Real thing! (Mel and I)

[Ashwag24]

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She decides to escape all the pity looks she has been getting for a year now.  A year ago her husband and love of her life got into a horrible accident.  She was left with three kids.  One who is 2 one that is 5 and the oldest 7.  She didn't know what to do so she took the whole summer off to figure it out and took her babies to the beach for some much needed sun and time to recover specially her oldest who is always upset.  

He is a single dad of two who just recently 6 months ago divorced his pyscho of a wife.  He decided to move far away from her to his childhood beach house with his kids.  He has full custody.  He doesn't believe in love anymore after what she did to him.  All he needs is his kids and his friends.  But his friends think other wise.


Name: Zander Riley
Age: 33
Bio: he is a doctor with two kids divorced, kind loving, works hard.  Funny and doesn't like to see people sad.
Looks:  I'll send to you!

[Ashwag24]

I looked at Emilia and I had not a clue what to say but deep down I didn't want to correct her instead I settle with.  "Mia I am a daddy yea and you mummy is a mummy a very good beautiful fun mummy and she is yours Noah's and andys where I'm molys and Mikey's!"  I didn't say that I wasn't her daddy I hope that was okay.  I looked back at Emilia then at her boys andy had a big smile on his face.

[melbender]

All seemed to have gone fine until Noah added in "mia he can't be our daddy. Mummy needs to wear a dress and he has to kiss her after they talk alot
" this was causing mia to look up wide eyed and at him "but dey kissed. I sawd them. They cuddle and kissed" i almost choked as I took a mouthful of water, setting it back down "mia quick eat or we'll miss the place and no micky mouse or bugs bunny." thankfully she said nothing more.

[Ashwag24]

I smirked through the whole breakfast she was so adorable when embarrassed.  Once the kids were in the car and I closed the back of the suv I pulled her to me.  "You okay?  You've been quiet."

[melbender]

I nodded "yeah its just nerve wracking. Going on a plane and away you know." I smiled playing with the belt on his hips "when we get there, and everyone else if in bed. I want you to make love to me." I was sure about this.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. But then that word she used.  I didn't know it and didn't want too.  I froze and I don't know if she sensed it or not.  I just nodded and opened her door.  Fuck I hate that word. I like her I like her a lot but love?

[melbender]

(Hehehehe nothing to make a man soft than say love)

he was acting distant and i couldn't put my finger on why. There were no sneaky touches from him, or no looks. He was cold and quiet. I just didn't know what I said. He was right, his house here was much smaller but that didn't matter. I helped the girls get ready for bed and read them a story. I found Zander in the living room and I spoke up "I'm just going to have a shower"

[Ashwag24]

((I know right))

I nodded.  "Okay yeah.  I might go for a run I'll be back in about 30 minutes."  I say trying not to look at her but I did and she looked hurt.  "What's wrong sweetheart?"

[melbender]

"nothing. Just tired" i couldn't believe it. Or him. I went to leave but turned back around "why have you ignored me all day? Don't give me some bullshit either. You've been funny ever since I asked you to-" and then it hit me. he ddidn't want me that way.

[Ashwag24]

I watched her go from confusion to mad to what looked like she was upset. Shit.  I stood up and waked over to her.  "I just can't, I dont, I'm fucked up okay!  Lisa took my love and heart and burned stepped and threw it away and she told me for years no one would love me.  I can't love like that.  I you said you wanted me to make love and I just I can't that word scares me!  I want you j want you bad!  But I can't love sweetheart."  Man I'm a ass.  "I'm so sorry I'm fucked up and you deserve better you deserve love and to be made love too."

[melbender]

I felt a damn fool. "I.." i didn't know what to say. "Don't touch me. Tomorrow i'm taking my kids. Maybe you shouldn't have led me to believe that you were able to love me. I'm not going to be with someone who wants to fuck and do the relationship thing if there's no love. Me and my children deserve better." i felt like a knife had been lunged into my chest. "Sleep on the couch. I don't want to be anywhere near you." i don't know why i was so mad, i walked off and realised it was beuase i was falling for him but that would change. I wasn't putting my heart out and having nothing in return.

