The night everything changed

[LilDupuis]

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is it possable to love two people at once.. how do you go about it ? she had a rough life untill she met someone special. one night when they got into a fight she ended up meeting this sweet girl that wanted to take care of her and she started to fall for her ? but she couldnt she has a boyfriend whatdoes she do does she tell him and risk losing him or just ingore the fact that she has the urge to kiss her..if he found out what would he think or her would he understand and manybe allowe her to experimant or will she just go for it no matter what? theres trouble in the air but thats not all that will change..



Name:Jenifer (jj)
age:22
looks:

[darkdragonangel]

I mumbled your name softly and barely heard saying im sorry as I try to say more I start coughing

[LilDupuis]

i finally get up and look down at him with sad eyes thinking this is going to be the last time i see him ever because after this who knows whats going to happen "shhhh just take it easy okay Max "

[darkdragonangel]

I try to move as I hear your voice "jen....ples forgive me...." I wisper as I go unconcious again

[LilDupuis]

As soon as I hear him ask for forgiveness I wanted to break down cryin. He is now uncancious once again

[darkdragonangel]

I sleep for a good hour before coming back again and call out for jen again in a low voice just above a wisper

[LilDupuis]

I look around then to him " max don't talk your going to hurt yourself okay I'm right here "

[darkdragonangel]

I look at you as best i can and try to smile alittle not sure wat to say to try and make things better then a guy walks in alittle beat up and softly knocks. "is he awake?" The guy asks concerned

[LilDupuis]

I nod and wipe a falling tear as I back away "ya he's awake "

[darkdragonangel]

He walkes up slowly to the bed and rests his hand on my shoulder "i wanted to say im sorry for slaming into your car and i understand if you press charges again im sorry." He says thrn turns to you and says. "i sincerly hope he makes a full recovery. And i will pay for any damages to his car and the hospital bill will also be taken care of by me" he says politely but concern in his eyes

[LilDupuis]

"That's between you two. I have to go I have work and I'm not in the mood to deal with him so if you could please stay with him for a bit " I say sniffling then wiping my eyes. I had to go I know I don't have a job but I might at the club I'm going to take that job I'm thinking.

[darkdragonangel]

He nods and sits next to the bed. "i think i can stay for alittle wile yet. Go if you need to." He says softly to you and smiles with concern.

[LilDupuis]

I get home and change into a hot new dress and take off to tw club "hi I was wondering if mr. Desjardins is here ?" The lady looked me over then ran up the stairs returning with this older gental an. "You must be jeniffer ?" He asked and I nodded " ou can call me jj. " I say smileing

[darkdragonangel]

I go in and out of conciousness for the rest of the night and keep mumbling that im sorry in my sleep preaying and hoping that youl come back and visit again. And the guy leaves a few hours later

[LilDupuis]

I sigh as the guy pulls me into his office and gets me to give him a private dance at fist it was weird but after that I started to loosen up and really get into it. " I definitely like you as a dancer I might even have you join my other ... Ugh business. " he said with a huge smirk

[darkdragonangel]

I sigh softly feeling so alone I. The hospital and wishing you would come back soon but having a feeling I might not c her again I sigh softly.

[LilDupuis]

I felt guilty so after I got the job I decided to go back to the hospital and talk to him about lastnight

[darkdragonangel]

I try to smile as I c you come in and manage.to.say hi to you and my voice.sounds alittle.stronger

[LilDupuis]

Hi .." I say trailing off looking at you with sad eyes

[darkdragonangel]

"jen...whats...wrpng?" I ask concerned as I slosly push myself into a sitting position.

[LilDupuis]

Max I think you need to change our emergancy contact back to your brother... I know you two don't really get along but since we arnt together .. I think it's best " I say looking down at my feet

[darkdragonangel]

I sighed softly as i look up at you. "i....understand."i say as i look away with sad eyes "im so sorry...for hurting you..."

[LilDupuis]

"It.. Ok.. " I sigh then stang there not sure what to do after that

[darkdragonangel]

I nodded but still feel horrible. "the only issue is...i no longer have his number or even no how to contact him after our fight after hour parents died we lost all contact havnt even tryed to talk to eachother since." I say as a few tears roll down my cheecks. Not saying the thought of him prob not gining a damn anyway that im in yh hospital

[LilDupuis]

I look at him hurt knowing exactly what he is going though but I couldn't put my self though it again I nod "maybe one day we will reunite I'm sorry max" I say as I run out of the room crying

[darkdragonangel]

I look away as I start to cry myself not knowing hpw to.make things better but praying that I can make things better once im all healed up and I just stare at the cieling for a long time not noticing anyone at all that comes and goes knowing that I screwed up big time and just want to end all.the pain im going thru as well as end her pain as well but not sure how without just killing both of us.

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