The boy who saved me

[melbender]

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lily suffered something tragic. 

Scared and afraid, she struggles to see the light after a night that went terribly wrong. 

Then she see’s him again.. and everything changes. Can he bring her back to whole, and completely heal her.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. -school was okay I just kept thinking of you, I’m sorry I forgot, I miss you to, ash is hiding under our bed he scratched me when you texted earlier and he won’t come out-

[melbender]

I laughed to myself - get the cat food and shake it, that’ll make him come out. It’s ok, I don’t reckon anything will come of it. I want to go to college and I’m way too young.-

[Ashwag24]

I was scared to ask. So I got up and shook the cat food and sure enough he came running. -you’re so smart lily! He came right out. But I must ask what if something does come from it? What do we do?-

[melbender]

I didn’t want to think about that. - I don’t know. I’ve just had an abortion not even a couple weeks ago. What do you want?-

[Ashwag24]

I sighed and really thought about my answer. -I want you to be happy, I want kids with you I want you to be my wife one day, but if telling you this is the truth too, if something comes of it then I want it-

[melbender]

I knew he would say that. He was so against abortions. - I’m going to try and get some sleep. I’ll come see you tomorrow after you finish. We can go get dinner if you want? I love you xx -

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. - come over whenever I think I’m going to stay home tomorrow I’m not feeling so good. I have a headache and my neck is hurting bad I love you sweet dreams xx- I laid down and sighed my head really hurt bad.

[melbender]

I struggled to fall asleep and woke tired but ready for work. I went to the cafe, mum tried talking to me again but I just couldn’t talk about it. I finished just after 1 and grabbed some food to take to Gunnar’s as well as my laptop to go through what I needed for college in a couple months. “Hey, you” I said as Ash ran to me when I opened the door, I picked him up walking in “Gunnar, hope you’re hungry, I’ve got cake.”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned from my bed where I have been all day. I wanted to get up and run to her but my body wasn’t going to allow that. “I’m in here baby I can’t get up.” I groaned.

[melbender]

“Gunnar?” I called out, running to the bedroom. “Oh god what’s happened to you? Do you have a headache? Migraine? Do you want me to get you some headache tablets?” I ran back out to the kitchen, finding some and getting a glass of water. “Why didn’t you text me!”

[Ashwag24]

I shrugged. “It’s not that bad, it just hit me harder than normal.” I didn’t want her knowing it was really bad one of the worst I’ve ever had. I looked at her. “You’re so beautiful lily.”

[melbender]

I laughed “Are you sure you aren’t drunk?” I giggled, and shook my head. I went to the bathroom and got a wash cloth, wetting it and placing it over his head and then rubbing his temples “I wish you would have told me, I would have been here sooner to help.” I leant down and kissed him.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled “drunk on you yes I am and I don’t want you to worry when I’m fine it’s just a little headache.” Or the tumor growing. I couldn’t tell her that though. I needed to find a doctor here and get checked.

[melbender]

“Little headache? Gunnar, you’re unable to get out of bed.” I was concerned. “Anyway, while you sleep I can be in here filling out forms for college and getting ready for that. I’m not sure about staying in a dorm or travelling each day.”

[Ashwag24]

I tried to smile. “You can live here, if you want. Or we can get a place closer to your school.” I just wanted her happy, or if you want you can stay at the dorms.” I yawned and it hurt bad I groaned. “Fuck that hurt.” I said as ash jumped up on the bed.

[melbender]

“Gunnar Let’s go to the hospital, you don’t seem right.” I sighed “you’d really want me to live here with you?”

[Ashwag24]

“No hospital baby I’m good really, I promise if it doesn’t get better in a few days I will., and he’ll yes I’d love for you to live with me.” I tried to sit up but it hurt bad. “Come here let me hold you for a little while please.”

[melbender]

I moved over, laying by his side with my arm around him. “I don’t know if my parents would let me move in until I’m 18.” I whispered. “It would be fun tho, seeing you every day.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “It would be amazing.” I shut my eyes and just held her. She felt so good laying with me. My head throbbing I just wanted to sleep, with her in my arms.

[melbender]

When I knew he was asleep, I moved from the bed and started my assignments and filling in the forms. I wondered about us living together but my parents wouldn’t allow it. I got out and made some dinner, hoping he would be up to eating a little. I came back in as he was stirring “hey, I made a sandwich, do you think you would eat any?”

[Ashwag24]

I barely opened my eyes.  “If I eat I throw up and I don’t want to do that.”  I groaned.  “I just want to hold you lily and love on you.  I feel bad for sleeping while you are here.”

[melbender]

“It’s ok.” I whispered, running my fingers over his face, gently stroking. “I’m here, I’m not going anywhere.” I leant in and kissed his lips softly. “I heard an orgasm is good for a headache.” I grinned kissing him again. “Get some sleep. I’m just going to shower.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “You can’t say that and walk away baby.” Knowing I wouldn’t be able to do anything but damn she had me hard. I wanted her no matter what I felt like.

[melbender]

I grinned “don’t even think about it. Sleep, otherwise I’m going home.” He needed to get better and I was so worried about him. I took a shower and came back wearing his shorts and a shirt as I had nothing of mine here. “I told mum about us, having sex and slipping up.”

[Ashwag24]

My eyes snapped open. I groaned through the pain. “What did she say? I’m so sorry about that I feel like I let you down.” I hated it I wanted to make everything better.

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