The night everything changed

[LilDupuis]

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is it possable to love two people at once.. how do you go about it ? she had a rough life untill she met someone special. one night when they got into a fight she ended up meeting this sweet girl that wanted to take care of her and she started to fall for her ? but she couldnt she has a boyfriend whatdoes she do does she tell him and risk losing him or just ingore the fact that she has the urge to kiss her..if he found out what would he think or her would he understand and manybe allowe her to experimant or will she just go for it no matter what? theres trouble in the air but thats not all that will change..



Name:Jenifer (jj)
age:22
looks:

[Lovely love]

I took a drink from my water bottle feeling my phone vibrate as I read jjs txt. "Im fine, I went for a run. And I know you still are. Will you be coming back home?" I hit send sighting

[LilDupuis]

i sighed " sorry babe but not yet i wont be " i sent back before anding out more beers to drunks

[Lovely love]

I got up from the bench putting my phone away before continuing to run letting my frustration out

[darkdragonangel]

I sighed not execting jen at all and just watch her run around and shake my head not sure if me and her were a lost cause but knowing i had to try

[LilDupuis]

i know my boss put me in a body suit to cover my bandages but for some reason i still felt so exposed to everyone right now

[darkdragonangel]

I new i had to try and make things right no matter what but didnt know how to do just that and kept hitting road block after road blockand sighed softly sipping my beer just slowly waiting for a.chance tk get up and tlk to her

[Lovely love]

After a couple of minutes of running I made my way back home, sweaty and tired I unchanged getting in the shower

[LilDupuis]

i sighed and walked over to you seening that you where thinking to much i would know that face any where theres something that he wants to stay but doesnt have the balls to say it i stand infront of you "you didnt come here to drink and dont tell me you did i know that face " i said sturnly

[darkdragonangel]

"well for one i want you back 2 i need to know how i can get you back. Even if it ment sharing you with her but me not touching her. Il do anything jen......" I say as i look up at you.

[Lovely love]

The shower helped me concentrate, I had to apologize to her. It was my fault too. She left cause of me.

[LilDupuis]

" you want to know what maybe i dont want either of you have you thought of that !" i snaped as i need my boss " talk to her figure it out yourself " i said was i waslked towards him and he hugged me

[darkdragonangel]

I nodded and laid the money for the beer on the table and just walked out hurt completly obvious on my face and in my body language as i walked out the door and just sat in my car head against the steeringwheel

[Lovely love]

I changed clothes and sat down looking at the blank tv. I should call her I thought looking down at my phone. She'll reject me I thought sighting or maybe she won't

[LilDupuis]

i sighed as i seen him walk away " thanks but i think i need to get air " i said before i walked away and to the front door i called my girl " hey "

[Lovely love]

I looked at the phone startled picking up "Hi, I was just going to call you" I said biting my nails "Look before you say anything I just wanted to apologize for the way I acted. You had a right to get mad at me"

[LilDupuis]

"i need to take a break you know.... from us .. i cant do this right now i just cant im sorrry maybe you and my ex can be together because hes looking fro someone to be with and i know i cant let it be me so i hope you have fun goodnight " i said hanging up before i even gave her a chance to replay

[Lovely love]

"But..." I said shocked before hearing her hang up. I didn't know to feel; hurt or mad. Hurt because she wanted a break and was confused about choosing me or her ex and mad because she would think I would want to get back with her ex when that was just a one night thing, I only wanted her.

[LilDupuis]

god i dont even know what i just did i dont know what im doing at all im just im numb right now i have no idea what im going to do anymore maybe i should talk to tank and see what he says on all this because i dont know why i went after someone who broke my heart by sliping me and my boy up but then he was an ass hole and when i mentioned him she really seamed like she coule care less but if that was true then why did she do it in the first place it just doesnt make sense

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