Secret Attraction

[melbender]

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"it better be more than a peck otherwise you're sleeping out here all night." I leant in, my forehead to his as I brought my arms around his waist.

[Demona]

"Noah told you that?" I chuckled and shook my head "i barely saw Noah, he canmt know these things. He was just teasing"

[melbender]

"how many then?" I asked again quietly, not sure i wanted.to know.

[Demona]

I raised an eyebrow "are you seriously asking me this now?" I took of my jacket and removed my tie and shirt leaning back down on her "i don't want to discuss this now"

[melbender]

"you started it mason." I sat up more, watching him. "how many?" I asked again, more insistent.

[Demona]

I pulled back and shook my head "i can't believe this" i ran a hand through my hair "i don't know how many lily, i wasn't keeping count. But everyone thinks my first was at 14 when your dad took me to that burlesque but it wasn't. I just pretended it was true but i was 18 when i had sex for the first time. And i don't even remember her face or the details, i don't remember any of them so how am i going to count?"

[melbender]

My stomach dropped. Obviously there was too many to count. I looked down, sitting up more and pulling the blanket over my naked body. "well I've slept with one person, and i don't want to be done from behind for awhile please." i didn't know what to say.

[Demona]

I lay down letting out a heavy sigh and cover my face with my arm. I didn't know what to respond, she already knew i was a playboy before she married so why was she being hard onme about it now?

[melbender]

I stared at him, growing annoyed at his silence and being reluctant to tell me. "oh my god, it's worse than I assumed isn't it.." I felt sick to my stomach. I needed something to eat and grabbed his shirt, putting it on as I went to sit down and eat something.

[Demona]

"Oh god!" I followed her outside shirtless and barefoot, i thought she went back home but i saw her sitting on the table and eating. I sat across from her just watching her studying her face.

[melbender]

"where'd you get this from?" I asked, eating the dessert first "it's good.." i realised what he'd told me about the girls before 18 was all a lie but I wouldn't say anything. "are you going to eat?"

[Demona]

"From your restaurant" i said quietly and stood up "i know what you're thinking, i've never lied to you. I said i was with girls and yes i was with girls i just didn't fuck them" i shook my head "i should have never told you, at least not tonight."

[melbender]

"oh so you just-" i couldn't say it, all I had was visuals now. "well I'm happy you told me."

[Demona]

I looked away running a hand through my hair "i used girls on my missions lily, not that it meant anything. And i didn't know you then! But i do now. I don't know how many they are i can't remember, maybe 12 maybe less or more i can't remember! What i remember is you, my first real girlfriend, my first kiss, my first love and my wife. That's all i want to remember" i said the last part softly.

[melbender]

"I can remember that, that's all that matters anyway." I stood up, his shirt too big, hanging off my shirt and the top buttons undone, exposing the curve of my breast. Sitting on his lap, I brought my hand to his cheek "will you be rough with me, not all the time but I want you to, you know.. Dominate me."

[Demona]

I looked at her with shock "are you being serious right now?" I studied her face and aaw she wasn't messing with me "god lily you're serious! You really want me to be your dom? You can't handle it, you like to do what you want not follow my orders around"

[melbender]

"but you haven't done it either so we can learn together.. I'm married to you, and well if i misbehave you can punish me." I said wanting this. "I love you, and I like you being strict with me, I'm more submissive than you know. I like your approval mason, and yes I like to take control when I'm ready to pounce on you because you're so hot, but that's me being playful." I said with a grin. "i didn't know I wanted it until you were that way about me having my hair done. If you think about it, you're my dom already."

[Demona]

I nodded getting what she was saying. It was part true, if i didn't like an outfit on her i would make her change it. If she was going some place i hated i wouldn't let her go. I sighed "i guess we can try, but we don't need to label it. I've never been a dom before i don't really know how it works"

[melbender]

"you should read some of my books." I smiled, relieved he didn't shut me down. "maybe I'm just used to being ordered around, growing up I was always under dad's orders or him being so strict with me." i sighed, but still smiled "I like that in the only girl to ever kiss your lips and who gets to make love to you without a condom on."

[Demona]

I smiled "i told you you were special, but you're always insecure. Lily i love you more than anything or anyone in this world. Never forget that even if sometimes i don't say it." I pecked her lips gently "now how do we start with dom/sub relation?

[melbender]

"well Mr Grey has a contract but I'm not sure we need one of those since we're married. I guess you have to decide if you'd like to be called Sir, Daddy or master." I couldn't believe we were having this conversation. "and is this just a bedroom thing or everyday life and sex?"

[Demona]

I scratched my head, i wasn't really into this i just wanted to please her. "Sir maybe? And i don't know maybe just in the bedroom"

[melbender]

"or maybe we just not use names." I couldn't sense his hesitation and that was enough to make me change my mind. "let's just pretend that conversation never happened and do what we usually do.." I turned to grab a fork and taste some of the meat. "Hungry? I'm starving." I needed to abort that conversation immediately.

[Demona]

"Lily?" I strocked her her "i said we can try. Don't be like that. And don't be shy there is nothing wrong with wanting to try new things, this is just new to me and i just need somw time to adjust to the idea"

[melbender]

"I don't want to make you uncomfortable." I said bringing the fork of food to his lips but then asked because I was so insecure "am I good.. At going down on you, compared to others?"

[Demona]

I raised both eyebrows and burst in laughter "baby please stop feeling like that! You're great, and i can't even compare anyone to you" i took the bite of food and moaned "it's cold but still tastes good"

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