The boy who saved me

[melbender]

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lily suffered something tragic. 

Scared and afraid, she struggles to see the light after a night that went terribly wrong. 

Then she see’s him again.. and everything changes. Can he bring her back to whole, and completely heal her.

[Ashwag24]

I woke up early and showered. I got a cup of coffee and waited for the time and then headed to the hospital I was early but didn’t care I had nothing else to do today.

[melbender]

I was sick again this morning, my head hurt from lack of sleep. I wasn’t sure what time the doctors was but I was anxious to just get it over with. Looking at my phone, I hadn’t heard from him so I text - are you ok? -

[Ashwag24]

Sitting there looking at my phone I shook my head. -I’ll be fine my lily-pad, question is are you okay- as I waited for her to respond I heard a group of guys talking about some girls. It was pushing me off. Then I heard. “Hey did you hear lily is back from where ever she was? You sure did a number on her man.” I saw red and got up. Walked straight to the guy “you son of a bitch.” I didn’t even wait for him to respond I let my first fly. His buddies didn’t even help him and once I was satisfied I turned and walked away my knuckles red stained with his blood as I waited for lily to get here.

[melbender]

My heart raced, full of nerves as I walked into the doctors office and scanned the room looking for him. I frowned seeing blood on his hand “oh my god are you ok? What happened?” I asked grabbing them with sorry. “Do you need to see someone?”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “I’m good, I’m not hurt it’s fine I just ran into someone while waiting and well he is in the We now that’s all that needs to be said. How are you.” I pulled her into a hug. I really feel like she is making a mistake.

[melbender]

“I’m anxious. I feel really nervous.” I admitted. “I couldn’t sleep, how about you?” I asked, sitting down beside him. “I just keep imagining having a baby and it coming out looking like him.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “With your genes I doubt it. And I didn’t sleep well at all, just worried about you. I saw a police officer approach tanner and got nervous. I hope that bastard didn’t try to press charges on me specially right now I needed to be here for lily.”

[melbender]

I laughed “well, I struggle to picture myself as a mum and I know if he finds out I’m pregnant he will make my life hell or try and threaten some custody at me.”

[Ashwag24]

“I don’t think so baby, he won’t be a bother to you anymore, specially with me here. Plus like I said this child would be our child. But I inderstand why you can’t keep it.” I kissed her head.

[melbender]

“You don’t sound like you understand.” I couldn’t wrap my head around him wanting this baby. “I’m seventeen, you’re not much older, imagine what your parents would say. We haven’t done anything other than kiss, it wouldn’t be right.”

[Ashwag24]

“I do understand lily, I do. I just, I don’t know it’s just I grew up a believer of being against abortions. But I’m putting that all aside for you because I love you. I want you happy if your not ready or you really don’t want his child then I support you.” I pulled her to me. “I will always support you even if I don’t totally agree, I will because what I feel for you is so strong nothing can mess with it, nothing not even my beliefs.”

[melbender]

I bit my lip, the word abortion hadn’t been said to me, and it hurt like hell. “I was raped Gunnar, it’s not like I’m enjoying this or taking it lightly.” I said pulling away as my name was called. My parents went to stand, and I shook my head “no I want to be alone for this.” I said firmly, walking to the doctors room and fighting the tears back.

[Ashwag24]

She didn’t even want me back there. She probably hated me because what I just said. I put my head in my hands and cried for her. This was going to take so long.

[melbender]

I walked into the room, it was cold as I stripped off and put the gown on. They wanted to do a scan, and I hadn’t expected that. I lay there, unable to look at the screen as I heard the heartbeat fill the room. An hour later, I walked out and was too ashamed to look at anyone. He hates me.

[Ashwag24]

I jumped up as she walked out and went to her. “Lily it’s okay l, baby it’s okay let’s just get you home and you can rest okay.” I looked over at her mother and father. “You want me to take you or do you want to go with your parents?”

[melbender]

“Can you come home with me? I just don’t want to be away from you.” I said softly, on the verge of breaking down. “I’m sorry Gunnar.. I’m so sorry.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “Of course lily I’ll come and be with you, and don’t you dare apologize to me.” I kissed her head and walked us over to her parents. “If it’s okay I’d like to take lily back home and stay with her there.”

[melbender]

My parents thankfully agreed, which I didn’t see coming. The drive was slow, and I just sat there staring out at nothing. I bit my lip, trying my hardest not to cry. “I almost didn’t do it.” I whispered finally. “And I know you’re against it, and I am too but please try to understand my reasons, I’m too young.. and I know deep down I know this was the right choice for me. I heard the heart beating, and all I kept thinking was about him and how it made me feel sick knowing he was still in me somehow.”

[Ashwag24]

I pulled the car over an dtook her hand. “I get it lily, I don’t think any less of you for making the descion you did, in fact I love you more because it shows just how strong you are as a person. I am against it but I’m also a understanding person and I understand your reasons. .” I leaned over and kissed her. “Now you want me to stop and get some food or go straight to your place?”

[melbender]

“I don’t think i could stomach food right now. But you her something if you’re hungry.” I said taking his hand and brushing my fingers against his knuckles. “Are you sore?” I asked softly. “We should ice these back at the house.”

[Ashwag24]

I smirked. “I’m fine lily, I wanted to do more trust me and I’m sure I’m in a lot of trouble I know the cop was there for me. Why he didn’t take me is beyond me. But I beat the living shit out of him, but he deserves worse a lot worse.” I glanced at her. “I hope your not mad, he was there and his friend said something about you I saw red.”

[melbender]

“I don’t want to know. I just never want to think or see him again.” I sighed, looking over and then out the window. “We can’t have sex for two weeks.” I grinned.

[Ashwag24]

I almost lost control of the car. “Jesus lily! Where did that come from?” I can’t she said it like that. “First we both aren’t really ready for that step are we? Sencond when we do take it to the step it won’t be sex it will be love always!” I gulped and readjusted my now hard cock.

[melbender]

I laughed, smiling at his uncomfortableness “I was just pointing out what they told me, I’m going on birth control so when we are ready, it’ll be safe but I don’t want to rush that. I’d like to wait longer.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “I’m lily, just so you know I’m-“ god this was embarrassing. “I haven’t um yeah I’m still you know.” I said taking small glances at her. Please let her know what I’m trying to say I don’t really want to say the worlds out loud it sounds pathetic I’m a virgin.

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