Wrong Brother, Right Girl

[melbender]

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"I have no clue. Maybe she liked being next to her mama anf daddy?" I looked up at him with a big smile. I was so in love with him right now. "Are you as happy as i am?"

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Hot chocolate please." I sat down and smiled at Harper. "I know she makes the best she always has and she makes really Timmy food too." I didn't look away from Harper. She has gotten so big. "My you have grown."

[melbender]

I watched him with her as I made the drinks, Willow on my hip as I brought it over to him "well my cooking has improved a little, but not much." I put her down in her chair and went back to spreading their toast.

"do you know I can ride a horse all by my big self. Mummy said im just like my daddy." her face dropped a little "he doesn't live here anymore. He left when I was a baby."

[Ashwag24]

i looked at her. "I'm sorry." I didn't know what to say I looked at lily it was her choice to let them know who I am. "I ride too. I haven't in a while but I know how too."

[melbender]

"my uncle Rob and grandpa ride too, they chase the moo cows when they be naughty." she giggled and went back to eating.

I looked at him, then sat down "eat your breakfast, then you can show daddy your horse." I froze as it slipped out.

Her eyes wide "youre my daddy?"

[Ashwag24]

i looked at lily not sure what to say. "Umm well if I was what would you say to that?" She was three how would she really feel about it.

[melbender]

"where do you live?" she asked, Willow looked and pointed "daddy."

"he lives with grandpa and uncle Tom." I said feeling sick to my stomach about everything. I looked up and noticed Luke coming around the side screen door, he was a worker who helped out on the farm that Pa hired "hi Luke." I smiled and stepped outside to talk for a few moments.

[Ashwag24]

i watched her walk out. "So ummm maybe we can ride a little today, would you like that Harper?" I said as willow crawled into my lap. I held her close.

[melbender]

"yes please, can mummy come too? She takes us to a special spit and we have picnics there all the time." she beamed.

Willow looked up and poked his cheek "daddy ride horsey too" she giggled and farted on his lap and she ate his toast.

I said bye to Luke and declined another dinner invite from him, and I stood watching them all eating breakfast

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Of course your mummy can come ." I Rufflef her hair. And laughed as willow farted. "Oh my willow you take after you grandpa don't you!" I laughed more and Harper dos too. "That's what papa says to her too!"

[melbender]

"yes she does" I laughed joining them again. "so we're going horse riding are we, you have to eat all your breakfast up first and help put away your toys." I smiled sipping on my tea

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "Well that's only if it's okay with you too." I kissed willows head and she giggled. "Da da tickles!" She said and turned to place a wet kiss on my cheek. "And willow slobbers like grandpa too."

[melbender]

"sure" I smiled, it couldn't be so bad. "Willow usually falls asleep around 1 so we have to come back by then, Harper is not far after her" I wondered if he'd stick around our go again

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "So then would be a good time for us to continue talking." I looked at Harper as she watched us. I smiled. "Let's hurry up and finish eating so we can ride!"

[melbender]

The girls ate without another word and then got dressed, they were so excited to go riding with their daddy and I was happy to see he was making an effort, unlike the last time he seen Harper. We walked to the stables, and willow wanted to ride with Ryder and Harper came.with me. I had always ridden the girls to the spot where we were married.

[Ashwag24]

as we got to our spot I looked over at her. "You bring them here?" I was shocked. "Thank you!" I reached over and grabbed her hand. I wanted to tell her so much.

[melbender]

"you dont have to thank me. It's my favourite spot." I smiled, squeezing his hand back. "we usually come here every few days."

[Ashwag24]

insmiled. "I do need to thank you, you have raised our girls and you kept me apart of it even not meaning to. I love you lily I never stopped. I'm so sorry for running and not talking to you. I was so lost and broken I mean I thought I killed my ma!"

[melbender]

"you didn't kill her." I looked ahead "you weren't the only one hurting. You left me again. My parents are furious with you, they want me to move home with the girls." I said softly, my dad really hated him

[Ashwag24]

"they have every right to hate me and want you back, but like I said I'm not going to make it easy I will fight anyone who tries to take you and the girls till you tell me otherwise. Even then I'll still be fighting. I was so wrong but I know if I stayed her you would have grown to hate me I wasn't in the right place and the drinking would have gotten worse. I did what I thought was right for us to save us. I still should have told you first, but that night you looked at with so much hate for what I did." I sighed and looked down at a sleepy willow. "We should get them back and continue while they are sleeping."

[melbender]

I nodded, letting his.hand go. "yeah let's head back." I couldn't be fooled by his charm and the memories of this place. He hurt me badly. I wasn't going to just forgive him. We rode back in silence and he helped carry the girls.to their bedrooms. Kissing them each, we made our way downstairs "are you hungry?" I asked, tidying up the breakfast dishes

[Ashwag24]

i shook my head. "No I'm good. Umm lily I'm sorry if I upset you back there but I spoke the truth. And I speak the truth now. I won't stop fighting you can ask me anything you want."

[melbender]

"it's fine.. But I need to know how many were there.." I asked, my stomach in knots as when o first heard about the rumers of him and other women. "I don't want to know but I need to, to move on."

[Ashwag24]

i looked at her. "How many were there of what? I mean I drank a lot but I can't how much I drank?" I was so confused. "If you need to know how much I drank I'm sorry I can't tell you." I mean what else could she mean?

[melbender]

"women!" I blurted "how.many women did you screw?"

[Ashwag24]

"what the fuck lily? I haven't been with any woman! No fucking woman can get me hard but you!" I was now upset that she thought I would cheat on her. "Seriously I know I fucked up but you honestly think I would cheat on you?" I wasn't yelling I was just upset. "I wouldn't ever, that's not who I am, yes I was drunk yes I left yes I hurt you bad that night and everyday after and I regret hurting you but if you honestly think that I would ever cheat,". I shook my head. "I wouldn't." I wanted to bring up this boyfriend of hers but I wasn't going to be a ass.

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