Wrong Brother, Right Girl

[melbender]

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"I have no clue. Maybe she liked being next to her mama anf daddy?" I looked up at him with a big smile. I was so in love with him right now. "Are you as happy as i am?"

[Ashwag24]

as I came back out the girls were still in the same spot. I smiled. "How about ice cream then home maybe we can go for a ride on the horses?" I say kissing lily on the cheek and picking up willow to put her in the car.

[melbender]

"Didn you really go buy some more?" I asked quietly, wondering just how many he did if he had done. The girls were already closing their icecream flavours

[Ashwag24]

i smiled and winked. "Lily baby I've got you back and I'm going to make sure to please you as much as I can so to answer your question hat I'm sure you already know the answer to is yes, yes I did." I kissed her and said. "Now what ice cream do you want."

[melbender]

"unless I'm not in the mood" I laughed, teasing. "mama wants coffee bean with hot fudge sauce." I licked my lips.

[Ashwag24]

she licked her lips to tease me. "Damn and daddy wants to lick you". I groaned and stepped up to order are ice cream.

[melbender]

"why does daddy want to lick you mummy?" Harper asked, loudly and in front of the icecream man and others lining up.

I blushed hard. "Ryder." I muttered not knowing what to say

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Mummy's tasty!" I said then handed over some money and took the girls ice cream. "Let's go eat and sit outside girls." I looked at lily. "Sorry sugar I couldn't help it."

[melbender]

"Im dying of embarrassment" I muttered, blushing hard. "I don't want people thinking were you know, getting down and dirty like Crazy."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Sugar I'm sorry I didn't mean to embarrasse you but in honesty people will talk no matter what." I kissed her head as we sat. The girls busy eating their ice cream.

[melbender]

Willow was showing the birds her icecream, I smiled laughing "she'll cry if she drops that, or a bird takes it from her." I smiled, kissing his cheek with my cold lips

[Ashwag24]

a little shiver ran up my back at her cold lips. "Well I'll just buy a new one for her." I smiled and watched. "You have done so well with them."

[melbender]

That made me smile "thankyou, I never thought I'd love this as much as I do. I feel really happy now though, you're back and we have our family together.. I do want to hear more about your time away though." I pressed, "would you tell me about the rehab, when you're ready of course."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Yeas I'll tell you all about it, it was so hard I hated myself for a long time." I sighed and looked at the girls. "I'll tell you when we are alone."

[melbender]

"theres no rush.." I said quietly, leaning forwards and taking a lick of his icecream "mm yummy!"

[Ashwag24]

i groaned. "Yes you are very yummy and I can't wait to taste you again." I smirked and kissed her cold lips. "Mmmm yep very yummy."

[melbender]

"youre turning me on.." I smiled standing back up "I'm going to have to tell my parents you're back. They have no idea." that wasn't going to be a fun conversation to have at all

[Ashwag24]

i scratched my head. "I ugh I kind of kept in contact with your dad a little he knew I was getting help he just didn't know where and I don't want you to be mad at him I made him not say anything to anyone k just didn't want him to hate me more." I watched her face for any anger but I saw hurt and I felt like shit. "Don't be mad at him okay please."

[melbender]

"he watched me cry for months over you, he seen me at my weakest and still said nothing. He pressed me to divorce you, to find someone who was stable and could be there for me." I coukdnt believe he kept this from me. "you left for your own hurting, but you left me.." I began to remember how I felt when he had walked out and the pain of finding out I was pregnant again. What was I doing. He was only going to hurt me again.

[Ashwag24]

i watched her face. "Lily sweetheart please don't think about it please I want to make things right please we were doing good it's just I didn't want anything between us that's why I told you I want no secrets I want honesty with you. Please don't shit me out now."

[melbender]

"I know and part of me wants to make this work, it really does but there's another small part that is scared and wants to say no" I sighed feeling bad "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ruin this day."

[Ashwag24]

i sighed and looked over at the girls. "You didn't ruin anything, and we can take it slower if you want. I'm not going anywhere this time unless you tell me too. I know I've made promises and broke them, I've hurt you bad and I hate myself for it. I love you with all my heart and more." I looked back at her. "Whatever you decide I will respect. I might not like it but I love you and want you happy."

[melbender]

"maybe we should just go a bit slower, I think I'm wanting to just forget it but the truth is I can't.. I love you, and want us to work" so badly did I want him and I to work.

[Ashwag24]

i pulled her close and kissed her. "I love you and we can go as slow as you want sugar." I just wanted us to be a family and never hurt again.

[melbender]

"we've never really been married.." what I was about to say next killed me. "I love you Ryder, so much but our marriage feels tained. We've not had a good marriage and I don't think I'm going to be able to move forward while we're still married.." I watched as this began to sink in "I'm not leave you, but I think we need to get a divorce."

[Ashwag24]

my heart sank. I sat there not knowing what to say. I looked around then at her then the girls. "I need a minute." I got up and walked to where she could still see me. I had no right to be hurt but I was. I guess she was going to leave me in the long run and I don't blame her at all.

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