Wrong Brother, Right Girl

[melbender]

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"I have no clue. Maybe she liked being next to her mama anf daddy?" I looked up at him with a big smile. I was so in love with him right now. "Are you as happy as i am?"

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. "No sugar I don't and didn't enjoy it I felt like a shitty bastard when I left. That was the alcohol in me and I knew I needed to make you hate me in order to go get the help I needed. It wasn't right and I have actual nightmares of it. I hated myself for doing that to you. I felt as if I raped you." I turned her in my arms. "I won't ever forgive myself for that. I don't expect you to either. But I do love you and I won't ever touch you that way again."

[melbender]

"I felt like you raped me too.. It was horrible." I rested my head against his chest as tears ran down my cheeks. "I want to hate you. I want to tell you to leave and never come back but I can't, because I still love you."

[Ashwag24]

"I don't deserve your love but sugar I'm going to be selfish and take it because I love you so much too." I lifted her chin and kissed her. With all the love I could

[melbender]

My arms slid around his body, and I kissed him back. My knees almost weak like as my emotions shot through me. We parted and I rested.my forehead against his chest
"Im going to go take a shower, I'll meet you in bed." I was nervous about tonight and being back in that room

[Ashwag24]

"lily if your not comfortable in that room it's fine I get it we can sleep in the guest room if you want. I don't want you uncomfortable in any way. Although I wouldn't mind joining you in the shower!" I smirked and kissed her head.

[melbender]

My eyes widened "what?" I squeaked. "you want to see me in the shower?" God I felt panicked. "umm another time maybe." no way. I couldn't get naked in front of him.

[Ashwag24]

i smirked and chuckled. "Sugar I will always want to see you in the shower. But I understand when your ready but you tell me are sleeping an dull go wait for you."

[melbender]

"You want to sleep together?" i twirled a peice of hair around my fingers. "what if i like have a sexual dream, and jump you?" i broke out giggling as i walked off. "i'll be in our room."

[Ashwag24]

man she is feisty now. I smiled and went to lay down. I made sure to have shorts on just so she wouldn't be too uncomfortable.

[melbender]

I came back out, wearing a little pair of pyjamas that were a pale pink with lace on the hem of the shorty shorts and a little camisole that showed a bit of my midriff off . I stopped in the doorway noticing him in our bed. I'd shaved, no idea why but i was freshly smooth and even rubbed the coconut body butter into my skin and inner thighs.. part of me afraid, the other part aroused. "Hey" i said softly, lingering by the door until i made my way over to the bed.

[Ashwag24]

"my god your so fucking beautiful." I so ad it meaning to out loud but damn she was. I just stared at her and breathed in her scent not knowing what to do or say I wanted to grab her and kiss her.

[melbender]

I made my way over to him, slipping beneath the covers. I wanted to be selfish and use him for my own pleasure. Slowly, I turned facing him and peeled back the covers, my hands reaching forwards as I traced my fingertips over his ans and chest, exploring his body. I couldn't deny that I was turned on. "take your boxers off."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled in surprise. "Are you sure?" I didn't want to do anything she wasn't sure about. "We can just talk or cuddle if you want."

[melbender]

I didn't want to talk. I was done talking and thinking. I shook my head, and slipped my fingers into the waist band if his boxers, peeling them down. Staring at his cock, I lowered myself down the bed between his legs and wrapped both hands around him, my tongue slowly out, licking and kissing his swollen head. "I just want to do this." I whispered, taking a long slow suck

[Ashwag24]

i sucked in a breath damn this woman surprises me more and more. I moaned "damn lily your mouth feels so fucking good." I reframed from touching her so I gripped the sheets and hissed out in pleasure as she went deep and I felt the back of her throat and then she swallowed and I almost blew.

[melbender]

I sucked hard and fast, playing with his balls. I didn't make eye contact, I just wanted to suck him off. His leg twitching was a tell talk sign that he was close. Baring my teeth, I grazed them up the length of his cock and flicked him again with my tongue, using my fist to pump him.fast. Cum spurted out over my hand, and I sucked him empty.

[Ashwag24]

i groaned. "Damn baby I don't know what gotten into you but damn!" I said breathless. She was a big surprise and I missed her so much. "I love you lily." I wanted to give her pleasure but was afraid.

[melbender]

Everything inside ached when he said that. I wanted to say it back so much. "you should try sleep, the girls will be up early." I laid down, facing away from him and curling up.

[Ashwag24]

and that was my answer she didn't want me to touch her I sighed and rolled facing her back. "Lily can I please hold you?"

[melbender]

I nodded but realised he couldn't see in the dark. Tears were running down my cheeks silently. "yes." I whispered, really wanting to just be held and loved

[Ashwag24]

i scouted closer. "Should I ask to hold you or just hold you from now on? I'm so lost here sugar I want to kiss and hold you but I feel like I should ask." I kissed her shoulder and pulled her closer. I needed her and I needed to show her this.

[melbender]

"You never have to ask to hold me.. i want you to, and i want to do that to you.." reffering to the blow job "but I'm afraid to let you do that to me.." I turned in his arms, looking up as i rested my head against his shoulder "i want to, but it scares me that you'll hurt me again."

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. "I understand sugar but just take your time when your ready I'll be here there is no pressure I just don't like not being able to give you the pleasure you just gave me." I sighed more. "Why don't we both just take things slow till you are I longer in fear and I've proven to you that I can be the man you need." I kissed her temple "for now let's just hold each other and sleep."

[melbender]

I nodded liking that idea alot "ok.. But don't hesitate to ever hold me, or kiss me." I needed that, needed to feel the arms of him around me. I was disappointed we didn't make love but I wasn't there yet

[Ashwag24]

i kissed her shoulder. Okay I won't hesitate and the same goes for you!" I held her tighter and closed my eyes loving her in my arms I knew I would sleep good tonight.

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