Escape ( Ash and Mel )

[melbender]

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“We haven’t had one since colt died, I thought that maybe it’s time for you to have a furry friend again.” I let him go, and he eagerly ran over his new daddy. “Happy birthday Tanner,” I just loved seeing him smile and happy.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled . “I’ve delivered four of our beautiful babies I’m a pro by now!” Not really I still freaked out.

[melbender]

“Whatever you say.” I just smiled, as our small baby with dark hair fell asleep with my breast in her mouth. “I think she wants to meet her daddy for his cuddles.”

[Ashwag24]

I was happy to take her and hold onto her while she slept. “How do you think Lenny will be with her?” I hope he would protect her.

[melbender]

“He might be jealous, he can be when it comes to others cuddling me.” I laughed, and smiled at him with her. “So, what do you think? Done or not just yet?”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled holding willow. “I love this it’s so nice.” I didn’t know what I wanted to do. I looked at her. “It’s your call baby it’s your body.”

[melbender]

“I know you well enough to know that’s a no.” I didn’t want to make him if he wasn’t sure and he definitely didn’t sound it at all. “She’s our last, book in and don’t tell me when until it’s done.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “Its not a no it’s a whatever you want I’ll do!” I kissed her and then kissed willow as she snuggled up to me more. “She is perfect I wish lily was here for this. She would have loved to see her sister being born.”

[melbender]

I stood in the kitchen like I had seen a ghost. “She’s pregnant and there is a huge ring on her finger.” I said feeling sick. “Tanner.. if she eloped in Vegas I’ll break your neck.” There is no way she would do that to us.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “Baby it’s fine, if she did then there isn’t anything we can do about it but hope she isn’t going to hurt Gunnar or herself.” I sighed and kissed char. “She looks like she is happy.”

[melbender]

“I hate that you’re so relaxed with it all.” I mumbled “you seem to blame her for what happened between them two, you both do.” I shot a look at Tom “you’re no angel, you have no idea what she’s gone though, clearly a lot since she took off in the middle of the night without a work.” I was just glad to have her home.

“Christ are you pregnant again? You’re so moody.” Tom rolled his eyes. “Lily’s dramatic, and Gunnar is better off without her.”

“That’s your sister you’re talking about.” I pointed out. “And show me more respect.” I picked up willow, and followed Lenny to the toy room

[Ashwag24]

Tanner shook his head. “Tom wrong move buddy, although lily is dramatic Gunnar isn’t a saint and he loves your sister more than anyone else could. I’m happy for them.” I then walked off to find char. “Baby um are you pregnant?”

[melbender]

“Of course I’m not.” I hated that he asked. “Just because I get upset doesn’t mean I’m pregnant every damn time.” I rolled my eyes, and sat on the sofa. “I can’t have an opinion without you thinking that. Toms rude, and I have a right to be upset. You just want to be the friend and favourite all the time, you never loose your temper.” I hated that I was always the mean one.

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “Baby I can be the mean one for a while if you want but I think everyone will just laugh at me.” I kissed her and smiled. “Gunnar and lily went tot be guest house. I wonder what’s going on with those two. And Finn he has been moping around a lot lately.”

[melbender]

“I know he has,” I looked up at him “stop watching them, they’re probably reuniting.. or, they’re talking, wait-“ I looked at him frowning “she’s pregnant, and married.. wasn’t she in Vegas a few months back? And you sent him over there also around the same time? You don’t think...” I trailed off.

[Ashwag24]

I nodded. “Yes I knew she would be there and yes I knew he needed to get away so I sent him right to her.” I know she hates when I meddle in the kids life but I know they are happy I did now if I could just get fin and that nurse together.

[melbender]

“You need to stop playing matchmaker. Let them make their own choices.” I rolled my eyes. “Do you think you could grab me the panadol? It’s by the sink in our bathroom.” I had my new prescription of birth control, I wanted to see how he reacted by this. “Thanks babe.”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned and went to get it for her. “So what is this for babe? You feeling okay?” I asked handing her meds over and water.

[melbender]

“I just have a headache that’s all.” I took three, and then a mouthful of water. “Call it lack of attention from my husband, or stress.” I picked up the puzzle Lenny was doing and helped him place a piece in.

[Ashwag24]

“That’s all?” I asked not buying it. “Baby what’s going on?”

[melbender]

“Nothing Tanner. I’m ok.” I said shrugging. “What do you want for dinner?” I asked changing the subject.

[Ashwag24]

I was growing frustrated with her doing this more lately.  “Baby it’s obviously something so tell me.  You did this the other day and then two days before that.  Did I forget something?”

[melbender]

“Why aren’t you touching me?” I finally snapped and asked. “We’ve had sex twice since she’s been born and it was quick and over with within minutes.” I felt hurt. “And I have a headache because of all the stress I’m feeling with everything.”

[Ashwag24]

I stopped. “It’s been stressful lately with work and lily then Finn. I’m so sorry I haven’t realized I haven’t been loving on you lately.” God I’m a idiot. I pulled her to me. “I’m so sorry.”

[melbender]

“Whatever,” I tried to act annoyed still, pouting. “I’m feeling a bit lonely, and left out.” I sighed. “The doctor gave me birth control yesterday, he said I should take it and it’s safe with feeling.”

[Ashwag24]

I pulled back from her. “Birth control why? I don’t understand why you need that? I thought you wanted more kids or you wanted me to go in and you know?” Now I was feeling like I didn’t know her right now.

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