Old life... New love..

[melbender]

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He lives a sheltered routine life, used to order and schedule. That’s how it’s been since his wife passed. Before she died, they had the same routine and structure. Sex was for pregnancy and straight forward. His children, well mannered and reaching their early teens. 

She’s free spirited and clumsy. Travelling the world one month at a time. Her parents died and left her a trust fund for her to experience life at its best. She knows no schedule, and enjoys living. 

A job takes her to a small town, where she is to take photos of the beauty she finds. Renting a small house next to a large property. She goes over to introduce herself and finds the man less than pleasant.. but it doesn’t bother her and she soon finds herself annoying him for help each day.

How can he let someone new in his life when he had lost his only one. Everything she does, says, wears.. he compares it to her and when they become something more, he finds himself still saying she’s doing things wrongly.. can he let go of his past, and become something more with the future? and when he discovers old diaries in the attic that details a sordid affair with her ex boss, is it too late to see what he could have had.

[melbender]

“Really?” I smiled biting my lip as I leant in more and pressed my lips to His briefly. “Now youve kisses two.. I’ve never had a boyfriend before..” I held my glass to my lips “what else have you only done once, or never done?” I asked downing the shot.

[Ashwag24]

I laughed.  “I haven’t done a lot actually.  I’ve only had sex with my wife in missionary.  I have never left this town.”  I sighed.  My life was mine and I liked it but most would say I’m boring.

[melbender]

“I think you need another drink.” And so did I after that revelation. I poured them, and some spilt on the table as I stood “to missionary..” I downed mine, and shuddered “What’s your dirty sexual fantasy? And don’t say you don’t have one..” I grinned walking my fingers up his chest. “Let me do a shot off your abs...”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her “really? You want to do shots off my abs? If you do that where do I get to do shots on you?

[melbender]

I smirked “well, you hold your shot glass and pour it down your chest and I’ll drink it up. Then you can do the same to me.” I pulled off my shirt, and stood in a black lace bra, I had a tattoo of a feather beneath the curve of my breast and another on on my lower hip of some writing in another language which made me wonder if he would be repulsed, he probably would with my stomach ring. “Ready?”

[Ashwag24]

I stared at her eyes glossed over, tattoos and piercings I’ve never understood but seeing her in a bra and all made me want to rethink.  Fuck did she ask something? “Huh oh um yeah sorry I’ve um never seen um another woman like this.”

[melbender]

“Oh.” I said shrugging “do you have a condom?” I wasn’t sure where tonight was going but I wanted to make sure we were heading the same way.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head.  “No I don’t have a need for them.”  I groaned I’m so drunk shouldn’t be thinking like this and holy hell she wanted me to have sex with her just to have it?  People did that?  Why? What was the point if your weren’t trying to create life, oh god shut up Greg and look in front of you, you have a beautiful young woman standing in her bra!

[melbender]

“How old are you anyway?” I stepped closer, playing with the bottom of his shirt and tracing his abs as I slid my hand up inside. I was guessing his bedroom was off limits so I looked around out here and spotted the sun lounger couch. I grabbed the bottle and drunkenly grinned, finishing the last of it. “Greg I’m beyond drunk..” I pushed him back and picked up my camera, taking a photo of him. God he looked sexy. “So tell me, do you want me to suck it or fuck it?”

[Ashwag24]

I stood there for a second.  “Fuck it.” I said not sure if I meant fuck it or like fuck it let’s do this but she grinned and leaped at me.  I caught her and our mouths combined together in a sloppy drunk state kiss.

[melbender]

I moaned, grinding down against him as my hands rushed to get his belt undone. This was so wrong. Regret would hit hard in the morning. “You swore.” I pointed out grinning as I quickly stood and pulled down my jeans and stood in my black thong, I was relieved I had waxed it all this morning. I climbed back on, and lined up against his thick cock. “Sorry but I’m so horny.” And I sunk down fast and hard to ride the shit out of him.

[Ashwag24]

I growled fuck she felt good.  “I won’t last!”  I gripped her hips and moved her faster I was so close already it’s been too long 13 years to long.  I felt her tighten and that was it.  “Oh god Mary!” I moaned and blew.

[melbender]

I stilled, the pain inside me was killing but it was nothing compared to what I had just felt. Mary? My chest tightened and I felt tears stinging. I moved off his lap and began to pick up my clothes. I couldn’t speak. I’d just lost my virginity to a man who pictured his dead wife while inside me. “I have..” I literally felt sick. “I can’t find my keys.” Damn this shit.

