I’m a dead man

[Ashwag24]

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I’m almost ten years older than her! But that isn’t the only reason I should want her, she is my best mates younger sister! I’ve known her my whole life! It wasn’t until I convinced rob to join the marines with me and we came back for her 18th birthday that I saw her in a new way. Then once again when their parents died in the unexpected car crash when I really screwed up. I was drunk and kissed her one thing lead to another and when I woke alone I thought I dreamed it. But I know I didn’t I couldn’t of. She left for college that day and well rob and I went back to our duties. After getting a honorary discharge 5 years later, I’m back home but rob is still fighting over seas. I haven’t seen or heard from her the last thing rob said was she was dating some asshat.

What happens when I see her again but she isn’t alone she has a child about 4 years old.she has sad eyes and looks scared.

[melbender]

“Yeah, and we could make some of our own, go down to the beach and take our own family photos together.” I suggested. “Are you still able to come camping?” I asked, remembering that was soon. “What about you Rob, are you going to be home for that then?”

He smiled, and smirked “definitely. I’ll be there.”

[Ashwag24]

Damn did I really want him going camping with us. “Oh well that’s good we will all have a good time for you birthday won’t we buddy and photos of us on the beach sound perfect!”

[melbender]

“We definitely will.” I smiled, and laughed “I’m glad you are because I have no clue how to set up a tent and the last one fell on us during the night.” I grinned. “Your dad knows how to make a tent.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “I know a lot more than just putting up a tent, we can go fishing and swimming!” I winked remember one time I saw tessa swimming on a camping trip I had just turned 24 and she was skinny dipping i was impressed then and that’s when I really started to notice her. Shaking my head I smiled at her. “Lots of good times camping.”

[melbender]

“Yeah those were the summers. All the girls flirting with you” I half mumbled to myself. I wanted to ask about them but didn’t know how to.

[Ashwag24]

“I don’t remember any girls flirting I remember fishing and hanging with the boys.” I looked at her and she looked jealous, awe poor Tess, I wouldn’t like it either if I had to see guys flirt with her.

[melbender]

“As if you don’t, Sara robbinson was practically all over you.” I rolled my eyes, hating her still. “I don’t even know why you hung out with her.” I sighed and went to pick up the laundry to fold.

Rob grinned nudging Jax “hope you’re ready to disclose your number, my advice is to lie because she won’t let up about who you’ve fucked.”

[Ashwag24]

I shock my head. “I won’t lie to her and my number isn’t as high as what you think! I’m sure your number is triple mine.” I glared. “I don’t know why you think I slept with a lot of woman, I really haven’t.” I got up and smiled at jack “ready for bed?”

[melbender]

“Sure! Book time!” He grinned, and held his arms up to be carried.

“I’ll be down in a minute” I yawned, hanging up the last of the clothing on the air dryer. I looked at Rob and glared “behave!” And I went to join them

[Ashwag24]

I smiled at her and took jack to his room putting pjs on him and read him a book I saw tessa in the doorway and smiled as she came in and kissed him goodnight as did I. I got up and walked us into her room. “Baby you know I didn’t do anything Sara she was always offering but I didn’t want anything to do with her.” I hated that I was having to explain this to her. I felt like she wasn’t going to believe anything I said because of rob.

[melbender]

“Don’t worry about it. I can’t really be upset a int it when it happened years ago. You have a past, and that’s alright.” I shrugged it off “she remembers something different, and Rob told me a lot of stories about you.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “Rob doesn’t know shit! I will always be honest with you tessa. I will take a lie detector test for you, I’m not who you think I am I haven’t had sex with that many. I want you to know that I have only been with 15 woman including you, and Sara was not one of them she always wanted to but I didn’t.”

[melbender]

“15?” I said after hearing him. “Wow.. that’s a lot.” I didn’t know what to say and I couldnt look at him. “I’m going to go take a shower, I’ll meet you in bed.” I turned, going into the bathroom and feeling like shit. I kept thinking he had done everything with other women like he does with me.

[Ashwag24]

I ran a hand over my head that wasn’t that many damn. I just don’t understand her brother has slept with triple that! I groaned she hated me now. I sat on the bed and waited I felt like a dick I didn’t know what to do or say to her.

[melbender]

I showered and came out, looking at him on the bed “I thought you would be asleep by now.” I had hoped. “Umm we should sleep, it’s late and I’m tired.” I said faking a yawn as I quickly got beneath the covers.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “I can’t sleep knowing your upset with me. And I know you are upset.” I felt like a dick. “I don’t want to lie to you about anything. I’m sorry, I know you probably hate me but your brother has slept with triple that amount if not more. Fuck I’m so sorry baby.” I just wanted to hold her and take every time I slept with someone away.

[melbender]

I stared at the ceiling, sighing “I knew you’ve been with other women but now I can’t help but think about what you done and how you were, if you were the same way with them as you are with me.. did you use condoms or nothing.. I hate it. I fucking hate it. Just imagine knowing I’ve had other men inside of me, kissing me touching me.”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned. “I don’t want to think of that! I’ve never slipped on the condom before only with you. I always made sure to supply my own and never use one a girl gave me.” I sighed and wrapped my arms around her pulling her to me. “They weren’t you, I didn’t care about them not like I do with you. I want to always please you and don’t care if I get anything in return, I want you happy.” I kissed her cheek. “I’m sorry if that makes me sound stupid but it’s the truth I didn’t care about those other woman didn’t even care if they came or faked it. With you I want you to come I thrive for it. I need it.”

[melbender]

I looked at him and straddled his lap “I want to be the only woman worth remembering.” I said raising my arms as I pulled my shirt off and my breasts were exposed “I want you to enjoy what you gave me.” And I kissed him before he could say anything back, and made my way beneath his waist and sucked his cock.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned and held her hair in my hand. “Fucking hell tessa.” God she felt amazing. “You don’t have to- shit!” I wasn’t going to last long. Not at all. She was so fucking it’s like she knew just want I liked and needed. “Fuck baby I’m going to-“

[melbender]

And before he finished, he finished in my mouth fast and hot. I sucked, licking and swirling my tongue to clean and take everything. Making my way up, swallowing and straddling his waist “you were saying?”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her and pulled her down to me kissing her. “You didn’t have to do that baby! But fuck I appreciate it so much.” I kissed her harder and smiled up at her. “You’re amazing. You’re so the only woman I will ever want and remember!”

[melbender]

“Good, because you’re not the boy I’ve ever kissed” I kissed him and rolled over to my side, “sweet dreams handsome!”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned. “Not cool baby not cool.” I still pulle dher back to me and kissed her head. “When you say I do to me we won’t ever talk about other boys you’ve kissed!” I smirked knowing that if I brought up that she would be shocked but I’m serious I will marry her.

[melbender]

“Yeah, he’s pretty cute. I mean he’s got a big place in my heart and he even shares my bed at times.” I turned facing him, my leg over his waist as I leant in “and I can’t promise I won’t kiss him again.” I grinned back, “still want to marry me?”

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