I’m a dead man

[Ashwag24]

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I’m almost ten years older than her! But that isn’t the only reason I should want her, she is my best mates younger sister! I’ve known her my whole life! It wasn’t until I convinced rob to join the marines with me and we came back for her 18th birthday that I saw her in a new way. Then once again when their parents died in the unexpected car crash when I really screwed up. I was drunk and kissed her one thing lead to another and when I woke alone I thought I dreamed it. But I know I didn’t I couldn’t of. She left for college that day and well rob and I went back to our duties. After getting a honorary discharge 5 years later, I’m back home but rob is still fighting over seas. I haven’t seen or heard from her the last thing rob said was she was dating some asshat.

What happens when I see her again but she isn’t alone she has a child about 4 years old.she has sad eyes and looks scared.

[melbender]

“Yeah He did. He made your favourite.” I felt my cheeks were flushed as I pulled away to sit. “I’m going to take a shower, you enjoy your breakfast and I’ll be back soon.” I kissed his cheek and went down to the bathroom. Yeah he slept here alright, in bed with me and I hated that I loved it

[Ashwag24]

I ate breakfast with my son and loved it. Once I heard the shower kick off I smiled to myself. She took a long ass shower wonder why. Jack and I were watching a movie when she came into view and I sucked in a sharp breath fuck she looked good.

[melbender]

“What are you watching?” I asked sitting down beside them. “Oh god not the dinosaur movie.” I laughed avoiding eye contact.

“Jax hasn’t watched it.” Jack grinned, “can he stay here today?”

I shrugged “I guess so. I’ll leave you boys to it, I have housework to do.” Something to keep me busy and distracted

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Oh come on mama watch the dinosaur movie with us!” I grabbed her arm and pulled back down on the couch. Laughing when she gasped. I made sure my hand found hers and my fingers intertwined.

[melbender]

“Dinosaurs are cool! They’re my favourite!” Jack announced, pointing to the screen.

My eyes were glued to our hands together, heart racing. “Hmm they definitely are..” I should pull away. But I didn’t want to. “I like the little mermaid, we should watch that.”

“Jax are you sleeping over again? Where did you sleep? On the couch?” He asked looking up at him. “Where are your pyjamas?”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled at jack. “I’d love to and well I started off sleeping in your bed but-“ I looked over and saw tessa go pale. “I was going to go home but I was so tired buddy so I slept here in your mamas bed.” I wasn’t going to lie to him. “Is that okay?”

[melbender]

“But only married people share beds.” He looked confused “mummy and daddy’s sleep together-“ his eyes went huge “are you my daddy?” He asked half screaming it.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled at him and looked at Tessa who had tears in her eyes. “Jack how would you like that? If I was your daddy would you be okay with that?” I needed to know I mean he is four but I wanted him to want me too.

[melbender]

“Yeah! That would be awesome! You can play trucks with me all the time” he grinned and then his head dropped. “But you don’t live with us..” he trailed off.

[Ashwag24]

I let go of Tessa’s hand and picked up jack. “No I don’t live here, that’s not saying I would want to but we have a lot to figure out buddy we all still need to get to know one another but I promise you this even if I don’t live with you I will always be here for you. I also always be here for your mum too.”

[melbender]

“You’ll be able to see your dad all the time, I promise.” God I felt awful. The way he looked when asking about him living here and being together and then when Jax said no. I hated it. “He drives a fire truck too, you think they’re pretty cool.”

“Okay mama.. I just want a brother to play with.” He sighed, giving little sad eyes.

Well I didn’t expect that and I almost choked on the air as I nervously laughed “yeah you ruined mamas body, you’re plenty sweetheart.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her then ran my eyes up and down. “Your mama is crazy she looks beautiful!” Fucking sexy is more like it. I mean damn and the thought of him wanting a brother I can do that. I smiled. “Buddy maybe we should start with a puppy before we give you a baby brother!” I winked at Tessa. She really had no clue.

[melbender]

“A puppy?” He grinned.

