Wrong Brother, Right Girl

[melbender]

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"I have no clue. Maybe she liked being next to her mama anf daddy?" I looked up at him with a big smile. I was so in love with him right now. "Are you as happy as i am?"

[Ashwag24]

oh shit. "Umm yes that's true. I looked at lily for help but she seemed occupied or day dreaming about something.

[melbender]

Why was he staring at me. "huh?" I blinked, oh God I.was lost in my thoughts checking him out. I heard Harper mention baby and my eyes widened. What the heck did I just miss. "umm that's for dolly sweetheart, you had a baby sister and now she's bigger." like fuck would I have another child again. No thanks.

[Ashwag24]

i chuckled. "She was just saying that mummy and daddy's have babies she was implying to have another, but would it be so bad?" I asked the last part just a whispered not really meant for anyone to hear. I looked done pissed at myself.

[melbender]

"I remember when we talked about having four or five.." I said quietly. I just couldn't again. Not after him leaving and me rasing her alone. "maybe if things were different, but I'm not sure anymore." I looked down at the girls playing and felt bad.

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. "Maybe we can talk more about that later on down the road." I said and got up taking the dishes to the sink. "Fuck I really ducked up didn't I?" I said shaking my head.

[melbender]

I stood up, following behind him. I didn't want to do this now but the words were unstoppable. "You were someone i never reckonised, I've always been here for you, always chosen you but you broke me and used me.. and then not a word for 3 years. I love you, but you really hurt me and you can't expect me to want another child with you when I'm afraid you'll take off the second i turn my back.. the second i fall pregnant.."  i said looking away and over at the girls "Harper was only a baby.. but now, she's old enough to ask questions if you leave and never come back. don't get our hopes up and crush them Ryder." I turned back to him "if you have any doubts then walk out that door and don't come back.. otherwise, you move back in and we'll try again, but i can't promise anything."

[Ashwag24]

i watched her and listened to every word that she said. But as soon as she said move back in I couldn't help myself I grabbed her gently and pulled her to me and kissed her she was stiff at first. And I only hopped she opened up to me. No pulled back "sorry I just- you just made me happier than ever." I looked at the girls as lily just stared at me.

[melbender]

I just stared, I hadn't expected him to grab or kiss me and it hadn't done much for my hormones. He was.right, he was much stronger. "umm.." trying to find words "we'll have to get you clothes I guess. I'll see if your pa will watch them today and we can go into town?"

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Can't we just take them with us?" I asked I mean I didn't see the point of not being with them.

[melbender]

"If you want to. I just didn't think you'd want to that's all.." i said shyly. "Willow tends to run off so you have to hold her hand, or buy her a hotdog and she'll eat that without wanting to get out of the pram" i laughed, she sure loved her food. "Daddy can we go to the toy shop?" Harper asked "please."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "If that's ok with mummy yes we can! And willow no running okay we need you to stay safe okay love?" She looked at me and nodded her little head. "I think we are good lily!"

[melbender]

I wasn't sure about this, but i had to try. "Well, i guess once we're all ready then we can go get you some new clothes.. i just need to make their beds, and change." i stood there awkwardly, wanting to kiss him again, but i just walked off instead. Damn my hormones for him at the moment.

[Ashwag24]

i touched my lips and smiled. God I love that woman more and more. I know she loves me and I now know she wants me as bad as I want her but I can tell she isn't ready. I sighed and picked up willow and Harper. I sat on the couch and tickled them.

[melbender]

I could hear giggles as I came back down in a pair of tight jeans and a tshirt that clung to my breasts and hugged my curvy hips. "oh, I ended up going to that store you mentioned and you're right, I do love it." he probably didn't remember it was so long ago

[Ashwag24]

My head snapped at her voice as I looked her over I smiled. "I always wondered if you would have gone. It's still going well then I take it. Did you meet old Samantha? I knew she would like you." I say and then tickle the girls again before getting up and walking over to a shocked lily. "God your beautiful." I said and kissed her lightly not being able to help myself

[melbender]

"old Samantha calls me everytime something new arrives and thinks I would like." I laughed, staring up at him "you think so?" I hadn't had anyone tell me that since he last left and I felt nothing like beautiful.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Very beautiful!" I said meaning it. I looked at the girls. "Isn't mummy the most beautilfest mummy ever? She's like a princess!"

[melbender]

"I'll take beautiful." I smiled, picking up the nappy bag "We should grab lunch and go to the park too, the girls like going there and playing." I hated it, mother's gossiping about my husband leaving me.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Sure anything you want and anything for our girls." I said lifting them both up and carrying them out. We went to a few stores then grabbed luck then the toy store then the park. I was chasing the girls around playing with them as lily watched. It's been a great day so far.

[melbender]

I sat down after pushing Harper on the swings "I need to get them swings for home, they love being in them." I said as two women over from us looked at me and snickered. I looked away, ignoring them both

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "We can do that we will go look when my pa takes the girls for the night! If you want!" I said out of breath. "Man willow is a runner!" I laughed.

[melbender]

"Yeah that would be good." I laughed, stretching out on the grass "oh yeah, on the plus to her running, she'll sleep all night." i felt a shadow fall over my body and my eyes opened back up, i seen Kate and Lara standing there "aren't you going to introduce us Lily?" Lara smirked "Ryder, we hear your back in town.. there's a party tonight, if you want to catch up again?" she flirted. An instant knot in my tummy formed.

[Ashwag24]

i looked over at lily. "Lara I don't know what you told people but I do know whatever it was it never happened and I do believe you owe my wife a apology. And after that never speak to me or her again!" I said sternly. I wasn't going to have this and I hated that hurt look on Lily's face.

[melbender]

"Apologise" she scoffed, embarrassed because she'd told everyone he'd fucked her. "We screwed, it's not my fault you were too drunk to remember.." she looked at Lily "good for you taking a cheater back.. might want to get tested for everything."

"This is a childrens park. You should leave if you're going to speak like that around young kids." i said standing up. "and you can dream about fucking him all you want, if he says he didn't, then he didn't." i walked off over to the girls. I didn't want to believe them, but he was drunk alot and maybe he just didn't remember.

[Ashwag24]

i laughed at her. "You so wish but listen here and listen good I wouldn't touch you even if I was so blasted drunk! Look at my wife! She is the most beautifullest woman ever if you think I would of left her to fuck around you got issues. "I know I never had sex with you or any other woman while I was gone from lily and I would take every damn lie detector test just to prove how crazy you are! No go apologize or I will tell how desperate you were and what you needed up doing with those five guys!" Oh yeah I knew what happened that night because that was the night I decided to get help it was three days after I left.

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