Old life... New love..

[melbender]

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He lives a sheltered routine life, used to order and schedule. That’s how it’s been since his wife passed. Before she died, they had the same routine and structure. Sex was for pregnancy and straight forward. His children, well mannered and reaching their early teens. 

She’s free spirited and clumsy. Travelling the world one month at a time. Her parents died and left her a trust fund for her to experience life at its best. She knows no schedule, and enjoys living. 

A job takes her to a small town, where she is to take photos of the beauty she finds. Renting a small house next to a large property. She goes over to introduce herself and finds the man less than pleasant.. but it doesn’t bother her and she soon finds herself annoying him for help each day.

How can he let someone new in his life when he had lost his only one. Everything she does, says, wears.. he compares it to her and when they become something more, he finds himself still saying she’s doing things wrongly.. can he let go of his past, and become something more with the future? and when he discovers old diaries in the attic that details a sordid affair with her ex boss, is it too late to see what he could have had.

[Ashwag24]

I growled and got up and walked over to her. “I stood here wanting to go and be there and face my fear! One you said that didn’t bother you but deep down I know it does, one you said you wanted a man I wrote about, two those men don’t fear they take! So what is it? You want the man I write about or you want me? Or is it josh seeing as he is young and doesn’t fear a damn thing, specially knowing how I feel about you and he has no right to touch what’s mine like how he was!” I looked at her and saw the tears welling up. Shit, I fucked uo again.

[melbender]

I hadn’t realised I had done something wrong, it was just all fun and games. But the way he spoke to me, I wasn’t expecting that. “I forgot how mean you could be.” I said as tears filled my eyes. “No wonder I haven’t done relationships before, I refuse to be in one where I’m treated like this.” I picked up my things and walked to the bathroom “I’d like you to be out of the room before I am out. Stay with the kids by you will not be sharing a room with me and you will not ever speak to me like that again. Enjoy this trip with your kids, but you and I have nothing more to talk about.” I closed the door quietly and silently sobbed once in the shower.

[Ashwag24]

I stood there. “What have a done?” I shook my head hating myself. I should go take the kids and go back home. This wasn’t going to work, I couldn’t keep her happy. She wanted someone who wasn’t me she pretty much just told me this. I left my stuff and then went to the kids room and wrote a note telling them I went for a walk and to go check on Tessa for me. I just started to walk and some how I ended up on the roof and scared shitless and drunk and alone. “Fuck!” I don’t know how long I’ve been up here but it was now dark.

[melbender]

Josh went looking for him, telling Tessa to stay at the room and watch the kids so they wouldn’t worry. He has searched the streets and building and decided to check the roof before he called the police. When he opened the door, his eyes grew “What the fuck are you doing? You’re really going to commit suicide while on a damn holiday with your kids?” He called out walking over to him.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “No, I don’t know how I got up here, I fucked everything up, she doesn’t want me man, I’m not who she wants, she wants someone like you. Not me I’m old and fear things. I’m mean and I just no she deserves better our child deserves better hell my kids derserve better.” I rambled hating how I felt. “Maybe I should just go home.

[melbender]

“Maybe you should. But you’re wrong, she does want you. She just doesn’t want the man who keeps doubting himself, who second guesses everything, chicks need to feel safe and secure, maybe you’re not ready for a relationship. You’ve been through a lot. How about you just be friends? You’re having a kid but that doesn’t mean you need to be together and I heard what you said to her, we all kind of did.. look, I’m not into her. Yeah she’s a fun girl but we were playing a game and I have no doubt if you walked out and joined in she would have ditched me faster than we could blink.” He sat down beside him and sighed “think about it, she wants the man who jumped on a plane without thinking about it. She wants the man who’s going to protect her, not feel like she needs to protect you from things. Or maybe you two just aren’t going to work. You said it yourself, she’s young and you’re not.” He winked playfully hitting him. “But I do know you can’t try to impress her if your heart isn’t in it, or complaining about something to do with heights. What if that was her up on the building, would you walk over to the edge and save her? If so then go fix this, if not.. well then there’s your answer.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him like he was crazy. “Are you serious if she was about to jump I’d grab her so quick I wouldn’t let her do that! I fucking love her.” I gasped as I finally said this out loud . I looked up at him. “I love her man.”