“A dog? And who’s going to take care of this dog?” I rolled my eyes “how about a cat, or a bird.” I suggested. I frowned when he looked at me again, my body reacting as if he looked at me like he wanted me. Ha I doubted that.

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “We will! Right buddy?” I tickled jack and smiled. “If we can take care of a puppy maybe we can convience your mama to help me give you a sibling!” I said looking right at her, she squirmed and blushed! Gotcha! I thought to myself. I pulled my phone out “let’s look and see what puppy’s they have down at the shelter.” Jack and I started looking at the photos as Tessa sat there staring at us. I will prove I would have handled this just fine to them all specially to her.

[melbender]

“You can’t just give him things.” I sighed, shaking my head. “You can’t buy a dog without my permission. I’m now being ignored by then looking at dogs so I get up and grabbed some chips “baby my ass. I’m not having any.” I scowler, hating how he easily got to me

[Ashwag24]

I heard everything she said and laughed to myself. I waited and then called out. “I’m not just buying him a dog I’m buying is a dog! I’ll keep him at my place and bring him over when I’m over here no big deal sweetheart!” I was going to break her down at some point. When jack got super excited over one dog I new Tessa would also love I knew it was meant to be. I put jack down with my phone and went into the kitchen where Tess was. She had her back to me so I walked up and placed my arms on both sides of her. “Come on Tess you can’t deny me forever.” I whispered.

[melbender]

I looked at him and sighed “You’re right, oh let’s go and get into bed, so I can ride you into the sunset and blow your mind over and over again” I shook my head “dream on.. I won’t give into your charm like I did before you seduced me.” I winked, and pushed his hand off my arm “I’m not giving in.” I said poking my tongue out

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “That’s funny cause your body says other wise.” I stepped closer to only get a coffee cup and get some coffee. “You can’t tell me you don’t feel what I feel between us tessa, that feeling just doesn’t go away. I’ll be right here when you find that out too, but till then I can do this bantar with you it’s kind of fun and a turn on.” I smirked and kissed the corner of her mouth. “Well, go on get ready we are going to go adopt our puppy!”

[melbender]

I stared at his mouth, almost leaning forward to kiss him but I kept my composure and wiped my mouth “whatever, daddy.” I smirked and walked away to go and get dressed. Ugh he frustrated me!

[Ashwag24]

I laughed and went to sent with jack and wait on her to get ready. As we sat there he talked a lot about his mama which was fine with me I can get some info. Once she came back and looked so fucking good I looked at her and then tried to discreetly adjust myself but she saw and I didn’t care about her o didn’t want to explain to my son. My god I have a son!

[melbender]

“Still small down there?” I smirked knowing he was hive but I wasn’t playing nice. “What are we going to call the puppy?” I said to jack who grinned “I think puppy!”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head and walked passed her to get my keys. Whispering in her ear. “How about you grab him and remember just how not small he is sweetheart.” I smacked her ass and grabbed my keys. “No our dog won’t be named puppy! How about-“
“Spider-Man!” Jack yells! And I laugh.

“Spider-Man huh? I like it!” I knew she probably didn’t but fuck if the kid wants to name the dog Spider-Man then fuck it. Shit I really need to watch my language.

[melbender]

“You’re disgusting.” I laughed “and cool, Spider-Man is the name but if it’s a girl we’re calling her Lola.” I said pulling my shoes on. I was so annoyed with him because I wanted him so badly but wouldn’t give in

[Ashwag24]

I laughed and wanted to say something but my buddy beat me to it. “Mama be nice! My daddy isn’t usting! He nice and you always said he was handsome and I remind you of him all the time!”

I laughed more when she got busted out. “Awe you think I’m handsome! See we are perfect for each other your beautiful I’m handsome and we make awesome kids!”

[melbender]

“Kid.” I corrected “we have and will only have one child together.” I picked up Jack and sat him on the bench to do his shoes “daddy is handsome, but you’re even more handsome than he is.” I teased giving him a kiss.

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