Old life... New love..

[melbender]

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He lives a sheltered routine life, used to order and schedule. That’s how it’s been since his wife passed. Before she died, they had the same routine and structure. Sex was for pregnancy and straight forward. His children, well mannered and reaching their early teens. 

She’s free spirited and clumsy. Travelling the world one month at a time. Her parents died and left her a trust fund for her to experience life at its best. She knows no schedule, and enjoys living. 

A job takes her to a small town, where she is to take photos of the beauty she finds. Renting a small house next to a large property. She goes over to introduce herself and finds the man less than pleasant.. but it doesn’t bother her and she soon finds herself annoying him for help each day.

How can he let someone new in his life when he had lost his only one. Everything she does, says, wears.. he compares it to her and when they become something more, he finds himself still saying she’s doing things wrongly.. can he let go of his past, and become something more with the future? and when he discovers old diaries in the attic that details a sordid affair with her ex boss, is it too late to see what he could have had.

[melbender]

“Are you sure?” I grinned “and the same goes for you, I want to hear you.” My words turned to a moan as he sunk in deep. “Oh fuck me!” I couldn’t help it, this was felt incredible

[Ashwag24]

I growled “is that what you want me to do? Fuck you?”  I said not know where it came from she just brought it out of me.  I needed this with her so bad.  Grabbing her waist and sliding in and out so fast I was shocked I had t cum yet.

[melbender]

My pussy soaked at how he spoke, so primal and dirty. “Keep this up and I’ll wax your cock and balls next.” I smirked rocking back and forth faster. I was sure the van was moving. “I’m going to come.” I cried out, fisting the sheets and shaking uncontrollably as I came.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned and came shortly after her.  “God.”  I said sitting back and pulling her with me.  “I’m glad you came back.”  I kisse dher Head.  “But seriously We should go sleep in my bed.”

[melbender]

I couldn’t hold it in “I don’t want to sleep in your bed. I can’t.. not the bed you shared with her.” It made me feel sick thinking about them together in there.

[Ashwag24]

I was taken back by that.  “Oh, I um” I didn’t know what to say.  “I don’t want you out here though.”  I had to get a new bed.  “How about we sleep on the couch it’s big enough.”

[melbender]

“Honestly it’s ok that I’m out here, I just wouldn’t feel comfortable being in that room.” I felt stupid and petty but I didn’t want to lay where she used to, especially after he called me her name. “You sleep in your room, and I’ll be on the couch. The kids shouldn’t wake up to us, I don’t want to upset anyone.”

[Ashwag24]

I nodded.  “Okay as long as you are under my roof that’s fine.”  I pulled my clothes on and helped her.  I’m kind of hungry you?” I just wanted to spend more time with her.

[melbender]

“Thought you didn’t eat after dinner time.” I smiled wrapping my arms around him. “I’m hungry too, but there’s another reason I’m back here. I need to tell you something and I’m not sure how you’ll take it.” I took a deep breath “how do you feel about more kids?”

[Ashwag24]

I looked st her that was odd.  “Well, I never thought of more I mean I love my kids but I just never thought of more.”  I shrugged. Why the hell is she asking me this it’s so weird to ask.  My stomach growled “come on let’s eat.”

[melbender]

I nodded, well there was that answer. “umm ok, anyway I have something to tell you.” I said again. “The photos you and I took in the waterfall, I sent them away and there’re being published in an art gallery in New York and I’d love for you to come.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled "I'd love to come with you. I'll need to find a sitter so let me know when it is in advance okay."  she still looked sad a little.  "everything okay?"

[melbender]

“Yeah it’s nothing, don’t worry. I was thinking you was going to flip out over that, I mean your ass is about to be shown to the world.” I smiled. “You’re annonomus though. You can bring the kids, everything is paid for, flights and accomodation so I can ask for a room with more beds.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "id like to go with just you, I've never been out of this town before and well I'm sharing a lot of first with you id like this too." god I sounded pathetic.  It's pretty bad.  "here I am a 36 year old man and never left my home town."

[melbender]

“Wait what? 36?” I almost had a panic attack “I’m 22.” I didn’t realise there was that much of an age difference between us. “New York on our own sounds pretty perfect, hopefully it’s snowing.” I smiled

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "is my age a promblem?" I asked not sure if it was or not.  Not sure what we were.  “Question what are we doing? I mean this isn’t just sex is it?”

[melbender]

“That’s what I wanted to know, I mean I don’t know what it is but I like it.. and I’m also very aware of the situation you’re going through right now so I’m not pressuring you for anything except what we already have but with more a relationship title.” I looked at him nervously “have you slept with other people while I’ve been away?”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed and realized she was serious.  “No tessa that’s not who I am.  I’ve been working on getting this book done in for you actually. And I finally finished it and I’ll get my first hard copy in a week that’s what I wanted to surprise you with well that and some other things but let’s let them be a surprise.”  I looked at her.  “ have you slept with anyone else?”

[melbender]

“‘Maybe..” I pushed him on the mattress and straddles his lap laughing “of course not. I’m not that kind of person and when I left I threw myself into working.” I wondered what the other surprises were. “You wrote me a book? I’ll be your toughest critic”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  “I was hoping you would be, but just so you know everyone has said it’s my best yet.”  I pulle dher down.  “I’m hungry woman I need food.”

[melbender]

“Ugh fine lets go and eat. You can tell me about this book.” I got up and moved out of the car, I noticed the curtains moving from a bedroom but said nothing. “So does this make you my boyfriend? What happens if I have to leave again for work?”

[Ashwag24]

I stopped walking.  “If you want a label then yeah I’d like that too.  As far as you leaving I um don’t know.  It scared me to think about it.”  I walked up to her and kissed her.  “I mean you will be leaving in a few weeks right?  Then what you tell me because this is home for me and the kids.  We can’t just uproot and travel I’m sorry.”

[melbender]

“Ok” I guess I would be leaving then. “I never asked you to travel and leave.” I began to tie my hair up as we walked to the door. Clearly he was uncomfortable about the boyfriend term. “You know what, let’s keep it casual and fun. We don’t need terms or seriousness.”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed.  “It’s just with you leaving it makes it hard you know, it’s not that I don’t want to label us it’s just hard.”  I said and grabbed her hand.  “Please don’t be mad, if you were planning to stay then I would love to be called your boyfriend and you my girlfriend.”

[melbender]

I nodded, acting like it didn’t hurt but it did. “It’s fine. I mean you’re right, I’ll be gone in a few weeks again.” I didn’t know what to do, staying here felt wrong. I guess I read things differently between us. “Your friend, the younger one seems nice, we’ve been messaging now and then while I’ve been away, I should visit him tomorrow.”

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