I’m a dead man

[Ashwag24]

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I’m almost ten years older than her! But that isn’t the only reason I should want her, she is my best mates younger sister! I’ve known her my whole life! It wasn’t until I convinced rob to join the marines with me and we came back for her 18th birthday that I saw her in a new way. Then once again when their parents died in the unexpected car crash when I really screwed up. I was drunk and kissed her one thing lead to another and when I woke alone I thought I dreamed it. But I know I didn’t I couldn’t of. She left for college that day and well rob and I went back to our duties. After getting a honorary discharge 5 years later, I’m back home but rob is still fighting over seas. I haven’t seen or heard from her the last thing rob said was she was dating some asshat.

What happens when I see her again but she isn’t alone she has a child about 4 years old.she has sad eyes and looks scared.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned. “I will still marry you.” Then it hit me she was taking about Jack. “I will gladly share you with jack and our future kids but that’s it!” I kissed her an emailed. “I need to plan our date for tomorrow.”

[melbender]

“Future kids huh, well maybe in a few years.” I moved resting my head against his chest “tomorrow, I can’t wait to see what happens and how you plan it.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “I can’t wait to see your face baby. You’re going to love it.” I kissed her. “And just so you know when we were taking about camping earlier I was remember big I was 24 and saw you skinny dipping when you were almost 15. I remember thinking damn she is beautiful and when she gets older I’m gonna have to beat a lot of boys ass. That memory and the same year making s’mores with you. Those are my favorite camping moments.”

[melbender]

“Mmm I liked that too.” I smiled, surprised he remembered. “I remember one night you were sitting by the fire on your own, I went to go over but Rob told me you were waitin for Sara so I went to bed instead”.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “No I wasn’t I wanted her to leave me a lone so I sent her on a wild goose chase to find Ricky, it was funny, and why was he telling you stuff then? I mean I didn’t tel him how I felt till you turned 17. Did he know before I did?” I asked shaking my head. “I mean I’ve always cared about more than I should have but I didn’t think I showed it but then again I was seeing you differently that summer.”

[melbender]

“I don’t know.” Probably because I was 16 and you were 26. You could have gone to jail, it wouldn’t have been so wrong for us to do anything.” I ran my fingers over his chest “I’m just glad you were too drunk to think clearly on my 18th.” It was the best present I could have wished for

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “Sweetheart, even if I didn’t drink on your 18th we still would have ended up in bed. I think your brother kept giving me drinks cause he wanted me to pass out so nothing would happen because fuck I knew that day I couldn’t keep my feelings at bay and he knew it too.” I squeezed her and smiled. “I watched you all night smile and laugh I remember trying to talk to you several times.”

[melbender]

“I remember wanting to kiss you and that’s all I wanted for my birthday, having sex was just the best. Until my brother walked in ready to murder you.” I grinned, all this talk had made he horny “the way you felt inside me, nothing compares to that.”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned. “Baby, you cant say that to me right now!” I wanted to be inside her I wanted to feel her. I kissed her hard. “Damn I really want you but I’m trying to behave here.” Our son was in the next room her brother in the room down the hall, shit this can’t happen here.

[melbender]

“I know, it’s been awhile.. four years long.” I grinned, “such a long time to be not having sex. Well I’m sure you use your hand and I have my toys. But it isn’t the same, I’d think of you each time.”

[Ashwag24]

Groaning again. “Baby seriously you can’t be saying these things I was so hard. “And I already told I jerked off to the image of you and that night all the damn time. But now we don’t need to now we have each other.” I kissed her hard and rolled her over grinding my cock into her.

[melbender]

“So make me come then.” I kissed him, sliding my hands down his back and gripping his ass. I heard a knock on the door and groaned cursing in my head “hey Jack is coughing, he might be catching a cold. We’re out of cough syrup.” My brother said. I sighed, “ok I’ll run to the store and get some.”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed and kissed her. “Tell me what to get an dill go you stay and be here for our boy.” I didn’t know how to handle this. “Or maybe he should get looked out I mean what if he is really sick?”

[melbender]

“Just some cough syrup.” I sat up, just in time before the door opened and I was glad we weren’t naked. “Jesus Rob, I could have been naked.” I teased, getting up. “Jax is going to get his medicine, I’ll go check on him.”

[Ashwag24]

I nodded “any certain flavor?” I asked and as Tessa went to answer rob jumped in rolling his eyes . “He likes biggie gum!” I nodded again. “Okay I ll try to find that one and maybe some popsicles too.” I got up and got dressed then kissed tessa going to give jack a kiss too.

[melbender]

“See you soon.” I climbed into jacks bed and propped him up against my chest. I looked at my brother “you have to stop being so rude, it’s embarrassing.” I said quietly. “I like him, I really like him.”

“Clearly. I know you like him, I’m just saying that you and him need to take things slow because what happens if you fuck and that, and then you end up not working out? Jack deserves more than you two just thinking with your hormones. This is serious Tessa, be smart.” He walked away shaking his head.

I said there worrying, and thinking. Oh god, have I really been stupid about this! I was going to have sex with him tonight if Rob hadn’t walked in. I laid there feeling stupid. I was throwing myself at him. “Daddy will be back soon.” I whispered

[Ashwag24]

I got the medicine and some other things for jack. I then went back home worried. Shit I’m terrible here I was getting ready to get tessa off when our boy was sick. Once I walked in I looked at rob who just shook his head and went to his room. I then went to jacks room handing the medicine over to tessa “I think we should bring him to bed with us.”

[melbender]

“I want us to move in together, to your house. Whenever you want us too.” I declared, watching as he lifted jack up. “If you still want that of course?”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Of course I want that. Just tell me when, I’ll get jacks room set up.” I was so happy I didn’t think she would want to do this yet.

[melbender]

“Whenever you’re ready. I just don’t care.” My brother made it very clear he didn’t like us together. “I’m tired.” Yawning as I laid down beside jack, handing him his medicine but I stopped “this is for adults.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at it then got pissed. “Crap hold on I got both in case we got sick too.” I got up and went tot he bag “here baby sorry.” I was such a dumbass i could have hurt him. I watched her look and make sure and that made me feel worse.

[melbender]

“Stop looking like that, it’s fine. He’s ok.” I said after awhile. “Those bottles are confusing and I’ve fucked up at parenting plenty of times.” I laid back closing my eyes “my brother hates us being together.@

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “Well I don’t care what he likes he hurt me and he still needs to make it up to me.” I leaned over and kissed him. “I’m sorry I handed you the wrong bottle, but I have a feeling with him being close one of us or both of us could end up sick.”

[melbender]

I laughed “that’s usually how it happens, I’m sure it will be me. My immune system sucks.” I turned on my side “do you ever have nightmares from being over there?”

[Ashwag24]

I nodded and sighed. “Not since sleeping in your bed though. I mean I used to have at least one a night, once it got so bad I tried not to sleep at all, but the doctor said I needed to.” I looked at jack then at Tessa. lit was hard being over there specially when I felt like I lost rob.”

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