Past truths

[melbender]

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She went to her first party, expecting a fun time. What happened, would leave her with a permanent reminder of that night forever.

He was young, stupid and out for a good time. His friends tell him a girls hot for him in the bedroom upstairs who likes it rough.. Drunk and horny, he fucks her.. Not realising she's drugged, half passed out and mumbling no. He didn't realise what he'd done until it was too late.. So he left, thinking he'd never see her again.

Years later, in a grocery store.. He's back in town and they bump into each other. He doesn't recognise her at first. When he goes to leave, he notices that the little girl beside her has his eyes and it all comes crashing back to him. He wants her.. He wants to be there for his daughter.. The only problem, she has no idea he's the one who done to her all those years ago that left her with a child.

Will the guilt eat him up, making him finally confess?

[melbender]

I laid in bed feeling sick to my stomach about the power situation. Hopefully it could be put back on again once I had paid it. I couldn't believe I hadn't done. I read his message, and smiled faintly as I replied - it's ok, still come over tomorrow. Sorry about tonight - how could this guy still want to see me after what he knew

[Ashwag24]

I smiled laying there. -great I'll see you both later then try to get some sleep before that little princess of yours wakes- I smiled more thinking that I wanted to type our not yours. I knew I wouldn't be sleeping so I decided to do some workouts before trying to sleep.

[melbender]

I fell asleep after Emma came and hopped into bed with me. Snuggling up to her body, I fell asleep with silent tears wishing I could afford more for her. When I woke, I called the power and had to pay extra for it to be put on today. Thankfully it was on before lunch and I could warm the house up. After we'd spent the day playing and watching movies, I glanced at the clock and panicked when I.realised Asher would be here soon. I was nervous to see him, nervous and excited.

[Ashwag24]

I was so excited I got all the things I needed to make dinner I even bought flowers for maddy and a new toy for Emma. I just hoped they liked them. I just pulled up and smiled big as I saw Emma at the door jumping up and down. I got out and carried the bags of ingredients with her toy and the flowers in the other hand. Once I got to the door I said. "Well hey there little princess where's that beautiful mother of yours?" I said not wanting to just enter her house.

[melbender]

"are you my daddy?" Emma asked curiously. 

I heard Emma and almost chocked on the air. "Emma!" I snapped, mortified. I was no doubt blushing as I looked at Asher "I'm so sorry, we've been reading and she was asking about her father and it's been a long afternoon of questions." what a welcome, he probably wanted to high tail away. I bent down to Emma "sweetheart, you can't ask people that ok." 

 "ok mummy." and she ran off to her dolls in the sun room.

I watched her go, and opened the screen door "come in, where you'll no doubt be asked other awkward questions during the night." I smiled

[Ashwag24]

I smiled man I wanted to tell her so bad but I couldn't because I would ruin everything. "I leaned in kissed her cheek. "I don't mind at all, she is curious which is good." I then handed her the flowers "for you and now I need to go get my little sue chef to help me while you relax." I smiled at her and walked to the kitchen to put the bags down then went to find Emma with the dolly I got her.

[melbender]

I smiled smelling the flowers, hearing am excited gasp from Emma as I watched him give her a dolly. "oh thankyou! I love her!" she held her tight and ran over to put her in a toy crib. He was really good with her, maybe there were good guys around after all.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled as Emma came running back I picked her up and said. "You ready to help me cook your mum dinner?" She nodded and then squeezed my neck in a hug. God it felt amazing. I closed my eyes and took every bit I could for memory. When I opened them I saw maddy starring at us. Shit I'm going to blow it.

[melbender]

He was very friendly with her after only just meeting and it worried me slightly, I didn't want either of them to grow too attached. "and what am I meant to do? Sit and watch?"

[Ashwag24]

I smirked "nope! I umm please don't get mad." I said worried how she would take this. "My sister is stopping by she wants to pamper you, okay well I told her you've had it a little rough and I wanted you to relax so she is coming to do your nails hair or whatever you want she is a professional. If you don't want any of that then she will just hang out with you and probably tell you embarrassing stories about me." Oh god please don't get mad please don't. "And before your pretty head thinks it I'm not saying you need anything done my sister said some times with women it helps them feel better and relaxed to be pampered."

