Wish she was mine.

[Ashwag24]

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I’m getting married! But not to him. My best friend who I have loved since I was 5, yeah I know some don’t believe that but it’s true. I remember falling off my bike and my brother laughing at me, but our new neighbor came to my rescue. He was so cute back then. I knew we would be close friends from then on. Even my twin brother liked him. But now back to I’m getting married! Yes I went away for college not to were my brother and best friend went, but is where I found my future husband we I’ll be getting married to in 6 months!

I got the invite that tore my heart into pieces. She was getting married but she wasn’t marrying me like I always hoped she would. I remember the almost kiss. I was so nervous but I wanted to kiss her so bad but her brother freaking ruined that chance. Then she was gone off to a different state to start college on her own. Now she is back and getting married.


Name: Meadow May Fransico
Age 26
Bio: outgoing lovable intelligent. Is a nurse and loves to help people.
Looks: still thinking about it. Will update or send.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him. “I um I wasn’t meaning that I’d ask her-never mind.”  I felt as if he didn’t want me to meet his girlfriend.  “I’ll talk to him tonight, but I don’t think I’ll get anywhere.”  I looked off wondering why I couldn’t be this happy with Kevin.  I was always happy with Jake.  I sighed and just started to slightly cry.

[melbender]

“How about we grab some lunch and head down to the beach?” If do anything to make her happy right now and forget that bastard. “Come on, You’ve got a tan to work on and Jack needs a swim.” I grin giving her leg a slight rub. “Or I’ll just pick you up and throw you in the water like last time.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed and wiped my tears away. “If I remember last time I kicked your ass for that.” That and if it hadn’t been for my brother I would have been able to taste your lips that day. I wanted to say but couldn’t. “Lunch sounds great! Can we get coneys like old times too?” I just wanted to have fun no more thinking of if I really wanted to marry Kevin or not.

We got lunch and headed to the beach I sat down on the towel I laid down watching Jake with the dog thinking how lucky his girlfriend is. I then stood and took my dress off and loving that I wore my skippy swimsuit the one Kevin didn’t like when I wore out.

[melbender]

I caught sight of her boys and fuck. I needed to control myself and get in the water before I was kicked off the beach for being a pervert. “Don’t forget to wear a hat!” I called out tossing the frisbee at Jack and watching him chase after it.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and haven’t worn the hat ina while. I glanced at my phone seeing Kevin calling and decided not to answer instead I looked over and saw Jake turned his back to me so I took off running like old times and jumped on his back. He wasn’t ready and we took a fall into the water and I laughed looking at him and the water dripping from his face I laid there in the shallow water smiling “hi!” I said a little shyly god he was so hot. I missed him like crazy I glanced at his lips and then back at his eyes at that moment I really wished I wasn’t engaged and he didn’t have a griilfrkend. Also thank god his dog came up with the frisbee.

[melbender]

“Ahh about time you returned that.” I laughed, clearing my throat as I took the frisbee back. I didn’t know what would have happened if he didn’t come over just now. “So uh, you hungry?” I asked not knowing what else to say

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “Jake we just ate! You keep feeding me and I won’t be able to fit into my dress come time.” And just like that it felt as if cold water was poured over me. I sat up and took the frisbee throwing it for jack. “Why did you name him jack?”

[melbender]

I stared at her. So she was still going through with the wedding then. “Well fair enough, I won’t feed you anymore.” I winked.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and laughed. “I’m Ugh going to go work on my tan now.” I got up and fixed my suit and walked away. Hating myself. I just wanted it to be like old times but it wasn’t Jake was different with me and I with him. I spent the next thirty minutes laying in the sun wishing things could be different my phone rang again when Jake approached I groaned and threw my phone in my bag.

[melbender]

“So we should head back, I’ve got to go and call into work, animal emergency.” I said pointing to my phone. “Sorry to cut today short.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled “it’s okay Kevin keeps calling and is probably pissed I haven’t answered. God if he k ew I was here with you he would be more pissed, some reason he is t found of you.” I said standing and putting my dress back on. “You don’t seem to really like one another and that really makes me sad.”

