Huntington Disease (Melbenda and I)

[melbender]

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't want to believe it. "was she young?" if she kept bringing up some young girl then I had to wonder if she was still around here too.

[Ashwag24]

"I can't wait!"  I said and yawned.  I must of fell asleep cause when I woke it was morning and I couldn't wait to get out of here.

[melbender]

"your bag of clothes is in the bathroom, the shower water is warm and I'm waiting for you to get dressed then come eat breakfast so we can go." I hated this place and just wanted to leave. "need some help undressing?"

[Ashwag24]

"If you help I'll want more Matt!"  I looked around.  "I still need to talk to the doctor dont i?

[melbender]

"yeah they want to see how you're feeling and more about the biopsy." I smiled leaning in to kiss her "everything will be alright, and if not well then you'll still be alright."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Okay I'm going to shower."  I got up and showered then changed once I came out i was so hungry.  I ate and as I finished the doctor came in and said we are good to go and she will see me in a week and we will discuss the biopsy more then.

[melbender]

"it's so good to have you back here." I was lifting her.and carrying her to the bed in seconds "i have your favourite magazines and everything else you may need baby." I winced at what I'd just said "sorry."

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him.  "It's okay Matt.  You took that pretty hard can I ask why?  I mean it wasn't just the fact that our baby didn't make it there as to be more!"  I felt bad for asking.  

[melbender]

"I don't know. I guess I blamed myself for you losing it." i ran my hand over her flat tummy "when you are pregnant, I'd like us to be more ready for it. I want a job and our own place." I needed to propose before any of that first.

[Ashwag24]

"Me too but now we now you have super speed because according to them I was still on the pill and I didn't run out till a week later we were already pregnant!"  I smiled.  "I love you.  I'm sad that we lost the baby tho."

[melbender]

"Yeah me too, it upset me more than I thought but uh, do you think I should wear condoms? I just don't want to accidentally knock you up when you're not ready for it." I said kissing her softly.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Yes I think we should double protect till we are both ready!"  I kissed him and snuggled to him.  "your going to be a awesome dad and I can't wait till I tell we are pregnant again."

[melbender]

I smiled hearing that. "Yeah, same. You're going to look so damn cute with a belly. Can you surf when pregnant?" I knew I didn't like that idea.

[Ashwag24]

"It wouldn't be safe.  But I will want to keep in shape tho.  So plenty of sex and yoga should do!"  I laughed as his grin spread wider when I said plenty of sex.

[melbender]

"Well I can help with the plenty of sex part, and yoga. You can do your poses and I'll take you in whatever way I can. Kill two birds with one stone." perfect idea.

[Ashwag24]

I laughed so hard.  "Oh your funny!  But your going to do the yoga with me!"  I kissed him and smiled more.

[melbender]

"I'm sorry, what?" no way was I doing a downward dog or whatever the hell it's called. "You won't be getting me to do the spilts. I'm happy watching you bending and speading those legs around."

[Ashwag24]

"Oh god!"  I laughed.  "I love you matty!  Let's watch a movie and we need to call my auntie!  For some yummy food!"

[melbender]

"She's bringing something over in around 30, I already text her." I winked pulling the covers up. "What do you feel like watching, something scary?"

[Ashwag24]

"Hmmm I really don't care whatever you put in and just so you know I'm yours already and want to cuddle up with you so if that's whybyoubwantes scared then your silly!"

[melbender]

"Alright, let's watch paranormal activity." I grinned putting that on. "Oh I have a question to ask. Have you thought anymore about going to your folks family home?" I treaded lightly with this subject not wanting to upset her.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head.  "With everything that has been going on no I haven't why?"  I actually haven't thought about it at all.  "But my agent called and asked me if I was getting ready."

[melbender]

"You have an agent?" I asked surprised by this. "Like realtor or career agent?"

[Ashwag24]

I laughed . "My career you goof!  How do you think i get all my info on my surfing?"

[melbender]

"I dunno, the internet." I lauged feeling stupid as hell. "I was thinking about what you said, I could come with you to comps and do freelace photography. It'd be easy but great money and we'd be together."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Yeah well I sitll don't know I have to get the biopsy first."  I said feeling sad a little.  "They keep saying it's nothing but what if it is something?"

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