her to get back and all of a sudden I felt weak, the glass fell from my hand shattering on the deck and soon I was falling with sage’s name on my lips.

[melbender]

I took my time purposely and came back with a clear head of what I wanted. As I reached the steps I spotted him in the floor and ran over, falling to my knees. I called for help and soon we were at the hospital with them running tests while I waited anxiously.

[Ashwag24]

I woke to beeping and seeing sage. “Sage baby-“ I croak dout my throat itchy. “Baby I need water and you to come here.” I said not wanting her to go, I wanted her to stay with me.

[melbender]

I jumped up, grabbing the water and a straw “areyou ok? I’m sorry, I wasn’t there.. I feel terrible.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “I’m good, not sure what happened I just remember seeing you get smaller and then nothing. It’s not your fault babe.” God I was terrible.

[melbender]

“Well it looks as if we’re both needing to take it easy.” I didn’t dare saying maybe he passed out from all his yelling. “You’re ok, that’s the main thing.” I whispered and laid down with my head against his chest. “We do need to talk though.”

[Ashwag24]

“Don’t leave me.” I put my arm around her. “I care I do, I know I’m a dick, but I want to go back I hate this bed I want to hold you in a comfortable bed with you in my arms and not pushed at me.” I sighed. “I’m sorry.”

[melbender]

I looked up, cupping his face. My forehead against his. “Ok.” I whispered. There was so much I wanted to say but it all went away when he said he wanted me in his arms. “Let’s go back, we can walk if you’re up for it?”

[Ashwag24]

I nodded. “Yeah that would be good.” I kissed her head. “I’m such a dick aren’t I? I’m sorry.” She didn’t say anything and once we got back to the villa and in bed I held her tight. I was so tired I didn’t realize I whispered to her. “Please don’t ever leave me.”

[melbender]

I watched him closely, brushing my fingers through his hair. “I need you.” I whispered back and gently kissed him. “I just wished I could be enough for you.”

[Ashwag24]

The next morning I woke with sage in my arms and my chest tight. I was hungry so I sent a text to the chef letting him know we were staying in bed and to get a big breakfast of a variety of food and bring it to us. “Sage baby, we got breakfast in bed, why don’t you wake up and we can eat.”

[melbender]

I moaned at the smell of maple syrup and bacon. “Something smells amazing.” My eyes opened and I was nestled up against him feeling warm and comfortable. Sitting up more I noticed the food and rubbed my flat stomach “baby is definitely appreciating this sight.” I joked laying back down, still sleepy but just looking at him “how are you feeling?”

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