Hidden desires

[melbender]

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Roommates who are best friends... have a drunken night of passion.. in a moment of orgasmic bliss Ava confesses here feelings for the man she’s always loved.. it’s like cold water slapped across her face as she realises that he doesn’t feel the same. hes never loved anybody, although he loves her he refuses he admit that and he will never do feelings. he tells her it was a mistake, he doesn’t love her and she needs to move out of she can’t stop those thoughts.

When he wakes he finds her gone.Nothing but a note saying goodbye. He throws himself straight into work and tries to forget her. She moves back home, new city new life, months later finds out she’s pregnant and doesn’t tell him.. and as her marketing business takes off, they unexpectedly reunite when she’s been hired at his firm for a job and when she walks into the meeting, he finds out he’s going to be a father just before she gives birth.

[melbender]

“You did loose me, nine months passed and I had a baby.. we have a child together.” I didn’t want to draw attention to us but I was getting upset. “I was humiliated, I left because I was so embarrassed of what I said to you and you refuse to talk about that night.”

[Demona]

"I'll talk about that night and any other nights you want to talk about just don't leave me again, i am nothing without you Ava, nothing. You are my compass, you keep me sane"

[melbender]

“We have a lot to discuss, and you need to apologise to Stu, nothing was going on there.. he told me about a coffee van with great bagels and that’s all, that’s what I was going to do.” I sighed, shaking my head “Im going home, I need to think about everything you’ve just said to me.” I loved him completely but god it scared me

[Demona]

"I'll go home early" i whispered "and i'll apologize to Stu. I was just jealous i'm sorry. It was easier before to ignore my jealousy but now i just can't i'm sorry"

[melbender]

I eyed him, and sighed “I’ll see you at home, we have a lot to talk about.” I leant forward and kissed his cheek, blinking away my tears. “I want full honesty. I just think if this doesn’t work it’s best I move out and we do shared time with Lenny.”

[Demona]

I panicked "why wouldn't it work out? No you can't move out i can't..." i took in a deep breath "we'll talk about everything, i'll follow you in a couple hours"

[melbender]

I nodded, and then made my way to the apartment. I was tired, and trying to make sense of what he had said to me. He loved me? He wants a relationship? I heard the doors open as I stirred the sauce in the kitchen and glanced over at him “hey.” I said looking back at the sauce

[Demona]

"Hey" i said taking off my shoes and loosening my tie. I didn't see Mary around, she must have sent her home. I watched her for a while "i missed your cooking. What are you making?"

[melbender]

“Spaghetti and garlic bread. Mary left early.” I looked up, staring at him “how was the rest of your day?”

[Demona]

"That's yummy, it's been busy but i cancelled my last meeting. I've been really distracted"

[melbender]

“Oh really? From what?”! I already knew. His day was stressful. “I just don’t want you to stop talking to me about this. I’m scared having to loose you all over again.”

[Demona]

"Ava, please" i pulled her to me hugged her "forgive me for being a dick, i was going to fix eveything in the morning but you weren't there"

[melbender]

“Well I don’t know what you mean by fix everything and yeah, you have been acting like a dick.” I said tilting my head back up towards him. “So you love me?”

[Demona]

I smiled and nodded "since the moment i laid eyes on you that day you came to the park in your yellow dress. You stole my heart that day"

[melbender]

“But that was-“ I looked at him confused “that was when we first met.” I was hurt and shocked he kept this from me for so long “why didn’t you say anything?” I the. Took a step back “and you actually have to say the L word, not nod when I say it.”

[Demona]

"I love you Ava Green, i love you more than anything! And yes that was when we met when we were just 6 years old, i knew then i wanted to share a house with you, of course i didnmt know what that meant at the time, but growing up i just wanted it to happen"

[melbender]

“So instead of dating me you went out with other women instead” my gaze dropped and I glanced away “do you know how frustrating you are!” I groaned griping the front of his shirt “was you ever going to tell me? Or just because I was talking to some guy today you decide to finally speak.”

[Demona]

"I was going to tell you i just didn't know at first if you felt the same. And then you told me you do and it took me by surprise i was scared i might hurt you. But the next day i was going to tell you how i felt, i just didnmt find you"

[melbender]

“Well no you didn’t. I didn’t think you felt the same way as I did.” I sighed, my eyes full of tears “and now, you’re saying you want a relationship? What if this doesn’t work? What if we don’t work as a couple?”

[Demona]

"We've always been a couple! Without the title that is! What friends kiss each other on the lips for ko reason? What friends sleep in the same bed just because they feel like it? What friends see each other naked and son't make a fuss about it? We slept together that night not just because we were drunk, but because we've been building this sexual tension between us since you got boobs and i got my first erection! I mean come on you know i'm right! I've always wanted you... maybe i was scared before but now i'm not. I know the man i've become. I haven't slept with anyone since that night. Why would i do that? Because i was too busy thinking about you and looking for you that i didn't lust on any woman other than you"

[melbender]

“I guess you have a point.” We didn’t have the most normal friendship, and we have done all of what he said we do. “So you’re saying now we just add sex and a title into our relationship and everything stays the same?” There was this undeniable tension between us. “It’s about time you said something then, because I feel the same way about you too.”

[Demona]

I grinned leaning down and kissing her "and we add more kissing to it. I love kissing you" i pulled her to me and kissed her again and again while my hands roamed her body "so, will you be my girlfriend?"

[melbender]

“I guess to everyone else I already am,” I moved my lips avoiding his again, and groaned “just make sure you don’t keep your feelings to yourself again.” I smiled and captured his lips to mine, wrapping my arms around his body tightly

[Demona]

"I won't even dare to do it again! I was always able to control my jealousy around you but today... i guess Alicia got the best of me"

[melbender]

"What does she have to do with it?" I brushed my fingertips through his hair, watching him closely. "You do know that you have nothing to worry about right? I wasn't interested in dating anybody."

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