Hidden lovers

[melbender]

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Wanting something you know you cant have is always tempting.

She was with a guy she thought she'd be with forever. Until he dumped her cold and hard. Hooking up with a random at her best friends wedding.

He's being forced to marry. With no way out of it, he goes to his best friends wedding and hooks up with the maid of honour.

Never expecting to bump into each other again, until they did... at her parents house, celebrating his engagement with a lavish party.

It should have ended. It didn't.

He makes it clear it's just sex.. nothing more and she thinks she's ok with that until she falls pregnant.. his gay brother says it's his and they've been dating in secret.

Will he find out the truth?

But as always, all good things must come to an end. Leaving someone heartbroken.

[melbender]

I had been dozing on and off when they came back in and looked at how angry Keefer was. "What's wrong?" I asked eager to hold my son and not let him go. He latched quickly. "Please tell me we don't need to do this again.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her qnd leaned down to kiss Arlo's head. "I don't know all the nurse keeps saying is the doctors will be in to talk to us, when that happens I would like it to be only us in here". Looking over at everyone but my mum. "Sorry guys." I looked back at her. "How are you feeling baby?"

[melbender]

"Sore and exhausted. I can't deal with anyone coming In here right now, I just want to hold him and be able to dress him." I whispered noticing his mum peeking through the door. I sniffed "he's got to be ok."

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. "No one will be coming in here, the doctors will be coming in to talk to us soon. But feed him and dress him baby I'll sit back and watch because I have no clue how to do any of that." Kissing her head I smiled "I love you and he will be okay."

[melbender]

I hoped so. I changed him for the first time, placing a blue suit on his small body as carefully as I could and wrapped him in a swaddle, "you are so loved baby boy." I whispered as I held him closely as I began to feed. "My vagina is so sore, i need like an ice block up there." I joked.

[Ashwag24]

I crinched. "I can imagine. I can't believe how fast he came we'll form my point of view not sure how it went from yours but my god he is a miracle." I was so happy I was there for this it could have been so different. I kissed her and him and smiled.

[melbender]

"Arlo looks like you. He's so handsome" I smiled. The doctors walked in, but it wasn't two it was about 8 of them and they shared a look of concern. "I'm sorry, we need to act fast. Your son has a heart murmur, and we need to operate immediately to halt any further complications."

my heart began to race "what.. no.. he's perfect, he's just fed and is sleeping now. You're wrong." they had to be wrong, but as the doctor kept talking, I stopped hearing what they were saying as our son was being prepped for surgery.

[Ashwag24]

I held onto her listening to them not wanting to really hear any of it. I know something was up but didn't know what exactly now my boy poor was having heart surgery when he was only a day old.

[melbender]

It had been three hours and no news. "I'm scared." I admitted, afraid of what was happening. "How did the doctor not pick this up during my ultrasounds? they said everything was going along perfect." I felt the tears spilling out as I clutched his chest and sobbed.

[Ashwag24]

"I don't know but I'd like to ask I have so many questions and no one to ask yet, He will be fine I know it baby. He has to be I just found out he was still alive I can't loose him again it tore me apart the first time." I held her tighter crying silently.

[melbender]

"he will be fine." he had to be. I whispered, more so to mysef.

the doctor walk in, keeping a straight face. "Arlo's heart had a tear in his heart that we werent' aware of. The murmer, which we managed to repair went well but unfortunately, There was a clot which formed, and we were unable to stop the breathing. I'm so sorry, we did everything we could."

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him then got up and into his face. "No you go fix my baby boy fix him now!" I yelled not wanting anything else but them to go fix arlo. "Now fix my baby boy!" I fell to my knees crying. "Please he needs to be okay.

[melbender]

I stared in shock, the nurse entered the room carrying Arlo who was wrapped in his blue blanket but he was unmoving and very quiet. "No." I couldn't believe it as I began to sob silently, as she passed him over. my perfect boy was so cold to touch as I ran my hand down his cheek and over his small nose. I held him and just cried.

