Never love again

[Ashwag24]

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My life was good, I was married to a good guy.  A military guy. He never talked to his family I never really asked why.  I do know he had a brother who was two years older than him.  We had been married three months before he got shipped off to war.  A week after I found out I was pregnant. On my 6 month check up as I was leaving I got a call from the military telling me there had been a ambush and my husband didn’t make it.  I cried all night holding my belly and telling my baby boy all about his dad.  The following week I went through all his things to locate a number or address to inform his family.  Once I found the address I sent off the letter.  

My son is now almost a year old and I still haven’t heard from his father’s family.  Maybe I didn’t have the right address.  Maybe they really didn’t care. But they were missing out not me!   I had a few things I needed for little Leighton jr’s party so I was shopping when I ran straight into what I thought was a break wall but was a guy who looked like Leighton.   


I looked at her and shook my head.  I wasn’t here to be nice I wanted my nephew and I was here to take him and raise him how my brother would have wanted according to his last letter I received he wasn’t happy with his so called church wife. When I found out she was pregnant with my nephew I had to find her.

Name: Lilian smith
Age: 26
Bio: smart single mother who works to support her and her son by being a simple waitress.  Has no one to help but her local church. Fun lovable girl who has big dreams.
Looks: I’ll send

[melbender]

“You were sleeping.” I raised a brow “nice tits. And you call yourself innocent and naive.” I scoffed “I beg to differ. I’ll be waiting for my blow job too, you owe me for cleaning up after your kid.” I reminded and walked out to light a smoke on the balcony. “We’re in Texas.”

[Ashwag24]

I glanced down and then grabbed a towel. “Your disgusting I won’t be touching you!” I said covering up. I put a diaper on Leighton and held him tight. Texas why were we here. I sighed and checking him everywhere. He was okay thank god. I couldn’t look at him when he walked back in he seen my breast and I was so embarrassed even though I breast feed that is different.

[melbender]

“We’re here because I say so.” I walked over to the table and grabbed the bag, sitting it in front of them “dinner. Eat and then sleep unless you want to join me for a shower?” I smirked laying on the bed

[Ashwag24]

I moved over away from him . “No! I don’t don’t and won’t!” I said and opened the box groaning I was so hungry . I helped Leighton eat. Then once we were finished and he was getting sleepy I turned away from him and let Leighton drink his milk. I didn’t want to show him my breast again.

[melbender]

I rolled my eyes, turning the tv on and a porno was on, I shifted with a groan “mm don’t mind if I do.” I taunted pretending to give myself a rub and laughed when she looked over. “You wish sweetheart.” I said and put another movie on.

[Ashwag24]

He was so gross. I got up with Leighton and walked to the bathroom. I couldn’t be around this guy sitting down on the toilet and I continued to feed my son once he was done I sighed not waiting to go back out there. But I had to. I couldn’t stay in here all night I needed to sleep but I won’t be sleeping in that bed with with him in it. I got up and walked over to the chair cuddling my son I sat down trying to get comfy. It wasn’t going to work but oh well. He kept looking over at me but I wasn’t going to talk to him I was done . I just wanted to get away. The first chance I get after Leighton meets his grandparents I’m gone.

[melbender]

I laid there. Watching her in the darkness. “You know the bed is there for a reason and I’m sure your son would rather lay down and sleep.” I pointed out standing up with a yawn. “I’ll take the chair. I’m used to not sleeping so get on the bed.” I walked towards her and laughed as she rushed away from me. Good she feared me.

[Ashwag24]

I didn’t want him near me I didn’t want to be raped. Specially with my son right here with me. I laid down and held my son to home. I looked over at him and he just was staring st me I didn’t like it so I tried to close my eyes and sleep. It took a while but I dozed off. I woke when Leighton started to scream. I jumped and looked st him I felt his head. “Oh my good he is burning up.” I got up and ran to the bathroom starting the water it was a like warm water and I didn’t care I just jumped in and sat down with him in my arms and slightly cupping the water with one hand and rubbing it over him. I didn’t look up but I knew his uncle was right there watching me. I placed my hand in his chest. “Leighton come on buddy settle, I need you to settle.” I kissed his head and he slowly stopped crying. “There you go good job buddy mummy loves you.” I kept rubbing the water on his chest and whispering how proud I was of him.

[melbender]

“So now you’re soaking wet, with no other clothes. How are you going to dry them without being naked?” I rolled my eyes and walked out. I left the motel room, and to the gift shop. Finding anything she could wear and something for the kid too. I came back to the room and walked into the bathroom, sitting the bag on the counter top and looking at her. “Good job mama.” And walked back out closing the door

[Ashwag24]

I shook my what a jerk! I thought and waited till he cooled down. After I dressed him an dmyself a little pissed at what he got for me. Short shorts! A thong, no bra of course and a tank that said save a horse ride a cowboy. I shook my head at how ridiculous I looked. I walked out after my son letting him walk. I couldn’t took at him. “You know I still think you’re a tall meany jerk but thank you for the clothes even if they are ridiculous on me.”

[melbender]

“Not ridiculous at all sweetheart.” I smirked. “I’m sure you’re used to wearing less anyway,” I grinned openly checking her out. I’m a man after all and I have needs. “Finished in the bathroom? I need to release some build up.”

