Never love again

[Ashwag24]

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My life was good, I was married to a good guy.  A military guy. He never talked to his family I never really asked why.  I do know he had a brother who was two years older than him.  We had been married three months before he got shipped off to war.  A week after I found out I was pregnant. On my 6 month check up as I was leaving I got a call from the military telling me there had been a ambush and my husband didn’t make it.  I cried all night holding my belly and telling my baby boy all about his dad.  The following week I went through all his things to locate a number or address to inform his family.  Once I found the address I sent off the letter.  

My son is now almost a year old and I still haven’t heard from his father’s family.  Maybe I didn’t have the right address.  Maybe they really didn’t care. But they were missing out not me!   I had a few things I needed for little Leighton jr’s party so I was shopping when I ran straight into what I thought was a break wall but was a guy who looked like Leighton.   


I looked at her and shook my head.  I wasn’t here to be nice I wanted my nephew and I was here to take him and raise him how my brother would have wanted according to his last letter I received he wasn’t happy with his so called church wife. When I found out she was pregnant with my nephew I had to find her.

Name: Lilian smith
Age: 26
Bio: smart single mother who works to support her and her son by being a simple waitress.  Has no one to help but her local church. Fun lovable girl who has big dreams.
Looks: I’ll send

[melbender]

“It’s my favourite pizza.” I winked sprawled back and eating a slice. “How’s the laptop going? Getting your work done?”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “I am thank you so much. I ugh-“. I bite my lip. “I don’t know how to repay you though. It’s really to much.” I sighed and sat up to eat. Groaning as I took a bite . “Good gravy this is good pizza!”

[melbender]

“You don’t have to repay me. It was a gift.” I pointed it not expecting anything in return. “I mean you could blow me but I wouldn’t ever ask you to.” I teased with a wink

[Ashwag24]

I blushed and rolled my eyes deciding to play with him a little. I got up and walked over to him. “What if I wanted to try?” I bite my lip and twirled my hair around my finger.

[melbender]

“The answer would be a firm no.” I half scoffed, and grabbed another piece of paper. “I’m sure you’ve got a dildo you can practice on, go knock yourself out with that.” Yeah I’d love her to but not after everything she said about never being with another man

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “I don’t and I wouldn’t. I was kidding with you. Like you do with me by saying that!” I laughed holding my belly. And went a sat down taking another piece . “I can’t be I’m sexy even if I tried. I’m to awkward even when kidding.”

[melbender]

“Let me tell you something, you make my cock rock hard without even needing to try. You’re incredibly sexy, so don’t think you’re not. There’s all of things I would love to do to your body and take you to places you’ve never been, but I won’t because I won’t take advantage of you.” I said winking

[Ashwag24]

I stopped laughing. “What?” I asked shocked. I couldn’t believe what he said and I accidentally looked down at his crouch. Oh crap he wasn’t kidding. “Oh!” I said and blushed. Umm thank you.”

[melbender]

“Right.” Well damn ego bruised there. “Let’s finish before the pizza gets cold.” I said slightly embarrassed. “I have work to do and should get an early night anyway.”

[Ashwag24]

I nodded. “Oh okay.” I think I said something wrong. I ate in silence. I looked up at him. “I’m sorry for making this I’m uncomfortable. I told you I’m awkward. But I want to know something, it’s been on my mind since it happened and specially now since you said something.” I looked down and bite my lip looking back up at him. “Umm why did you kiss me?”

[melbender]

“Because I wanted to kiss you.” I said looking at her. “Was that not ok to do so?”

[Ashwag24]

My stomach flipped. He wanted to kiss me. But why? I looked at him. “I um. I don’t know. It’s kind of confusing. I mean your my child’s uncle-“. Then it hit me he just wanted to kiss me he didn’t want to be with me. “Sorry I think I may be thinking way to into it, I should check on Leighton.” I stood embarrassed by my thoughts.

[melbender]

“His uncle. Right.” I said kinda hurt and embarrassed. I hadn’t thought of it that way. “Thanks for bringing me back to reality.” I said under my breath, and walked down to my office.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed as I watched him. I went and checked on Leighton and then cleaned up some after a while Leighton woke and we played and had dinner Brody was busy and ate in his office or he was avoiding me. I don’t know what to do with that man. He makes me confused. I gave Leighton his bath then changed and went out to the yard to stretch and do some calming yoga seeingas I haven’t since I left my home. I put on my ear plugs and music and got lost in my movements.

[melbender]

I walked out after hitting the gym, light grey sweats and sweat dripping down my chest. I stopped in my tracks as unnoticed her pert ass in the air and groaned, watching as she moved and bent around. Each time I wanted to slide my cock in and fuck her. I was rock hard, and sure my dick imprint was noticeable. “You look good.” I said letting her know I was there

[Ashwag24]

He scared me so bad I fell out of my position and on my butt. “Ouch!” I said and turned my head and my jaw dropped. “Wow!” I said and glanced at him from head to toe. He was more man than his brother was for sure. I stopped and was looking at his manhood with wide eyes how is that possible!

[melbender]

“Are you alright?” I walked over squatting down not realising my dick was so close to her face “do you need an ice pack?”

[Ashwag24]

I couldn’t help but stare holy heck he was big to big to fit in me. Shaking my head. “I think I twisted my ankle when I fell. I-i don’t think I can get up.” My stupid clumsy self. I needed to stop staring at him. I licked my lips then bite down.

[melbender]

I kneeled and lifted her foot gently, having a look at it. Then I picked her up with ease and carried her inside, sitting her in the couch “wait here.” I grabbed an ice pack and bandage kit, coming back to tape and strap her foot and placed the ice pack on it. “You should stay off it for awhile if it hurts. Can I get you anything?”

[Ashwag24]

Not sure what came over me but before I could stop myself I said. “Yeah I’m you!” I bite my lip and blushed not knowing what to say now. I was so out of my element.

[melbender]

“Pardon?” I asked shocked. “What do you mean? Did you want me to do something else?”’I didn’t know what she meant

[Ashwag24]

I blushed more. “Umm your um-“ I glanced to his croch. “Umm showing through your pants.” I licked my lips and bite my lip again. Wondering how it would feel how bad it would hurt if I would get use to it. I had to be the color of a tomato now.

[melbender]

I glanced down and half smirked “oh, sorry. I was watching you outside and umm, well you got him a bit excited. I didn’t mean to offend you.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked up at him. “You ah you didn’t offend me actually I’m just um shocked. For more than one reason.” I glanced back down and then my hand went to touch on its own accord. “Oh my god I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it’s just I’ve only seen Jonathan’s and his wasn’t this big.”

[melbender]

I cringed at the thought of my brothers cock. “Uh well as you can see we’re both built very differently.” I took her hand and placed it on my cock, which was definitely hard again. I flexed into her “do you want this inside you?”

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