Past truths

[melbender]

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She went to her first party, expecting a fun time. What happened, would leave her with a permanent reminder of that night forever.

He was young, stupid and out for a good time. His friends tell him a girls hot for him in the bedroom upstairs who likes it rough.. Drunk and horny, he fucks her.. Not realising she's drugged, half passed out and mumbling no. He didn't realise what he'd done until it was too late.. So he left, thinking he'd never see her again.

Years later, in a grocery store.. He's back in town and they bump into each other. He doesn't recognise her at first. When he goes to leave, he notices that the little girl beside her has his eyes and it all comes crashing back to him. He wants her.. He wants to be there for his daughter.. The only problem, she has no idea he's the one who done to her all those years ago that left her with a child.

Will the guilt eat him up, making him finally confess?

[melbender]

"and what happens when kissing isn't enough?" I felt stupid I was practically a virgin. "I just, do you think this can work, knowing what happened, what if neither of us can take the next step." I mean he'd told me he had a bad first time, maybe he didn't want me that way again. But those few days, kissing was incredible and it gave me the feeling of wanting more.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and walked up to her I placed my palm on her cheek. "I think we should see about that when we get there, I don't think either of us are ready for that just yet, I'm not saying I don't want you because I do. I just don't want to screw things up I want to make our first time and I say first because we had happened neither of us was ready then either and we weren't in the right frame of mind. So when we do get there it will be our first and I want to make it special for us. I don't think we need to worry I mean when we kiss it send electric throughout my body so I can only imagine what it will feel like when we connect more." I kissed her cheek. "And as far as kissing I don't think I will ever get enough of your kisses."

[melbender]

"I feel the same way." I smiled leaning into his palm. My eyes closed over a moment, relishing the feeling he gave me. I was in love with him and it tortured me. I couldn't be hurt again. "these past weeks, not seeing or talking to you almost killed me.." my eyes slowly opened, as I stared into his "I don't want to be mad with you anymore, I want to move past everything and forwards to a future, hopefully giving Emma the family she deserves."

[Ashwag24]

"The family you deserve as well." I said and pulled her in for a hug. I needed to take things slow for her and for myself. "You want to eat and watch a movie?" I asked hoping to change the subject to a lighter discussion.

[melbender]

"that would be nice, movie and pizza. I have to reheat it but that won't take long." my arms were around his neck, playing with the nape of his hairline. I worried that we were doomed. Unable to be together after all that happened. "Does this mean I finally get to see your apartment?"

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "If you really want too but it's not much it's just a one bedroom apartment with hardly any furniture." I was embarrassed but I wouldn't keep her from it.

[melbender]

"of course I want to see.." I wanted to see everything about him. "I'm Sure Emma would enjoy seeing it too."

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "If she goes she may end up with another kitten." I smiled. "You know it's going to be really hard for me to say no to her." I sat and pulled her close.

[melbender]

"another? Do you have more in your building?" I asked laughing, "God you'd end up with a house full of them."

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. "My neighbors have about 5 more." I laughed. "And it wouldn't bother me as long as it made Emma happy I would have a house full."

[melbender]

"until they were adult sized cats, and you're going thru cans of cat food as well as litter trays everywhere, but if you're willing then I'll tell her the other kitten live near you." I laughed, squeezing him. "umm I know you had no idea about her, or me being pregnant but I have tapes and books of her growing up, it's not much and can't replace being there but it's a start." I said hoping he'd like to see

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "Really I would love to see them all!" Oh god she has made my night so much better. She was truly a remarkable person. She got up and I groaned as I watched her perfect ass sway.

[melbender]

"I heard that." I called out laughing, swaying my hips a little more "are you coming, or just going to stand there and oogle me?" I asked with a glance over my shoulder

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "Your very easy to just stand here and oogle but I'm coming." I said and followed her. She was very sexy and I don't think she realized it. I couldn't wait for us to be comfortable with each other and take things forward.

[melbender]

We sat on the couch after eating the Pizza, going through Emmas baby album. "she wasn't a big baby, and slept alot.." pointing to a picture of her in hospital and then one of us in my room at my grandparents "we shared a bedroom together for sometime, her crib next to mine. Somehow she always ended up sleeping curled into my side." I smiled.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I would have been there just so you know, if I would have known I would have gladly walked the halls when she woke." I sighed. "Maybe I can in the future." I could only wish I didn't know if she even wanted more.

[melbender]

My head snapped up so fast. More? He wanted more with me? "I would love to give Emma a brother a sister." I smiled, really surprised by myself feeling so at ease with the idea. "people are going to talk about us, now that they know you're Emmas dad.. Are you ok with what they'll say?"

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I already said I don't care what they say about me but I won't have anyone talking negative about you or Emma." I smiled as I saw a photo of them when she had Emma. "Can I ugh, can I take this own and make a copy?" It was the most beautiful photo I've ever seen.

[melbender]

"this one?" I was surprised, I thought I looked like crap in that photo, sweaty and exhausted as Emma lay feeding on my chest "of course, I do have all of these on a disc if you'd like to copy that and have that to keep also?" I suggested, then he'd had all pictures to keep.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "Well I'm hoping that I won't need copies of all of them in our future, but this one is just god it's beautiful the way your lokking at her and she has no clue, your stunning and beautiful." I said looking at it again.

[melbender]

"she was around two minutes old when that was taken." I looked up, watching him staring at it in awe. "my heart was ready to explode when I laid eyes on her for the first time.. My parents haven't even met her.. They call her a bastard child."

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. "That's my fault, what if I talk to them?" I know how she felt when I saw her for the first time I too felt like my heart was going to explode.

[melbender]

I couldn't imagine him anywhere near.my parents, let alone talking to them about Emma. "I don't think that's such a good idea, I'd rather you didn't.. Bringing up the past and Emma being conceived is only going to anger them, I was brought up to wait for my husband." I looked away, ashamed I was no longer going to be a virgin if I ever married.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. "If you don't want me to talk to them then I won't. But maybe you should. Maybe things can be different. But I understand if you don't want too." I sighed more. "Hey look at me, everything will be okay, I really want this to work and we will get to where we need to be."

[melbender]

"I appreciate your wanting to help, but I'm not sure it's a good idea. My sister even hates me." sighing, I wanted to talk about something else, my eyes finding his "what time did you have to leave?" I didn't want him to go yet

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