[melbender]

“I don’t appreciate the way he speaks to people, demanding your brother get him a drink like he’s there to serve him.. I tried to get to know him, I’ll try again
But can’t make any promises.” I threw on my shirt. “Uh should I drop you home?”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed.  “No you go on I’m gonna stay here and think a while.”  I New I looked how I felt sad and confused. I just didn’t know what to do so I decided to stay.  “I’ll call Uber or my mum when I’m ready.”  I look d at my again ringing phone and looked back at a grimacing Jake.  “I should get that.”  I grabbed my igobe and answered.  “Hey babe...what no I’m at the beach with Jake and his dog jack but they are getting ready to leave...are you serious right now!”  I couldn’t look at Jake.  “Baby you-“ Damn him and cutting me off.  “Wait where are you? Who was that?  It sounded like jaz?”

[melbender]

I waited not wanting to let her call an Uber. “Everything ok?” I asked quietly as she went quiet on the phone. Would probably make sense about how he knew Jas was easy.

[Ashwag24]

I sat there not wanting him to see me this upset. “Yeah I’m good just need some time to myself. You need to go to that emergency.” I willed at my eyes. I wasn’t sure what was going on with Kevin but things just seemed off. I put my head in my knees and sat there.

[melbender]

I sighed and walked over, bending in front of her “come on, let me drive you to your mums at least. I won’t leave you out here upset and alone, your brother would kill me.” I took her hand and squeezed gently.

[Ashwag24]

I looked up at him. “Why have you always been so good to me? I’m a mess. My fiancé just accused me of cheating g on him while he and my best friend are working on a surprise for me. God I’m terrible maybe I should just go back home with him like he wanted me to.” I started crying again.

[melbender]

I pulled her to me and rubbed her back “Stop crying. You’re not allowed to cry alright.” I didn’t know what to do. “Look, maybe you should post pone the wedding? You don’t need to rush into this. It’s a lifetime commitment and clearly you’re having second throughts which is normal but not like this.”

[Ashwag24]

“How would you know- oh my god you planning on asking your girlfriend aren’t you?” I backed away. “I really want to be alone please just go Jake I won’t tell my brother anything just please.” I turned and picked my stuff up and walked away. I have to marry Kevin now, specially if the one I really truest want has someone else.

[melbender]

“What?!” I stood there confused and jogged after her. “I’m not proposing to anyone after less than a few weeks of hanging out. Please just get in the car with me, I won’t ask again and if you don’t ill be upset.” I have a slight pout.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him. “I’m such a mess Jake.” I had to tell
Someone. “You should go deal with the emergency but then maybe we can talk later I really need a friend.” I looked up and started to cry. “Fuck I’m so emotional.” I looked at him. “I um, I think I’m pregnant and I don’t want to be.”

[melbender]

I felt like she’d knocked the wind out of me. Knowing they’d slept together hurt. I’d always pictured being with her and she gave it to someone else. “Oh.” I said “Umm you should probably talk to your mum about this. I uh..” fuck I didn’t know what to say. “I’ve really got to get to the clinic and make sure everything is ok.”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “I can’t talk to my mum she would kill me. I mean I’m not sure if we even had sex but one morning I woke not feeling well and my clothes were off. I was drinking because I thought he was cheating on me I looked and he was laying next to me and well I assume he Well I guess we did it.” I cried. “I’m sorry I just thought I could talk to you about this. Just Umm go I’m fine I’ll be fine.”

[melbender]

“What the fuck are you trying to do to me.” I half groaned. “Come on. The first thing you’re going to do is take a pregnancy test while I change for work and then you’re coming with me.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him. What was he talking about. “I can’t, I don’t want to know.” I backed away. “Please let me be alone right now go take care of the things at the clinic I’ll be fine I promise.”

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