[Ashwag24]

I watched her and didn’t realize she was upset.  “Um okay.”  I got up and helped her find your stuff.  I was so drunk I almost fell a few times.  The. I decided to lay back down and shut my eyes.  She was already walking away.

[melbender]

I was completely sober by the time I ran inside the house and locked the door, bursting into tears as I made my way to shower and cleaning myself up. I went to bed and hoped to slept all day. 

The kids woke, waiting for breakfast but their dad wasn’t up as usual. Kenzie walked to the door and noticed him outside with his trousers on the floor “daddy!” She cried out noticing the mess everywhere “it’s 8 in the morning and we have school!”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned and ran my hand over my face.  Crap what the hell happened last night. I got up and dressed.  “Go on it will be cereal for breakfast today.”  After the kids left I went to my office with a headache trying to remember what happened.  I remember reading them going over to apologize shit we drank and I don’t remember much after that.  I sighed and picked up the journal and started to read As I kept going the more I didn’t know my wife at all.  Once I got to the page where she talks about netting a guy at the grocery store and then going to get coffee with him I threw the book. I was so pissed.

[melbender]

I realised I had left my camera at his place and needed it, I groaned really even considering buying a new one but I knew that was just stupid. So, I jumped the fence and made my way over and up the pathway. I would act normal, even though I wanted to punch him and I never wanted to hurt anyone. “I’ve come to collect my camera.” I said as he caught my eye from the kitchen.

[Ashwag24]

I stood there.  “Oh um yeah I brought it in give me a second.”  I went to my office that was normally organized but after my readings I destroyed it.  I knew I put it in here but I don’t know what happened to it while I was in my rage I hope I didn’t break it.  I knew I was taking to long.  Once I found it I turned and saw her staring at the mess.  “I got pissed this morning found out some things in my wife’s journal.”  I explained not sure why I felt the need.  “Ummm well I have lots to clean and do today.”

[melbender]

“Yeah I’m sure you do. I’ve got a lot on this week so I won’t be around.” I said with no emotion in my voice at all. “I’d help clean up, but after last night you can go screw yourself.” The words slipped before I could stop myself and I snatched the camera, storming off down the stairs. I laughed and turned walking back up them “you know, you didn’t even apologise and that makes it so much worse. You just stayed silent.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. “What are you talking about I apologized to you that’s what I went to your house for.”  I shook my head.  “I have no clue what I need to apologize for I was drunk and I never get drunk did I say something more to piss you off?”  God She was crazy.  “You know what just go I need to shower and get to work!” I walked away from her and went straight to the shower once I took my clothes off I notice my penis was bloody.  “What in the world happened last night!  Did I hurt myself.”  I jumped in the shower cleaning off and making sure I was okay.  Then as I stood there I realized why she was passed “fuck what did I do?”

[melbender]

What an ass, he didn’t even remember which makes it ten times worse. Arrogant male. No wonder I stayed single. I packed up my van and drove to the lookout, snapping some photos and then coming back to the house. I couldn’t stop hearing his words. Oh god Mary! It played over and over again. I went to the kitchen to make a hot tea and run myself a bath.

[Ashwag24]

A few days passed and I haven’t seen Tessa.  I decided it was time to say sorry.  This time I actually went and got her flowers lots of them and some of that healthy food shit.  I knocked and waited and waited maybe she wasn’t home.

[melbender]

I had been out keeping myself busy so I didn’t have time to think about him, but of course I did. I couldn’t of think. As I started walking up the stairs I froze, what was he doing here. “Hello.” I said normally pushing the keg into the hole

[Ashwag24]

“Umm hi, I brought you flowers.”  I said like a stupid idiot.  She looked at me like she was pissed. “I’m sorry after you left that day Um the day after actually I didn’t know I’m sorry I got in the shower and well there was so much blood on my penis.”  I stopped as I looked at her.  “Why was there so much blood?”

[melbender]

I shook my head humiliated, because he didn’t remember it. “It doesn’t matter. Forget it alright, you don’t need to apologise over anything.” I took the flowers from him and threw them in the bin “maybe you can look up what kind of apology to give someone when you moan your dead wife’s name while cumming inside another woman.” I wiped my eyes with both hands “they say you’ll always remember your first, well trust me I’ll remember this.”

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