Keeping the Attraction

[melbender]

First topic message reminder :

"sleep" he groaned with a yaw."it's too early and you asked me to stay."

I finished rinsing my mouth as he kissed my cheek and spoke "I love you too, and I thought since you had an early meeting that you wouldn't want him around."

[Demona]

I pulled off of her and looked at her frowning "and you didn't tell me? Since when do you know about it Ally?"

[melbender]

"She called and left a voicemail while we were on our camping trip away. I haven't called back." I said calmly reaching for him.

[Demona]

I pulled my hand away as tears started welling in my eyes "no Ally, you can't! You can't do this to me! You have to get a treatement! I don't care what it costs us. We can make another baby, we can adopt but you're too important to let you kill yourself slowly"

[melbender]

I began to cry when I seen the tears in his eyes. "But I can feel her moving." I dropped my hands to my stomach and felt kicks "she's our daughter.. what if we do this, and then the next is another boy? I can't Steven.."

[Demona]

"And i can't let you do this to yourself! Or to me or the kids! Please Ally for god sake think about it, i beg you"

[melbender]

"I am thinking, do you know what they'll do if i go ahead with treatment? They'll take everything out, a hysterectomy. No more babies." I pushed off the bed grabbing my robe and walking to him, taking his hands and pressing them to where she was kicking "i would be killing our child."

[Demona]

I wiped my tears and shook my head "i can't do this! I just can't i'm sorry" i walked out of the room and took the stairs two at a time just wanting to get some fresh air. I slammed the door behind me and sat oitside on the porch.

[melbender]

i almost went after him until I heard the door slam, instead I went and checked on the boys sleeping. I frowned noticing Noah wasn't in the bedroom and went to find him, he was was in Olivers bed with him sleeping beside him. I watched them sleeping before making my way down to find Steven. "I need you." I whispered softly.

[Demona]

I stretched a hand and grabbed her wrist bringing her closer to me and made her sit on my lap. I rested my head on her shoulder and wrapped my arms around her. I couldn't help it i started crying against her skin.

[melbender]

"Please don't cry." I whispered, holding him tighter as my own tears fell. "I'll do this.. tomorrow I'll call her back and go and see her."

[Demona]

I wiped my tears and looked at her "i would never ask you to do that unless your lifw was in danger"

[melbender]

"I'm doing this for you." I wiped away my tears standing back up. "Please let's just go to bed, I'm tired and exhausted."

[Demona]

I got up and took her hand in mine "yes let's get some rest". I lead the way to our bedroom and lay down under the covers as soon as Ally did

[melbender]

"I love you" I whispered, willing myself to fall asleep as I wrapped my arms around him tightly.

[Demona]

"I love you more" i whrapped my arms around her and tried to sleep but couldn't. I didn't get any sleep all night, i just watched her sleep in my arms.

[melbender]

I woke up in his arms the next morning, stretching out sleepily and noticed him watching me. "Did you get any sleep at all?" I asked sliding on top of him and resting my head to his chest.

[Demona]

Good morning beautiful" i kissed tge top of her head i like eatching you sleep in my arms"

[melbender]

"I love being in your arms." I smiled gazing up at him. "I think you and I should stay in bed all day, I don't want to move." I wrapped my arms around him tight. "I'm strong enough to pin you down and keep you all for myself." I chuckled engulfing him in a bear hug.

[Demona]

I smiled gazing up in her eyes and shook my head "no, i've already called your doctor's clinic and took an appointment. And once we're back we can stay in bed"

[melbender]

"But Noah.. we have so much to do still." I sighed wanting to avoid this doctor altogether. "What if they tell me I have weeks to live.. Steven I don't want to miss out on anything with you or the kids."

[Demona]

"Baby. Don't. Please don't make this any harder on me than it already is. You come first, we'll deal with the rest later on"

[melbender]

"It's hard on me too Steven." I felt the strong kicks between us and fought the urge to cry. "I'll take a shower, it'll wake me up." I rolled off him, quickly going to the bathroom

[Demona]

"I know. But get dressed now and let us fix this together.it's time you listen to me for once"

[melbender]

"I always listen." I sighed as the kicks in my belly grew strong as she kicked. "I don't know what to do.. maybe we can sort Noah first, he's more important."

[Demona]

"No Ally!" I said getting up "get on your feet and get ready now!" I said more sternly.

[Sponsored content]