Once upon a blizzard

[melbender]

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“I’m not crazy.” I defended. “Your dick is still inside me and you’re telling me to go and see someone?” I was talking to him, wasn’t that enough. “You need to go back to work.” I moved off him, feeling even worse as I just walked out of the room and slammed the door.

[melbender]

“That’s sweet of you.” I loved he was still just as eager to play with them as he was with his newborn. “I think the Kitchen counter will be easiest way to bathe her.”

[Ashwag24]

I nodded “Okay I read that we should place a towel in the sink for the baby.” I said shyly. Walking over I did want I read and made sure the temp was good. “Want me to undress her or would you like to”

[melbender]

“You can, ill get the bath was ready.” I pulled my sleeves up and then tied my hair back. Watching as he lowered her into the bath and she was happily laying there, just staring up. “She loves the water”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Good because I’m sure we will be swimming a lot this summer with those two!” I smiled holding on her making sure she wasn’t going to get her. “I still can’t beleive she is so small.”

[melbender]

“She is very small, are you sure you’re ok with what your mother mentioned?” It still worried me, and I just hoped we were enough.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Of course, Jane baby, sienna, Luca and Reid are all blessings and they are our blessings I’m so grateful that I have the chance to raise them with you. I’m so happy right now scared a littl but happy. I don’t need more. I just need you four.”

[melbender]

“You’re incredible.” I smiled gently wiping Siennas eyes with a cloth “She is such a calm baby. But we haven’t spent a night with her yet, she may keep us both up.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Oh I’m sure she will keep us up all night specially when she is older just like Reid and Luca! They all will once they get to a certain age.” I laughed. “But I’m use to not sleeping so if need be I’ll keep up while you sleep after you feed her.”

[melbender]

And he did just that, she woke every three hours and fed then would go back to sleep. I woke the next morning, and my milk had come in fully. My breasts hard and full. “Oh god I need a shower.” I had leaked on the bedding and my shirt.

[Ashwag24]

I looked over and “what the heck? Why is the bed wet?” I was scared something happened.

[melbender]

I peeled my top off and turned the lamp on “shh, don’t wake her.” I whispered and pointed to my breasts “milk is in, I’m sorry baby.” I blushed embarrassed that he was disgusted or mad

[Ashwag24]

“Oh! That’s great I thought she threw up or something.” I laughed a little. “ we’d help in the shower?” I raised my eyebrows at her like come on you know you want too.

[melbender]

“You can look but there’s no touching.” I rolled my eyes taking the monitor with me. I didn’t want him to see me naked and my belly as soft and deflated. “Actually maybe you should just stay here in case she wakes?”

[Ashwag24]

I was all excited but then she said that. “Baby we have the monitor if she starts to wine I’ll come out and get her. I want some time with you.” I said needed to feel like she still wanted me too.

[melbender]

“Ok.” I said realising I needed to suck it up and get over my fear. I walked into the bathroom and turned the heat light on, sitting the monitor down. The water warm, i quickly undressed and got in and cleaned myself up.

[Ashwag24]

I got in after her and wrapped my arms around her from behind. “Your so damn beautiful you know that.” I kissed her neck. “I really wish I could have you.”

[melbender]

“Keep wishing, I’m off limits for awhile.” I smiled laughing. “I’m in no shape ready for anything sexual.”

[Ashwag24]

“Your in great shape!” I smiled and turned her. “Beautiful and I can’t wait to have you again.” I kissed her and then heard sienna. Smiling I said. “Duty calls. You enjoy your shower.”

[melbender]

“I won’t be long, she’s after boobs.” I quickly began to wash my hair and enjoy the shorter shower I’ve ever had. 

Reid and Luca was running around fighting, their feet thumping up and down the hallway squealing past the bedroom where the baby was crying

[Ashwag24]

I was overwhelmed baby crying and wouldn’t stop kids running and aurguing. “For crying out loud literally stop running and stop fighting!”

[melbender]

The kids ignored him, and kept running around and squealing, until one fell and a loud bang happened. The sound frightened Sienna who jerked and she screamed louder than ever, red in the face with hysterics.

I thought I heard Bo yell out but shook my head, I must be overtired. I kept dressing into clean clothes. I heard Sienna, and dressed faster.

[Ashwag24]

I was freaking out . l”what happened! Reid did you push your sister!” I kept trying to calm sienna but she just wasn’t having what did Jane say I can’t remember. Fuck!

[melbender]

“Hey what’s going on out here?” I asked hearing Bo, and seeing him look flustered. “She’s terrified, what’s happened?” God she was screaming so bad. I took her and pulled her to my chest, holding her close and swaying “shhh... shhhh... it’s ok...” I cooed as her cries slowed down. 

“Bo was yelling at us!” Reid pointed his finger. “We was playing and he yelled.” 

I looked from the kids to Bo and was confused, Bo never yells at anyone. “Hey, go brush your teeth and I’ll get breakfast ready soon.” I said firmly. “And walk don’t run in the house, and no hitting anyone or I will hit you both.” I threatened, calmly but stern.

[Ashwag24]

I was shaking. “I need a a shower.” I had to calm down I was loosing it. No turned and walked away neede dspace before she asked any questions.

[melbender]

I was confused, what had just happened. What was wrong with him? He just showered. I sighed, because sienna was hungry and I had two kids needing food and clearly I was to do it all. So, i put her on the boob and walked to the kitchen to make the elder two their cereal with one hand and make myself a tea. Then opened the blinds and went to sit out in the sun to finish feeding and have five minutes of peace.

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