Wrong Brother, Right Girl

[melbender]

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"I have no clue. Maybe she liked being next to her mama anf daddy?" I looked up at him with a big smile. I was so in love with him right now. "Are you as happy as i am?"

[melbender]

"No nothing.. i just, well i wanted you to stay but i understand why you cant. Maybe you could by for breakfast again in the morning.. umm, you still want to have wednesday evening together?" god i felt pathetic, i was so worried he'd just leave and not come back.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled big. "Sugar if you want me to stay then tell me don't ask, because I was thinking that it would make you so uncomfortable if I did and I didn't want that. So if you still want me too I will I'll just sleep on be couch." I kissed her head. "As for Wednesday yes I still want."

[melbender]

"I want you to stay" i said softly, closing my eyes as his lift touched my forehead "or you can have our bedroom, i don't sleep in there.. not since" i stopped, not wanting to think back to that night.

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. "Not since I completely ruined us?" I hated it. "I don't think I could sleep there either not unless you were with me and we made better memories." I said truthfully

[melbender]

"I just.. Everytime I looked at that bed, how you were.. I was terrified of you. To be with you that way again, it scares me." his words taunted me. That look of hate as he climbed off me. "I'm sorry." I said, looking away as I began to cry

[Ashwag24]

i grabbed her but gently and held her while she cried. "Don't every be sorry it wasn't your fault but mine I used you in a way I shouldn't of I tried so hard to make you hate me. I did everything in a wrong way. I'm the one who is sorry and needs to be I nhave Ed to make you feel comfortable with me and I'll do what I need to to do this." I whisper d and ran my hand through her hair over and over.

[melbender]

I cried and cried, holding him tightly "I hated you.. But I still love you with my whole heart." I said quietly, starting to fall asleep in his arms.

[Ashwag24]

o calmly let her get whatever she needed out. Once I realized she was almost sleeping I picked her up. I carried her to the guest room. I kissed her head. "I'm so sorry lily I love you so much I really am going to try to never hurt you again."

[melbender]

I felt him moving away, but I didn't want him to go. "stay.." I whispered, opening my eyes a little and tugging on his hand as I reached out "please.. I need you.."

[Ashwag24]

i looked at her. I nodded but I hope she didn't regret me staying in the same bed. "Okay sugar let me call a and tell him I'm staying here tonight then I'll come in and hold you all night." And I meant it too. I walked out to the hall so she could still see me and probably hear me as well once off the phone with a I took my shirt off and my jeans leaving my boxers on. I climbed onto the bed and pulled her too me. "Sleep beautiful."

[melbender]

I rolled over, my leg over his as my head rested against his chest "goodnight.." I breathed out. As tired as I were, I coukdnt fall asleep. It had been so long that he'd held me, I wanted to savour it

[Ashwag24]

i was so happy at that moment it didn't take long for me to fall asleep because I was finally home.

[melbender]

I felt Willow climbing in the bed beside me, and she soon found her way to the middle where she passed out again. I yawned, wrapping my arm around her as she slept. The next morning I got up earlier and went to shower while the girls were sleeping in bed with Ryder

[Ashwag24]

i woke to a light snore on my arm and when I opened my eyes I smiled yeah my woman wasn't there it my two girls were and it warmed my heart. I wondered if they always climbed into her bed with her. I wondered what they were going to say or ask about me sleeping in her bed.

[melbender]

Harper woke, waking and sitting up. She looked and noticed him "where's mummy?" she asked, Willow woke also looking but she began to panic "mummy" she sobbed climbing out of the bed to look for her

[Ashwag24]

i sat up and got my jeans on. I picked willow up and started to call out for lily. "Lily sugar! Mummy!" I said making Harper giggle. "Mummy sugar lily!" I say this time.

[melbender]

"sugar! That makes your teeth fall out." Harper giggled following.

"I'm in the bathroom." I called, pulling my yoga pants up and fixing my top. I heard Willows little sniffle and came rushing it, her arms held out for me "sorry, she's very clingy sometimes. I was hoping to shower before they woke.." I smiled, blushing a little as I explained myself

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "It's okay she just woke up and probably don't remember who I am you don't need to explain. I kissed her head and picked up Harper. "Before you know it she won't be doing that when she sees me in the morning." I said to lily and then tickeled Harper. "And your right kiddo sugar does make your teeth fall out just ask your uncle rob he knows all about that."

[melbender]

"hmm" I agreed, but Rob lost teeth from drugs. "well let's get you girls some breakfast and maybe daddy wants some too?" I asked, realising he would have to leave at some point. My heart ached and especially after last night, I hadn't slept that well since before he left

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. Once we say for breakfast I asked. "So what is your plans today?" I didn't want to leave I antes to stay with them all day and all night again. I wanted her to ask me to stay and move back in but I don't want to push her.

[melbender]

"not much, I have some work to do and the girls will probably play in the toyroom or we'll go outside and play there.. Your welcome to uh stay unless you have to leave." I looked at him, Harper also looked up "daddy stay here pweese, where is your room going to be?"

[Ashwag24]

i spit my coffee into the cup. "Umm Harper baby I don't think that's what your mummy meant but when she does ask daddy to move back in then daddy's room will be with mummy." I Ruffles her hair and looked at lily. "I would love to spend the day with you and the girls. I need to shower and change and I know my old clothes won't fit anymore as I gained a lot more muscle while in rehab."

[melbender]

"umm yes, you're clothes are still hanging up but you might need a wardrobe to replace, we could go do that Wednesday before groceries" I hadnt noticed just how strong and hard his body was looking. I done things to me, send heat flooding to places untouched. "I need more coffee."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Me too sugar, I'll get it you sit your cute blushing self down." I said getting up and taking her cup and mine to get more coffee.

[melbender]

I wondered what he looked like naked.. I'd been to shy to peek under the covers when I woke. Harper pulled over her dolly's high chair and sat her in it. She looked at her dad who was walking back over with coffee "dolly will share when the new baby is here." she smiled, "mummys and daddys have babies."

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