Huntington Disease (Melbenda and I)

[melbender]

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't want to believe it. "was she young?" if she kept bringing up some young girl then I had to wonder if she was still around here too.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at Mia and matts friend then at matts back as he walked away.  "I'll be right back guys."  I walked inside after him.  "Hey babe are you sure everything is okay?  Your not having second thoughts about this weekend are you?  If so we can wait."
 I said kind of sadly . I was scared now.

[melbender]

"No that's not it." i rushed to her and held her close. "i just thought of you pregnant and well, it fucking turned me on." i admitted. "that scared me, because i want you to surf and have all of that, but i'm going to want you knocked up. Not right away, but not too long away."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "I love you!"  I said and kissed him.  Then sighed.  "But right now Matt I can't!  I mean I lost our first baby that I didn't even know about!  I'm scared it will happen again."  I admitted.

[melbender]

"I'm not asking for you to now." great one. I've scared her off. "but when the time comes just know i'll be ready, and nothing will happen to the next baby." god i hoped it didn.t

[Ashwag24]

I looked up in his eyes and saw he was scared too.  "Matt in time i understand but let's just have is time for now."  I held him tight.  "With lots of baby making practice!"  I winked.

[melbender]

"lots of practice. when you're arm is better." i smirked knowing she hated me reminding her of that. "now, i really need to make a couple calls and you cant be around." it was for her surprise that i hadn't told her about.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Okay but I love you and I'll start thinking of what to make for dinner!"  I kissed his cheek and walked back out to the others.

[melbender]

i made all the calls i needed to and then went to find her in the kitchen. "Something smells wonderful." i smiled, sliding my arms around her from behind and kissing her neck.

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "It better be good in making it!"  I turned and smiled.  "Now shoo so I don't get distracted and burn the shrimp!"  He laughed and kissed me before retreating.  I finished and served it up as we all laughed and chatted.

[melbender]

"dinner was great love." I smiled at her. She sure knew how to cook. Lucky me. "you go sit, and us men will do the dishes." I said seriously.

[Ashwag24]

"Of course you will i cooked and Mia helped a little!"  I laughed as she looked at me she didn't help at all just sat there talking about how wonderful matts friend was.

[melbender]

"sure she did " i smirked. I washed up and went to the couch, slumping down exhausted "you want to put a movie in babe?"

[Ashwag24]

I got up and find one the boys would hate.  Dirty damncinf one of my favorites.  As they saw what we were watching they both groaned.  "Hey now you told me to put a movie in!  But you didn't say which one!"  I winked and snuggled into Matt with my good side.

[melbender]

"we watch this how often and it's all singing and dancing, I mean who wound name their kid baby? " i asked with at the guy doing some move.

[Ashwag24]

I giggled.  "I think you secretly love this movie baby!"  I said making sure to draw out baby! As we all laughed.

[melbender]

I groaned "just wake me up when it end's." wrapping my arm around her more. I kissed her forehead and smiled to myself. I could be a very happy man living like this fir the rest of my life. It did worry me that if end up like my father as I.still hadn't gotten rested for the disease but i was sure nothing was wrong.

[Ashwag24]

We all ended up falling asleep during the movie and when I woke my shoulder hurt so I tried getting up on my own but winced.  

[melbender]

My eyes were still shut but i could hear her. "beautiful" i yawned "i'll carry you." slowly getting up, i helped her up and carried her to our bedroom. i was so exhausted.

[Ashwag24]

"Thank you." I said and looked at him.  "I'm hurting,  maybe I should call the doctor because it shouldn't hurt this bad."

[melbender]

"Do you think you're overdoing it?" i felt like she was and not resting enough. "Let me call and you sit in bed, if you need to go to the hospital, i will take you."

[Ashwag24]

I groaned I wasn't over doing it but he thought I was.  I was just miserable with it and wanted to be back to normal.  I sat there and waited.

[melbender]

I came back in and picked up my jacket "come on bub, we're going to get you looked at. I think they might up your dosage on pain meds." i hated how sad she looked.

[Ashwag24]

"I don't wanna go!"  I said sounding like a baby.  "Please!"  I groaned.

[melbender]

"I'll carry you, but we need to get you looked at." i wasn't going to mention they're doing another scan to see if anything spread.

[Ashwag24]

I moaned not wanting to go but I let him cRry me to the car.  I groaned the whole way there.

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