Fallen Angel (1x1 Me and Nite Time Lover)

[Mizho Sohma]

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What would you do with a fallen angel? Would you give her to the government or fall in love with her? I dont think your girlfriend would like that last bit much, but hey, what can you do?
Name: Risa
Age: 19 (actually a baby though because she's only two centuries old)
Race: angel (human is only other option but the boy can be a type of angel and since shes young she wont know until he tells her)
Bio: above
Pictutr:

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I wasn't sure of what she was taking about. So I just let it go. I followed her out the house to make sure she wasn't in too much trouble. When I seen she was okay I went back into the house and went up the steps. I went to my room and heard Falicia in the bathroom throwing up. "Bae are you okay?" I asked.

[Mizho Sohma]

I smiled and hugged my mom. She hugged me back too. "I missed you, can I go home know?" I asked like a childen and then I felt this pain at the thought of leaving ricky. "No, I'm afraid not. They sent me to tell you what you seem to already know. Your mate is in dire need of you, he can't make the right decisions much and he's about to get hurt really bad." My eyes widened. "Falicia's pregnant!" I blurted and she noddded. "Precisely. You have to help him. And soon, you're so sick." She said worriedly, I nodded.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

She said she was fine and that she thought it was something she ate. "are you sure?" I asked her and she snapped telling me to leave her alone and that she needs her space. She finally came out of the bathroom telling how I always smother her and that I just need to leave her alone. I wasn't sure what to pay so that because it seems that's all I have been giving her is space.

[Mizho Sohma]

We continued talking for a minute before she had to go back. I walked home real slow, not wanting to see Falicia. Having my mom confirm that I was in love with him was not the best thing. Not when he has someone else. I walked inside and didn't even pretend to be perky, and if he asked, it's because I can't go home.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I wasn't sure what happened but something inside of snapped and next thing I knew Falicia and I were arguing. After a few minutes of arguing I just shut my mouth and let her do all the talking. But when she mentioned Risa's name I just lost it. I told her to get out me my house and to leave of alone. She finally stormed out but not before slamming the door. It was like I was on edge and I couldn't help it. I then began destroying everything in my room. My wings would no longer stay put and I don't blame them.

[Mizho Sohma]

I had been there through most of it but only heard half before I walked out and sat outside. I was able to be seen from probably all windows that showed the back but I didn't care. I curled in on myself and watched everything with a detached feeling. I knew when she left I should've gone in to help him, I wanted to but I couldn't lift myself up to do it. I just sat there staring and thinking about what might happen to me if he didn't return the feelings. In a month, if he still didn't see we were mates then I would be dust and that's straight from my mother who has some experience by losing her best friend because of it.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I have never felt so angry in my life. By the time I was a little calmer my room was completely trashed. I walked out of my room and made it to the living room before I was drained of all energy. I just collapsed onto the couch and just stared at the ceiling.

[Mizho Sohma]

I looked back as he walked in the living room. I walked inside quietly but didn't sit. "I know this maybe bad timing to tell you, considering you just had a fight with her, but she's pregnant." He gave me a wide-eyed look and I knew he may have thought it was his. "Just so you know, being a girl angel I can smell it and when the girl goes to another man who is not the baby's dad they smell very bad if they have a relationship. That was why I was so tight faced around her, she isn't having your baby." I said and held back from making a face again.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I looked over at her as she talked. I couldn't fully process what was going on. My ears began ringing and my head was pounding. This has just been a very crappy day. I knew I should have staid in my bed this morning. I thought to myself. i just laid there on the couch not knowing what to say. I suspected that she was pregnant, just didn't want to believe it wasn't mine. I shook my head and closed my eyes. "Can you just give me some time to myself?" I asked softly finally finding my voice. "I'm starting to feel even worse than this morning."

[Mizho Sohma]

I nodded and went upstairs. I sat on my bed and curled up quietly.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I laid there for a few minutes until i eventually feel asleep. i didn't dream, i just slept. by the time i woke up the sun was going down and i had been out for two hours. i stood up and stretched my body, feeling a little bit more energized than earlier. i went upstairs to risa's room just to see if she was okay.

[Mizho Sohma]

I sat there thinking about what I was going to do. I mean, it was obvious that if he doesn't see that I am his mate then I'm dead, but I didn't know how to make him see it. I knew if he couldn't see it then I'd just follow his choices until I was gone. It would make it less as bad.I didn't notice him coming upstairs, otherwise I would've smiled and acted happy. I didn't even see him come in my room.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

My body was drained of all energy, but somehow being around her gave me strength. "Hey, sorry about earlier." I said softly as I walked further in and sat next to her. "I wasn't feeling too well and things just seemed to get worse." I added.

[Mizho Sohma]

"I understand. Trust me, I just found out I only have so long to live, maybe a year or so, and the angels won't do a thing for me. If I stay near my mate while he doesn't know it it'll kill me. If I goo home I can survive, but they said no." I looked at him feeling a little better but not really.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I looked at her with confusion. "So they would just let you stay and possibly die?" I asked.

[Mizho Sohma]

"They believe that I can make him see that he is my mate before that, and he's hurt me by making me watch him go through things so they can't let me in. I'm not as pure as I use to be." I sighed.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I put my arm around her trying to comfort her. "is there anything I can do to help?"

[Mizho Sohma]

I shrugged as my answer. I couldn't tell him directly anything, all I could was describe to him what's going on. If I did tell him it might make him turn away from me so he had to figure it out for himself, or he could try to love me for the wrong reasons.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

I felt lost because I wasn't sure what to do and to know she was meant for someone else kind of hurt of because I was really starting to like her. She did things Falicia didn't. "how about we go downstairs and play the game, you know to get our minds off of this crazy day we've had." I suggested.

[Mizho Sohma]

I nodded. "Ok." I said and got off the bed and went downstairs. I had to figure out how to get him to understand, I was mostly desperate to get rid of the loneliness I'd felt recently. I hated it, I tried not to cry a lot but it's hard. With these thoughts the game didn't really work until I shut down. All my emotions vanished and I liked the emptiness over the pain.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

We went downstairs and I let her choose which game she wanted to play. I can tell she really wasn't in to it like she used to. I just wasn't sure what I can do to cheer her up. I just shook the thoughts from my head and tried to enjoy the time I did have with her.

[Mizho Sohma]

Even though I wasn't too into the game it did begin to make me smile at some point. Maybe it was doing something, or it was just being close to him that did it. I don't know.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

After a few more rounds with that game, we traded it out for a different one and I could see she was beginning to warm up a bit.

[Mizho Sohma]

I got a little more excited about this game and definetely forgot about everything. I had gotten better at it cause I did my fair share of winning. Actually I was really giving him a hard time and won most of the time.

[«Ñ¡té-T¡mé £ºvér»]

"Stop cheating!" I said playfully as I started a new board in hopes to win.

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