[Ashwag24]

Rolling my eyes. “Gross.” I got to the bed and covered up. I watched as Leighton player with my shoes and smiled I loved him so much . I started to think of everything that’s happened and everything I’ve been told. I cried silently. Hating that Leighton hated me that I was concodered the other woman that he had so many of us. That he lied about me. I wiped my tears hating more that I was crying cause of himnonce again.

[melbender]

I blew all over the shower, so much anger towards her made me want to just fuck the hell out of someone. I closed my eyes and pictured her in that top with the little thong on and spilled everywhere. When I walked out she was crying yet again. I sighed and sat down “What’s the matter now? You’re going to be living in a mansion, your kid will have everything he desires and you’ll be with him. There’s security guarding the grounds 24/7 so no one will come in, and you won’t be able to leave without me escorting you.”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed and looked up at him. “It’s not that, okay.” I looked over at my son playing. “I feel like a fool. This is t how I pictured my life or his life. I believed everything your brother said like a idiot. How could I do that to myself to my son.” I looked at him. “And here I am being taken to a place I don’t care if it was a single room! This isn’t how it should be. I have to work I have to be able to support him he is my child not your parents not yours! Mine! I always make sure he is feed clothed clean, I’m a good mother! I am, but I fell for his charm like a idiot. Thought I was marrying someone who finally cared for the little foster child that no one wanted. But no he didn’t care at all. If he did he would have been with me he would have never cheated on his wife. God here I am telling you, you who doesn’t care about anything as well.” I sighed and rolled away from him watching my boy play I cried silently . How could people be so rude be like him.

[melbender]

“Yeah well that makes two of us who doesn’t want to be here” I sighed and laid back. “You think I want to be picking up after my brother? Like hell I do.” I shook my head angrily “I have a life. But like always, I’m the one who takes care of things and fixes everyone else’s mess.”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “If your life is anything like his then good luck!” I said rolling my eyes . “You do have a choice in the matter you don’t have to do any of this but you’re choosing to so stop your complaining!” I said angrily. “I had a life to! One that was taken from me not only literally but emotionally as well so you get no right to complain to me.” I got up forgetting I had these stupid clothes on. I picked up my son and went on the balcony. I was so mad I hated this man and his words.

[melbender]

“You could barely put food on the table and I’m only getting you because my mother wanted to send one of her men, and if that happened you’d never see your precious son again alright so shut up and think yourself grateful for being alive and safe.” I snapped, watching her ass from the corner of my eye

[Ashwag24]

I turned around walked right up to the bed and snapped at him, “I mad sure he had food and I got to eat when I was working so if I wanted to give my food to someone less fortunate I would! But we also had food I would also get food to help out my neighbor who also helped me like kind people do! You think your helping me? Get over yourself! You don’t want to be her you choose to! Why? So you can tell me how stupid I am and how you don’t think I am doing a good job at being a mother?” I was shaking I out Leighton down and looked at him. “Well let me tell you what I think, I think from what you’ve told me your whole family is crazy! You who kidnap people and threaten to kill and rape them your cheating brother and crazy mother who would hire someone to come take my son and kill me anyways! All crazy! Why don’t you just not talk to me and just get everything over with I’m so tired! Tired of the threats tired and being told how much I suck as a person, tired of, I’m tired of you!” I was so mad I’ve never yelled before but he just made me so mad.

[melbender]

“Tired of threats huh?!” I stood wrapping my hand around her throat and pinning her down on the bed “don’t push me little girl. I’ve got no patience and I give no fucks about you. I’m close to squeezing the life out of you right now.” I held her throat tighter as my hand went to her hip and gripped “you have no fucking clue just what I am capable of, and let me tell you something, you’ll least expect it when I do hurt you.”’o let her go and turned to her son “next time you talk to me like that, I’ll strangle him!”

[Ashwag24]

I laid there for a second “you’re such a jerk!”  I yelled getting up quickly and going to pick up my baby.  “He is innocent!  How can you threaten a innocent child?  You’re evil.  I want to go home now!  Take me home!”

[melbender]

I was close to just knocking her out but I refused to beat a woman. “Lay down and sleep. You’re not going home. Where I am taking you is now your home!” I pulled my gun out and two bullets from my pocket “one more word and these will be used.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him. “That place will never be mine or his home!” I was beyound angry. I should have said something when the police officer pulled up next to us. Holding Leighton I walked up to him and looked up into his eyes. “I can’t wait till your whole family is in prison where you all belong!” Yeah he threaten to use the gun but I was starting to believe he wasn’t that kind of man and he was only saying and sound the things he was to scare me.

[melbender]

I stood tall and looked at her “get some sleep. We leave in the morning.” I walked to the door and pulled a smoke out to light “I should have told you my dad is the states attorney. We won’t ever see the inside of jail cell.” I smirked at her and walked out just by the door to finish the smoke

[Ashwag24]

I’ve had it I put my shoes on and gathered the diapers not caring if he was right outside I was leaving. I opened the door and looked seeing him I looked the other way and started to walk not sure what would happen to me now but I needed to get away. I was done with this.

[melbender]

“Keep walking and that’ll prove you’re a terrible mother. I’ll drive you back home if that’s what you really want, but I’ll need something to say I killed you both.” I said walking after her. I pulled the gun out and fired off a shot just by her feet. “Get in the car, lets go.”

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