[melbender]

"you told your sister about us?" I didn't know what to think of feel "umm o should have cleaned a bit better," I mean my house was tidy but I had no friends so noone ever visited and now I felt a little embarrassed about where I lived. "mummy can I have pretty on my fingers too?" Emma pulled me out of my thoughts and I.couldnt say no as she held her fingers up on the air "I guess so.. I mean as long as your sister doesn't mind.. And Asher you really didn't have to do this.." I offered a smile, did he really think I was worth it?

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I know I didn't have to buy I wanted to and like I said you don't need to do anything just enjoy girl time I know my sister needs some girl time." Plus she wanted so badly to meet Emma I made her promise not to say anything. "And I only told her that we were getting to know each other. And seriously this place is clean!" I smiled as Emma seemed happy. I put her down and laughed. "Well I guess I lost my helper but I really need to get started on dinner."

[melbender]

"so meeting your sister.. Is she going to interrogate me?" I teased, taking a seat with Emma on my lap. "Im sorry about last night, I feel embarrassed for throwing you out like that."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "It happens, no need to be embarrassed. And as far as my sister goes nah she won't she is just wanting a friend herself." I say knowing my sister is crazy busy and really does. Plus she knows I'd kill her if she upset maddy.

[melbender]

hopefully she didn't know me already, I hoped. "Is she joining us for dinner?" I asked standing and walking towards him "I'll set another place up if you'd like her to join also."

[Ashwag24]

"No she wants to get to the hospital to be with dad tonight." I said sadly. "Ummm yeah I'm gonna start she should be here soon." And just like that I turned and walked away as there was a knock on the door.

[melbender]

I turned towards the door, "I'll get it." I smiled feeling a bit nervous as I answered it. "hi, you must be Asher sister." I said greeting her

[Ashwag24]

"Wow!" I said Loki g at how much she changed. "I am we went to school together I was younger but I remember you. Being a mother really does you good, I mean I always thought you were pretty but wow!" I babbled. "Anyways I'm Alyssa. Asher's awesome cool younger smarter sister! Let's talk first and then I'll get what I need from my car if you don't mind."

[melbender]

"yeah sounds good, come in." I smiled holding the door open for her. I couldn't believe his sister and I went to school together, she seemed nice and obviously knew about Emma. Bit hard not to, half the town knew. "Your brothers made himself right at home, with his little sues chef." I grinned

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "Yeah you should see him with our nephews, he is good with kids, dad was always worried he was gay because all through college he never dated not once he just pushed himself to gadurate and he did so well he graduated early. Dad was proud then he had his heart attack. I think Asher blames himself." Shit I need to shut up.

[melbender]

Gay? Oh well maybe he just wanted to be friends, and that's why he was so kind. Guess I could kind of see it, very good looking and from what I could tell, he looked as if he worked out, I caught on to the last part "blames himself? Why would he think that?" I asked quietly

[Ashwag24]

I know I looked nervous as hell. "After he left he wasn't the same Asher he kind of distanced himself from us and here. He said he would never come back he hated thing s that happened before he left. He and his good friends at the time got into a big fight he beat the shit out of them and just left. They weren't good people I don't blame him for what he did to them. But he is back and I hope he stays." I say hoping that's enough for her. I hope she doesn't ask what his friends and him fought over.

[melbender]

"well hopefully for you and your dad he does" It sounded like she really needed and misses him. "anyway, enough of me prying into your personal life, how about we go sit in the living room, because I have a little girl who's dying to have her nails and toes painted."

[Ashwag24]

"Ohhh she wants me to do her nails and toes too! Let me go grab my polish and stuff I'll be right back." I was so excited to meet Emma and spend time with her. I ran out and grabbed what I needed and some other things for maddy I wanted to fix her hair. When I saw how excited Emma was I smiled.

[melbender]

"nothing too crazy," I grinned as Emma looked at the colours. Even though I'd let her choose whatever. "I want the same as you mummy." she said with a big smile. I chose a pretty pink colour and a glitter. We sat and had our nails done, chatting away as Asher cooked.

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