The night everything changed

[LilDupuis]

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is it possable to love two people at once.. how do you go about it ? she had a rough life untill she met someone special. one night when they got into a fight she ended up meeting this sweet girl that wanted to take care of her and she started to fall for her ? but she couldnt she has a boyfriend whatdoes she do does she tell him and risk losing him or just ingore the fact that she has the urge to kiss her..if he found out what would he think or her would he understand and manybe allowe her to experimant or will she just go for it no matter what? theres trouble in the air but thats not all that will change..



Name:Jenifer (jj)
age:22
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[darkdragonangel]

I nod and sigh softly "yea and i got work tomorro tho...its been awile since iv gone they told me to take as much time as i need to fully recover." i say as i look up at you my eyes telling you that i needed you in my life but i never say the word

(lovely probably within the next 2 or 3 posts would be a good time to come back in

[LilDupuis]

i got up with out another word and walked to the bedroom i didnt borther to close the door i just striped quickly then replaced the towel with my clothes i walked out the front door with a sigh i didnt know i was even holding my breath

[darkdragonangel]

I watch you leave and just ait there unsure of what to say or do. I jump up and rush to the door and softly grab your hand. "jen please...stay" i say hopeing nd preying she will

[LilDupuis]

" i ..... I i cant ..." i say pullling my hand away weakly not knowing what else to say i could feel my body ache to feel him but i wasnt going to let him get that

[darkdragonangel]

I nod and let my hand drop. "i....i understand...." I say as my voice cracks slightly but i force myself to calm down atleast till you are away from the house

[LilDupuis]

i run as fast as i could to my car only to cry my eyes out i txt the girls saying was going to be home soon so they knew nothing bad has happened to me lastnight i would hate to be on a miissing persons list

[darkdragonangel]

I close the door slowly leaning against it and just fall apart crying and black out and wake up wkth a knife in my hand but immediatly drop it before i could do anything.

[Lovely love]

I was in bed watching a movie and wondering how jj was doing when I felt my phone vibrate I saw her txt and replied back quickly "Do you need ne to come pick you up?" I hit send and waited for her reply

[LilDupuis]

" nope i took my old car back the one i left here so its all good " i say back smirking as i pull up infront of the house god all i want to do is kiss her roughly

[darkdragonangel]

I sigh softly as i curl in a corner thinking time for another sleepless night.

[Lovely love]

"Ok just get home safe" I replied back. I bit my lip wondering what happened

[LilDupuis]

i pull into our lot oka i was speeding just a little but but im not going to tell her that i ran up the stairs and then thats when i forgot that i didnt have a key crap i knock on the dorr lightly hoping to god my little kitten isnt sleeping yet

[darkdragonangel]

I sit i the corner just staring absently at the wall trying to force myself to stay calm and not cry myself to sleep tonighr like iv done for the last 2 weeks

[Lovely love]

(Sorry for not replying)

I turned my head to the side did I hear knocking I thought getting up from the bed and walking to the door. Did Jj forget her key I thought laughing as I opened the door. "Hello there sssexy woman, looks like someone forgot something"

[LilDupuis]

i blush hard and nod before kissing your silky smooth lips. it started off scares and wear and turned into a burning fire of pashion wanting nothing more then to forget about all the hard times that i have had to deal with lately but that thought made my lips fall from yours and walk into the apartment

[Lovely love]

I kissed you back surprised for a second before closing the door behind you. I looked at you with lust and confused eyes "Jj are you alright? " I asked taking your hand in mine making you look at me "Did something happened? "

[LilDupuis]

"im fine i just dont really wanna talk about it i think im going to go for a walk or take a hot bath .. " i say stoping in my tracks and looking down at our hands "i think it would be better if i just take a bath though seeing that its getting late"

[Lovely love]

"Yeah thats a good idea" I said letting go of your hand. "I'll go make you some tea"

[darkdragonangel]

I sigh loudly as i fix somthing to eat before i go to bed. Not sure if i can eat anything at all after what happend tonight with jen

[LilDupuis]

i take off my shirt and shorts walking around the appartment in my panties and bra to the bathroom just wanting to drowned myself right now

[Lovely love]

I put a pot of water in the stove and turned it on waiting for it to boil. I wondered what had happened...did he do something to her?

[LilDupuis]

i get into the water forcaly my body screaming for me to just get out because the water was burning all my cuts that i had just made with my raiser.

[Lovely love]

The water was done I quickly grabbed a tea bag putting it in the cup before pouring the hot water. I put some sugar mixing it before going to the room. I knocked on the door of the restroom "hey baby" I said softly "are you alright in there?"

[LilDupuis]

" yeah im fine " shit please dont come in thats the least i need right now because i really dont need her to see alll these cuts thats another reason why im glad that i have 2 weeks off at the club because i hope no one finds all the cuts and buries that i have resiliently gave myself

[Lovely love]

"Your tea is ready i put it in the room for you" I said standing there waiting for her response.

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