[melbender]

He grinned “well I think you need to go in and tell her or just kiss her, don’t let her talk or ask to talk because she’ll just say no. Just go show her and this time don’t fucking screw it up.” He said and then winced “actually wait until you’re sober and slept this off. And take a shower too.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him. “No! I need to tell her ow I can’t wait if I Wait she wil only get more pissed.” I got up and walked without thinking I made my way back to her room I took a deep breath and walked in and straight to her ignoring the kids and kissed her hard. “I love you tess, I fucking love you and I’m so sorry.”

[melbender]

I slapped him across the face and burst into tears “you love me?” I choked out. “Don’t ever take off like that again you idiot. I love you too” and I jumped up kissing him back just as hard

[Ashwag24]

I didn’t even care that she hit me. “I need you now!” I wimhispered to her. Holding her an dturing . “Kids Time for bed!” I said and chad shook his head. “They want to have sex so let’s get out of here.”

[melbender]

I scoffed with a snort, embarrassed “do not. I’m tired.” I said still grinning. I pretty much ran to the bedroom and began undressing so fast, the doors open showing off the city lights and a warm breeze. “Hurry up.” I grinned climbing into bed

[Ashwag24]

I smirked and walked in. “What are you doing to me Tessa baby?” I walked up and kissed her hard. I undressed and covered her with my body. “Fuck I need to be inside you.” I groaned and slowly entered her. “So good.”

[melbender]

“Faster.. go slow afterwards, just fuck me.” I groaned gripping his ass tightly and pushing him deeper inside me. I was soaking wet for him. “I could murder you right now if I didn’t love you so fucking much!” I said kissing him with more passion than I ever have.

[Ashwag24]

I kissed her back with just as much and moved faster in and out. Groaning into the kiss then moving my hand to her and rubbing her clit while I slammed into her over and over. “You feel fucking good!” I said then I looked at her and pulled out she looked confused. I flipped her and pulled her up on her knees and hands then slid back inside her gripping her hips and fucking her hard.

[melbender]

“Greg!” I gasped, not expecting him to switch positions like that, nor did I expect him to go hard. “I’m coming!”
I cried out, my face in the pillows and I moaned rocking back and forth as his balls slapped against my clit, giving even more pleasure.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned taking one hand and rubbing her clit. “Fuck cum again all over my cock Tess baby!” I kissed her back and her neck then bitting a little making her moan. I was going to give her what she wanted all the way.

[melbender]

“Yes!!” I grinned, glancing over my shoulder at him. “Cum with me. I’m going to again.. I’m so close.” I began to shook, sitting on my kneels and finding his mouth my mine “you feel so good!”

[Ashwag24]

I moaned her name as I blew hard and kissed her harder. We collapsed and after a while I smiled and pulled her to me. “Fuck I love you Tessa.” I kissed her and then rolled on top of her and making slow sweet love to her.

[melbender]

It was the most incredible night, and I knew I wasn’t pregnant then I would have ended up pregnant. I laid my head against his chest, the warm sun beaming in through the windows. There was a knock on the door and a voice on the outside “Tessa can we have breakfast?” I jumped up, pulling on a robe and kissing Greg while he slept, as I walked out to get Kenzie some food. “Of course, come on let’s see what you kids want.” I sat on the sun lounger outside with the three of them cuddled up around me as I read them the room service menu.

[Ashwag24]

I woke to a empty room but I heard Tessa’s soft voice and walked towards it. She had the kids with her and was reading the menu of food. I stepped closer and closer then sat next to them in the chair. “Morning!” I said and surprised them all.

[melbender]

“Daddy!” Kenzie grinned and jumped off the chair and over to him “wait you’re outside!” 

I smiled, unable to stop thinking how damn sexy he looked right now. “Good morning, we’re just ordering breakfast. Hungry? I am.” 

“Yeah she wants to eat everything on here.” Chad laughed. “Do you know we’re going to LEGO land today?!”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “I didn’t know that and I’m starved after last night.” I winked and then said. “You know cause I didn’t eat dinner and all.” I was so happy the kids were enjoying themselves.

[melbender]

“Well I said Legoland if you ate your breakfast.” I grinned, standing up and walking towards him, I leant down and kissed him “morning. I’m surprised you’re outside.” I pointed out. “I’ll go make coffee. I’m so tired.” I winked. 

“Daddy why did Tessa say I’m coming? Where was you going?” Kenzie asked confused

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her then at Kenzie. “Ummm I needed help with my bag and I called for her but she was in the bathroom.” I said hating that it came so naturally to lie to the kids.

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