Past truths

[melbender]

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She went to her first party, expecting a fun time. What happened, would leave her with a permanent reminder of that night forever.

He was young, stupid and out for a good time. His friends tell him a girls hot for him in the bedroom upstairs who likes it rough.. Drunk and horny, he fucks her.. Not realising she's drugged, half passed out and mumbling no. He didn't realise what he'd done until it was too late.. So he left, thinking he'd never see her again.

Years later, in a grocery store.. He's back in town and they bump into each other. He doesn't recognise her at first. When he goes to leave, he notices that the little girl beside her has his eyes and it all comes crashing back to him. He wants her.. He wants to be there for his daughter.. The only problem, she has no idea he's the one who done to her all those years ago that left her with a child.

Will the guilt eat him up, making him finally confess?

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "I work from home actually I'm a sports writer. So I make my own schedule and all." I looked at her as I pulled into the parking lot. "What do you have in mine sweetie?"

[melbender]

"maybe we could have lunch if you weren't busy writing?" I suggested, nervous that he would say no

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I'd love too. You think of where and I'll go runnin and get our ice cream. I don't want the little princess waking and not seeing you."

[melbender]

"youre really sweet, you know that." I leant over, and brushed my lips against his. I couldn't help it. He was incredible and I was already starting to fall for him.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "No I'm not I'm just me...your amazing and sweet and beautiful. I could only wish to be the man you truly deserve." I said brushing my thumb over her cheek I gently kissed her back and then got out before I ruined it.

[melbender]

Oh boy was I falling hard for him already. I felt so comfortable around him, and it was easy. Even with Emma, I trusted him with her. I sat in the car, smiling like an idiot of him

[Ashwag24]

I got the ice cream and walked back out. "I ended up picking up some more tubs for you and princess too." I smiled and handed her a cone of coffee bean as well as the bag. "Oh and I might have tasted your cone too." I smiled a cheesy smile. "It's not bad for a adult."

[melbender]

I laughed "you licked mine?" I grinned leaning in after he licked his own "well in that case, let me try yours." I had no intention of licking his but tasting from his tongue as I shocked him my kissing him as he went to move the cone forwards

[Ashwag24]

I almost dropped my cone. She kissed me. Wow. I was shocked at first but then started to kiss her back are tongues gliding against each other. I pulled away even though I didn't want too. "Mmmm maybe I should buy more ice cream for you to taste!"

[melbender]

My voice almost breathless as I moved back into my seat "yours tastes much better coming from your mouth." I blushed, unable to hide it. I was darn smitten with him.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "Your adorable when you blush." I wonder how many other ways I could make her blush. I need to tell her I'm not experienced as she probably thinks.

[melbender]

"it's hard not to blush around you." I smiled, taking a lick of my icecream. "I like kissing you, and I definitely want to do more of that, if your ok with just kissing and no below the belt action?" I was ashamed that he was probably going to think I was prudish. I just didn't want to rush this.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I'm so okay with just kissing sweetie, I'm not that experienced with umm relationships or stuff that I'm happens below the belt as you put it." I looked straight on while I drove not waiting to see her expression. I was so embarrassed.

[melbender]

Wait, what? I didn't think I'd ever hear him say that. He seemed to look like the type who's had plenty women. "strangely, I'm relieved your not experienced." less jealousy and he wasn't going to expect a star in the bedroom 

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "Yeah well, I'm not a big in but I've only had sex once just so you know just how much experience I'm talking." I smiled and glanced at her. "There is stuff in my past I'm not ready to tell yet but I will tell you at some point." I said not sure if it was the right thing or not.

[melbender]

Once? Lucky girl! It also made me want to open with him also, "I uh, the same for me.. Except it wasn't willingly, that's how Emmas here." he must hate me.now, I glanced down unable to see his reaction of disgust

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. "I'm really really sorry, really truly sorry." I hated myself. I should have told her who I was right then but I couldn't maybe she new maybe she was seeing when I would tell her. Fuck I never thought of that. I can't tell her. Ow I'd loose her and Emma I can't. I was glad I had finished my ice cream and grabbed her hand giving a squeeze. "You don't need to say anything else."

[melbender]

"it's ok if you don't want to see me anymore, I mean I don't know who her father is.. But that's why my family kicked me out, they thought I was sleeping around, well that's the rumers anyway." my eyes pooled with tears, I was so ashamed.  "God I'm sorry, way to wreck a date."

[Ashwag24]

I sighed and pulled the car into her drive. "Your not getting rid of me that easily. Look I'm so sorry for what happened. Really you wouldn't understand how sorry I am." I sighed and looked back at Emma. "She is the outcome so look at it that way." I said hoping that helped her. I tried to pull her closer to hug her. "Please don't cry maddy. Please."

[melbender]

"I'm sorry. I just hate that I don't remember it, that I don't know who he was and he has no clue he's got a child, or maybe he does and just doesn't care.." it scares me that he's out there, knowing what he done and waiting for the right time to just show up and take my daughter. Wiping my eyes, I cant believed I'd just spilled all that to him, and cried in front of him. "Was your first time so bad, you didn't want to go again?" I asked trying to lighten the mood.

[Ashwag24]

"I ah, I-" I pulled away. "I going to be honest with you I really don't want to talk about it anymore." I hated myself more. I sighed. "Let me carrying Emma in and then maybe we can watch tv or if you want me to go I can do that too." I didn't want to talk no more I was to afraid.

[melbender]

I'd pushed too far. He must think I was pathetic. "Umm, it's getting kind of late and I have work in the morning," I think it was best just to call it a night. I would die of humiation once he's left. I led the way to Emma's room, pulling her bedding back. "Thanks." I whispered

[Ashwag24]

Shit shit. "Maddy, lunch tomorrow did you think of where you want to go or would you like me to pick something up and bring it to the shop?" I asked not wanting her to think I didn't want to see her. She looked shocked and confused. "We had lunch plans remember? I would love to keep them and see you more."

[melbender]

"Really?" I couldn't hide my shock. "I just assumed this was it.. uh, did you want to come by the shop? I can close for lunch as we can just eat and talk without everyone else around." so maybe I was a little nervous to been seen in public with him, only because of what people would say.. especially if those guys were around, calling me names again.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "Sure just tell me what to pick up and I'll bring it around noon if that's okay?" I pulled her closer. "Maddy I like you and who you are so do me a favor and stop thinking I'm going to stop liking you. Please let yourself try with me."

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