Past truths

[melbender]

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She went to her first party, expecting a fun time. What happened, would leave her with a permanent reminder of that night forever.

He was young, stupid and out for a good time. His friends tell him a girls hot for him in the bedroom upstairs who likes it rough.. Drunk and horny, he fucks her.. Not realising she's drugged, half passed out and mumbling no. He didn't realise what he'd done until it was too late.. So he left, thinking he'd never see her again.

Years later, in a grocery store.. He's back in town and they bump into each other. He doesn't recognise her at first. When he goes to leave, he notices that the little girl beside her has his eyes and it all comes crashing back to him. He wants her.. He wants to be there for his daughter.. The only problem, she has no idea he's the one who done to her all those years ago that left her with a child.

Will the guilt eat him up, making him finally confess?

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "Or later tonight." I yawned and rolled off her and instantly dozing off. I felt like shit for not pleasing her.

[melbender]

He was asleep? I laid there, feeling like shit. I slowly got up and went to the bathroom to clean myself up. Once I was done I crept out to the kitchen and made a hot tea, sitting on the deck crying silently as I stared into the ocean. I felt like I wasn't good enough for him to want.

[Ashwag24]

I woke up and she wasn't there. I got up and found her on the deck. Shit not even 24 hours married and I made her cry. "Maddy sweetheart what's wrong."

[melbender]

"nothing." I lied. Quickly wiping away the tears. "it's nothing, I couldn't sleep so came out here for some fresh air.." I couldn't look at him. "go back to bed, I'm sure you're exhausted." i know I wasn't.

[Ashwag24]

I didn't believe her. "Sweetheart talk to me your upset." I hated this. "It at least come inside with me let me hold you while you cry." I wanted to be there for her I wanted her to talk to me."

[melbender]

"you rolled over and just selfishly went to sleep." I sobbed. "we've waited so long for this, I waited to my wedding night and you didn't care about me enough to even kiss me goodnight."

[Ashwag24]

I sat down across from her. "Shit I'm so sorry. I have no excuse and I'm a idiot I don't know what heppened." I looked up at her. "Please maddy I'm so sorry. Please come back to bed win me and let me make it up to you." I felt like a ass. I blew so quickly then I ruined our wedding night.

[melbender]

"I don't know... I mean you almost had anal and then this.." the corner of my lips curved. "Im sorry, i had high expectations.. I shouldn't have assumed Christian Grey was taking me to bed when we're both so inexperienced."

[Ashwag24]

I rolls my eyes. "Christian grey? Really?" I stood up and took her hand "come on let's go to bed." I had to make it up to her and I was going to try to with my mouth hopefully I can do that better than sex.

[melbender]

"we don't have to.. I dont want you to do this because I'm crying about it." I sighed feeling terrible as i followed him back to our room.

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "Sweetheart I want to do this and I want you. Please don't ever doubt that." We laid down and I started to kiss her and make my way down her body j was shaking with nerves again. "Is this okay?" I asked hoping she like my mouth in her breast.

[melbender]

I nodded, my body trembling "ye-yes.." i breathed out, my hands went to his hair, feeling him and tugging when the pleasure increased.

[Ashwag24]

I started to kiss my way down between her legs. "And this?" I said licking her hoping she was okay with this. I could just think man it's. A good think I watched porn before or I would be so clueless.

[melbender]

At first it was like how I imagine a cat would lick a bowl of milk.. And then he really got into it. "oh my god.." my hands flew down and gripped the sheets "don't stop.. Don't stop.." I cried out as I think I was about to have my first orgasm. My legs shook and I arched, the moans turned into a loud pleasurable scream as my sight blurred.

[Ashwag24]

I pushed a finger into her and felt her tighten around my finger. "Shit." I moaned and licked her faster and she came. I kissed up her and smiled at her as I looked down at her. "Did you like that because I during did."

[melbender]

I was breathing heavily with a post cum glow as I smiled "can we do that all the time?" i asked, feeling him pressed against my thigh. "I'd like to do it to you.. If you'll let me?"

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I would love for you too but if you don't want to its fine." I say loving the idea of her mouth on me.

[melbender]

I wanted to. I climbed on him, going straight down to his groin area. I just stared close up, watching it. "it's very big." I pointed out once again, and slowly wrapped my hand around his shaft and stroked him, a bead of precum leaked out and that's when I lowered my mouth around and began to suck him as if he were a icy pole.

[Ashwag24]

I moaned and wanted to thrust inside her mouth but I didn't. "Shit maddy that feels so good." I was alrwady close to blowing when I felt her hand start to massage my balls oh shit I never even thought about doing that to myself while I jerked off. But damn it felt amazing with her. "Bag it maddy I'm going to cum."

[melbender]

His groans of pleasure only made me want to please him faster. I sucked and sucked, moaning as he spilled into my mouth and came. I didn't want to spit so I quickly swallowed and sat up, wiping my mouth and thinking thank God, my haw aches. "that was fun."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled an spilled her down to me. "My god that was amazing." I kissed her. And tucked her into me. "If you want we can try again just give me me a minute to recover."

[melbender]

I smiled, kissing his bare chest, curled against his side "umm do you want to?" I asked nervously.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and kissed her head. l"of course I do I want to keep making life to you till I get it right". She deserved better I swear. "I shouldn't cum so fast now that I've already came. I'm so sorry about that it was just too much for me, you felt so good I couldn't hold back I should of but I couldn't."

[melbender]

"I thought it was because you didn't like it.." I admitted. "that you didn't like me.. or how I felt.."

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. "No it was me I'm just not experienced and I think that showed you just how Un experienced I am. I mean you literally made me cum as soon as I pushed inside you that's how good you feel." I kissed her head again. "I should have went slow but I didn't I couldn't as soon as I felt your warmth I knew I needed to be inside you fully. I can control myself now." Or at least I hope I can. "I want to make it better for you. I mean the first two times I've ruined for you. I hate myself for it."

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