Keeping the Attraction

[melbender]

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"sleep" he groaned with a yaw."it's too early and you asked me to stay."

I finished rinsing my mouth as he kissed my cheek and spoke "I love you too, and I thought since you had an early meeting that you wouldn't want him around."

[Demona]

"I don't care!" I raised my voice not really wanting to but i was so stressed "did you hear what she just said? You might die during childbirth! I'm not loosing you Ally! I wantthat baby more than you do for once, but if it means he'll kill you i don't want him! Do you think i'll be able to love the reason you died? I won't i'll hate him... Don't do this to us" i didn't realise i was crying.

[melbender]

"Steven.." I whispered, my heart aching from seeing him this way. "Please don't make me do this.." I pulled myself against his chest "you'll love our baby no matter what and there's a small chance.. I can our baby moving, how can I kill it.. I can't" I said with tears in my eyes

[Demona]

I shook my head and pulled away saying nothing i grabbed my keys from the counter "i need some air" i said storming out and getting in the car driving away mindlessly

[melbender]

I felt terrible, and when I seen his car driving off I felt worse. I tried to call but he ignored it. - please come home- i text. I barely made olivers cake, crying the whole time until his mum came in and told me to go take a bath she had just ran and try to get some rest. I had the enevelope with a photo of the scan and the results for a boy or girl. I didn't look at them, instead I went outside on the balcony and cried wishing my mother was here.

[Demona]

I stopped the car and stayed in it for an hour or so just thinking about everything. I drove to town got her her favorite box of chocolate and flowers along with a small gift i picked up for her. I drove back home and found her on the porch, it hurt to see her in so much pain. I climbed out of the car and grabbed the box and flowers putting them next to her before i sat down. I gently pulled her to me hugging her tightly "i'm sorry... I won't ever ask you to get rid of the baby again, but don't be mad if i'm not as excited about it as i was before. And trust me, if anything happens to you? I won't be able to look at him. And i'm not okay with you risking your life, but i won't stand in your way"

[melbender]

I met his eyes, searching for something other than sadness "I'm going to be alright. I'll get a second opinion but I know everything will be alright." I paused, cupping his face "and you have to stop calling the baby a he, when in fact he's a she."

[Demona]

"Another girl?" I wanted to be excited about it but i couldn't i just kept hearing what dr Mary said earlier. "Good...good" i whispered before bringing her to my lap "i love you Ally and i'm sorry i walked out"

[melbender]

"Yes that wasn't very nice." I agreed, noticing the gifts and smiling softly "Please l need you to be happy about the pregnancy.. everything will be fine." I hoped i thought as I slipped my arms around him tightly. "I'll do whatever you say, and if the baby wasn't healthy then I would definitely have a different view on the pregnancy, but she is... don't do something you might end up regretting"

[Demona]

I burried my face in the crook of her neck "she is, but you're being too hopeful, what if the dr is right...then i'd lose you. You're my whole world, i don't think i can ever manage without you i just can't. But i always want you to be happy so i'll let you take the risk. I'm also taking you to your first dr, she's less scary than this one."

[melbender]

Softly I laughed through tears as I stifled a cry "after olivers party we'll leave." I hugged him tighter, not wanting to think about the worst and if that happened. "You're my whole world too, I haven't loved anything as much as I love you."

"Thanks mum, nice to know you love dad more than your kids." Tom smirked walking in the kitchen with Andy and Finn.

Rolling my eyes as I quickly wiped my eyes "Your father is loved differently beverage I get to see his sexy body naked." I winked knowing that would soon shut them up.

"That's disgusting.." Finn groaned.

"Good, and thanks for being home before curfew. Take these andngonblow them up thanks." I tossed them each a 50 pack of balloons to blow up "first one finished gets a bowl of dessert." They took off racing to the living room and I laughed at them go, wrapping my arms back around Steve "I love you."

[Demona]

I chuckled "do we need to make the cake all over again?" I asked looking at the half fallen cake "without tears this time?"

[melbender]

"I think so, the boys can eat this one with ice cream." I smiled sadly "your mums been really good lately, I'm glad she's here Steven. Maybe she'd like to stay longer?" I suggested

[Demona]

I smiled and wrapped my arms around her tightly not wanting to let go "yes she can do that. Anything to please you, but we're going camping, do you want her to join us?"

[melbender]

"Umm maybe that could just be something us and the boys go and do, your mum might want to go over and visit nana and camilla then when we stop over after camping she can return with us?" I leant back into his arms loving them around me

[Demona]

I nodded "we'll talk to her about it in the morning. But i doubt Camilia would want to see her, my mother still hasn't accepted the fact that camilia os gay and married"

[melbender]

"We also have to tell the boys they're not going to be spending school holidays with friends or a phone with wifi." I groaned, "I'm getting a massage before we leave. Actually I'm going to the spa, you could always join me for once."

[Demona]

"What? You'll allow other women to touch me?" I frowned "since when?"

[melbender]

"Since I'll be in the room and you'll have a lesbian with no interest of your cock rub your shoulders" I winked, teasing as I giggled.

[Demona]

I laughed shaking my head "yeah that's more like it, i thought someone abducted my wife and replaced her with a copy"

[melbender]

"Not a chance in hell. The only women touching you will be me." I grinned, flicking him with cake batter and It splattered over his face, I burst out laughing hard.

[Demona]

"You better clean me up Ally" i leaned forwad so she could lick it off.

[melbender]

"No way!" I giggled wrapping my arms around his neck "I know where that mouth has been remember" I leant in, taking a long swipe up his cheek then playfully licked his face my attacking him as our dog would.

[Demona]

I laughed heartedly "now i need to wash my face" i smiled and kissed her softly "we should really start on the cake"

[melbender]

"Remind me why I don't hire party planners again." I groaned pulling away to start mixing once again.

[Demona]

"You know i can order one and it will be ready hours before the party"

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