[Ashwag24]

I stood there hurt and feeling like the biggest jackass.  I didn't know what to do I was hurting bad worse than I had ever.  She hated me and I deserved her hate.  I wanted to love her but I couldn't not now.  I thoughts use I coupd some day but she took that away from me well technically I took it away.  I didn't go for a run I just stood there outside the bedroom door.  Wanting to go in.  Then I felt a little tug on my pants.  "I had a bad dream!"  Andy said and I walked him to the couch.  "Wanna tell me about it?"  I asked looking back at the door.  "My daddy well he came back and wanted to kill you."  I was shocked.  "You know that won't happen right?"  He nodded.  "Well I think your mum is mad at me."  I said not knowing why I said this.  "I'm sorry buddy,  I really like your mum and your brother and sister and you!  But-". That's when he said. "Don't say it!  We need you!"  I looked at him.  Fuck I need them too.  I need her.  Fuck.  "Go back to bed okay buddy I need to fix things with your mum."  He smiled and kissed my cheek and ran off.  I got up and opened the bedroom door.  I waked in and didn't care she was telling me to get out I walked up to her and said no and kissed her.  "I can!"  I said in between kisses.  "I can and do!"  I said kissing her neck.  "And will!"

[melbender]

"You can't just tell yourself.. to love someone when you don't want to.." i pulled his hair, wrapping my thighs around his waist as we kept kissing hard. "i don't want to end this.. but i need more." i needed and wanted it all with him.

[Ashwag24]

I smirked.  "I'll give you more I'll give you it all!  Everything you want love marriage and other baby whatever you want!  Because I love you you and I was just afraid and then!  God I'm a idiot!"  I said kissing her harder and slamming her against the wall.

[melbender]

i dragged my hands down his back and started to pull up his top, only breaking away to get it off his head. "marriage..Mm. Babies?" well that would be a problem. "bed. Take me to bed." I mmoaned, grinding myself into him

[Ashwag24]

"Mm I plan on it."  She didn't say those three words to me but I didn't care right now I wanted to show her.  I laid her down and started to strip her down along with me I kissed her everywhere I could ending with her mouth.  "God your beautiful sweetheart."

[melbender]

we were naked and i could feel him pushed against my entrance. "please.. Just go sslow." I was nervous, he would be the second man I'd been with and I didn't want to disappoint him.

[Ashwag24]

"Are you on something because I don't have any condoms shit why don't I have any!"  I said I was so stupid I don't have them because I haven't had sex in a long time.  Since pretty much the twins!

[melbender]

"I'm good. You're safe." i had my tubes tied so no babies from me. "please, I need you now." I bucked up against him.

[Ashwag24]

Oh god I pushed in her so slowly God she was tight.  "Fuck sweetheart your so tight!  I love it!"  There's that word again getting easier to say.  Once I was in all the way to the hilt I groand.  "Your so fucking perfect!"  I said huskily.  She was and I loved her.

[melbender]

he was big, oh I could feel every inch of him and there was alot of inches. "youre not even moving and it still feels wonderful." I wrapped my legs tighter around and dug my fingers into his shoulders. I was afraid to look up into his eyes, and when I did i knew I was lost in him.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and then kissed her as I started to move slowly seriously making slow love to her I swear we went on and on.  I was so close but I wanted her to cum.  "Sweetheart cum with me please cum with me!"  I needed to feel her clentch around me and milk me clean.

[melbender]

i wasn't sure if i could. "you can come." I moaned, grinding up against him and wow. That felt amazing. I moaned, digging my fingers into his ass and soon my legs were shaking. "oh god.."

[Ashwag24]

I felt her clentching.  "Yes that's it let it go emilia!  Let it go!"  I moaned and after she came I soon followed.  Shit is was like she almost thought she couldn't or was afraid too.  I need to note to ask her bout that.  I kissed her hard.

[melbender]

i was so overwhelmed. Tears were in my eyes "that was.. inincredible" it was better than I'd ever imagined. "did you cum too?" i asked hoping I could make him blow.

[Ashwag24]

I chucked. "Your adorable!  I came right after you the sight of you letting go and cumming around my cock made me blow so hard."  I kissed her nose pulling her to me.  "You are amazing."

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