[Ashwag24]

I kneeled for I don't know how long while the nurse and doctor left I glanced up and sat mia holding our son and I cried harder. Getting up and going to sit next to her. "I'm so so sorry Mia baby. Arlo I'm so sorry my son." I failed them both in so many ways . I held her and him in my arms telling god I would never let Mia hurt like this again.

[melbender]

I don't know how long it had been. We had photo's taken, the three of us together and then of just him. prints of his tiny hands and feet. I held my son wishing he would wake up. I stared at his perfect little face, studying every detail as tears streamed down my cheeks. I had kept him safe inside my stomach, and failed him when he was brought into the world. "I don't want to let him go." I whispered, knowing it was time for them to take him. I cried harder, holding closer as i kissed him goodbye one last time. "I want to go home. I can't be here." i stated firmly refusing to be in a room where i could hear other babies crying.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed knowing I needed to get my shit together. "Let me go check and make sure we are good to go." I kissed her head but I felt empty. I looked around and found her nurse. As I stepped back into her room I just stared at the blue blanket.

"Okay here is some discharge instructions and some grieving groups and other information for the both of you, I'm truly sorry for your loss."

I just stared at the nurse pissed that she was still standing there. "All right let's get home."

[melbender]

Neither of us spoke on the drive home. The capsule in the back should have been filled and I was coming home with a baby bag unused. As we walked into the house, i was already making my way down to his nursery that I had set up. As I stood in the room, I couldn't hold it in and fell to the floor unable to stand as I cried my heart out. "I want my baby." I sobbed.

[Ashwag24]

I went to her and wrapped my arms around her. "I know I do too." She got to feel him and live him so much more than I. I wish I had the chance she had. My mother took most of it from me I had less than a fucking day! I was mad pissed upset. "I'm so sorry I wasn't there." Was all I could say.

[melbender]

The funeral was this morning and I felt numb. People were coming up to us and saying how sorry they were but they would never know the pain we were feeling right now. My heart was broken. Sitting in the chair by the window, I shook my head when my mother brought me food to eat. I wasn't hungry.

I hadn't left the house since his funeral, three weeks ago. Neither of us had been in his nursery, the door remained closed and it would do so until I could look at it without crying. I felt empty. "Can we go somewhere?" I asked out of the blue one afternoon. "We could take that camping trip we always spoke about?" Anything to get away from here.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. "Yeah if that's what you want. It may help." I didn't think it would
Nothing would we lost our son and it hasn't hurt at less yet so why would anything change that. I hadn't spoke to my mum or any one just Mia.

We decided to just go so after packing we left for the first time. As we got things set up I smiled. We made dinner and then cuddle by the camp fire.. it's been a while since I've had sex well since the night our son died but I wanted it I wanted her. She was way to thin now from not eating but I still wanted her.

[melbender]

"I love you" I whispered, wrapping my arm tighter through his. Staring at the fire, I looked up to find he was already looking down at me. My insides began to tingle as I reached up and rubbed my palm against his cheek as our mouths met for a longing kiss. It had been so long since we kissed that it took me anmoment to get used to it again, and then they became more forceful and needy. "Lets go to bed." I whispered, sliding my hand over his groin.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned. "Yes let's..". I stood and lifted her. "I love you Mia." As I laid her down in the tent I slowly stripped her clothes off and kissed her all over her body. She was so beautiful. I got to her thighs and I spread them wide kissing and licking her up. "God I missed your taste."

[melbender]

I arched, moaning in pleasure. It had been far too long. "Oh god Yess." I groaned writhing in my spot. I felt my orgasm coming on but couldn't come. It just wasn't happening. "Kiss me.. I want to feel you inside me." I begged

[Ashwag24]

I kissed her pussy and then licked all the way up to her breast kissing them both before making g my way to her mouth as my cock entered her. "shit honey you feel so good." I would last long she felt amazing.

[melbender]

My legs wrapped around his, bucking my hips as I moaned, kissing him with love. "Hard.. just fuck me hard." I needed to feel something. I felt nothing and I just needed t to hurt me.

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