Real thing! (Mel and I)

[Ashwag24]

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I smiled that's my girl. "So how about this weekend I have a opening if you'd like if not then it would have to be in two months." Tony said and I looked at her and said. "It's up to you?" Two months thought was a long time to wait but this coming weekend was soon really soon.

[melbender]

It was if he had slapped me across the face. My eyes welled with tears and I shook my head "I-" I stared "I was pregnant with twins.. 16 weeks and then the accident happened and I lost them." I looked away ashamed I couldn't keep our babies safe. "I'm sorry.. you forgot.. I didn't know how to bring it up when I've never talked about it"

[Ashwag24]

I felt as if a knife just went straight through my heart. I fell to my knees. "We were having twins?" I said just able a whisper. Silent tears fell from my eyes. "We were happy, I've seen it. My dreams are memories." I shook my head. "I proposed to you with the kids including them didn't I?" Fuck we lost our babies she has dealt with so much. Now Lisa being around has made things worse. "Please get dressed I would like to take you out."

[melbender]

I silently let tears fall down my cheeks "I.. I don't know." I sighed running a hand through my hair "we've barely spoken I weeks, donyou really think we could have dinner without it ending with one of us flipping tables."

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. "I do, and I think you need this too so please go get ready, I ugh I had already made reservations for us." I looked up. "I guess this place is hard to get into so I made them last week. I ugh have been planning this and I just forgot the most important detail" I took a breath and said. "Asking you." I got up and kissed her lips softly. "Please be ready in a hour I got to run and get something." I wanted to get her those flowers I knew she liked.

[melbender]

Giving in, I finally decided to go and get it over with. I showered and shaved, cleaning myself up to feel somewhat pretty and done my makeup and left my hair out, putting on a emerald green tee dress and a pair of sandals. "I'm ready." I announced with the best enthusiasm as I could muster.

[Ashwag24]

I walked over to her and smiled. "Wow." I said not really surprised because I knew she was beautiful but damn she looked good. I pulled the flowers from my back and handed them to her. I really wanted to make her just relax tonight. "I remember these being your favorite." I said with a small smile. "I hope they still are."

[melbender]

Burning my nose into the tulips, I smiled nodding "they are." I sat them on the counter, nervous. "Thankyou." I walked to fill a vase with water. "Where are we going for dinner?"

[Ashwag24]

I smiled . "It's a surprise. I believe we have gone here before for something special, at least I dreamed about it." I opened her door seeing her look sad. "I'm sorry Em I'm trying I really am." I felt like a dick. "When Lisa brings the twins-". That word just makes me sad right now. "Brings the kids back I'll tell her she needs to just drop them off from now on and not pop up whenever to hang out." I shut her door and went to get in on my side. "I'm really sorry about that. Please know I didn't mean to hurt you in anyway, I'm just a little lost and want to find my way back trust me I do." I started the car and began to back out. "Please say something."

[melbender]

"I just felt like the third wheel. Looking at houses was me giving up, seeing her clearly still in love with you and you defending her to me. When you said you would always feel something for her, it hurt me so much. The man I met despised her, you told me she tricked you with a pregnancy and was never there, cheating on you constantly until you finally left and even then, you loathed her.. then you wake up-" I fought back a sob "and you told her you was glad she was there, and all I got was.. I got nothing. I got no kiss, hug or anything except an annoyed sigh." I shook my head angrily. "She's been in our home, our home which is now tainted by her. You allowed her around us like we were all friends when I can't stand her. I don't deserve any of this."

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. "Your right you don't. But please please don't give up on me on us. I'll make things right I promise." I was driving and lost in thought on how I can make things up to her. "I remember hating her trust me I do. I remember everything she has done. Waking up it's like she was the same person before the crazy started I'm sorry. I don't want her in our lives more than she needs to be especially if it's hurting you.. no more okay! I'll take care of it but let's not talk anymore about her tonight." I looked over at her as she watched the scenery out the window. "Tonight is us all about us." I want to fall back in love with her. "I want tonight only about you and me okay?"

[melbender]

"Alright, do you remember sending me a dick pic at the beach cottage when we first met?" I grinned, giving him a wild blast from the past.

[Ashwag24]

I chocked on my own saliva . "Shit I didn't? Did I?" I looked over and she smiled biting her lip. "Fuck don't do that right now please." I felt myself stiffen and it was comfortable. "Fuck that last hot. Did you send a photo back?"

[melbender]

I laughed blushing "oh god o did. I was so nervous" I laughed "we had phone sex.. before you even kissed me! We done that." It was kind of nice talking about the past and remembering these times together. "we came over for breakfast all the time, Mia loved your pancakes."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I remember falling in love with our little mia because she always wanted my pancakes." I said then it hit me. "Oh my god I remember that! Actually remember!" I was so excited. "You always would to mollys hair on vacation too!" I looked over and damnit she was biting her lip again. "Seriously if you don't stop bitting that lionif yours I'm going to pull over and bite it myself!"

[melbender]

"I can't help it! I'm nervous." I laughed immediately biting down again. "Sorry, keep driving.. do you remember taking Viagra? And me replacing them with my pregnancy vitamins." I laughed softly, the smile soon fading though.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. "No I don't and I'm guessing it's a memory that I wouldn't mind forgetting a little." I turned noticing she stopped laughing. I grabbed her band. "Hey talk to me what's wrong?"

[melbender]

"I just.. losing the babies was hard. I had a belly and they would kick. I just feel guilty a lot of the time that's all." I admitted, trying to smile.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. "You feel guilty? Sweetheart you shouldn't you did nothing wrong, it's my fault and I wasn't there for you when you needed. Maybe we can try again once things settle and once we marry." Yes I was going to discuss that because I still cared and spending more time with her I knew I would ask her agin.

[melbender]

"I don't know. I think we need time, and a baby just isn't going to happen anytime soon." I couldn't, my kids needed me. "So where are we going for dinner?"

[Ashwag24]

I smiled . She she wasn't putting the idea down good. "Later in our future we can talk more about a baby or two, and I'm not telling it's a surprise." Knowing we were getting closer I pulled over. "I need to put this one you so you don't spoil he surprise like I know you will." I smirked remembering more and more. I did this the first time I brought her here. She smiled as if remembering something too.

[melbender]

"You're worrying me." I giggled, growing nervous as I bit my lip once again. "Any clues?"

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head a googled. "The blindfold is the only clue you get. Placing it on her and then kissing her pulling her lip free only to trap it between my teeth. "Your lip bitting is driving me crazy."

[melbender]

"Don't stop now." I whispered wishing he'd just kiss me like earlier again. "You know I hate surprises."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "I know but just endulge me a little." I kissed her hard and loved the little sounds she made. Seeing her like this made me want to skip dinner and take her home to bed. I wasn't sleeping good so I stayed out on the couch but tonight I wanted to be in bed with her. I needed it whether or not anything happened I wanted to sleep next to her. I pulled away and drove to dinner before I made a mistake. Pulling up the the restaurant I smiled. "Okay we are here I'll come round to get you." I made her keep the blindfold on till we got to the roof of the building. It was a special day so I made sure to recreate the last time we were here. Pulling her close I whispered. "Okay I'm taking the blind fold off." I did as I kissed her softly then let her take in the scenery. In the roof with a table set for us. Her favorite flowers all around us.

[melbender]

I looked around in awe at what he had done. "Zander, it's incredible." I couldn't believe he had thought of all this to do. "It's exactly like our first date."

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