Huntington Disease (Melbenda and I)

[melbender]

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't want to believe it. "was she young?" if she kept bringing up some young girl then I had to wonder if she was still around here too.

[Ashwag24]

"ah your up good! We haven't yet figured what is causing all your symptoms but I want to get your biopsy done while your here!" The doctor said. "Your blood pressure is better and your color is returning which is all good news!"

I looked at him and at my only family. "What should I do?"

[melbender]

I hated to say it. "baby, I don't see why you shouldn't get out now, but it needs to be your decision and that's what you want" i stroked her hand and lifted out, keeping it to.my lips

[Ashwag24]

i was already here. "Okay might as well get it don't while I'm here. You won't leave will you?" I couldn't have him leave. "I need you Matt."

[melbender]

"I'm staying." the doctor went to say something but I said more.sterner "I'm not leaving, and you'll have ti throw me out on my ass to get me to leave her side."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. Oliver how he got when talking to the doctor and the doctor backed off. "So when do I have to do this and will I need to stay here or can I go home?" I wanted to go home.

i sighed. "That depends on the test results and I'll go put it in and the surgeon will come in to talk to you shortly."

[melbender]

"I'm confused, why do you need a surgeon? Can't the doctor just do a biopsy?" i had no clue about anything "baby, is there anything you need or want?" i wanted her to feel calm and not have to worry about anything

[Ashwag24]

"I'm not sure I thought the same what's going on?" I wanted answers and this doctor wasn't giving them to us. "I'm scared Matt! Find me someone with answers."

[melbender]

I didn't want to leave her but I didn't want a half with sticking needles into her if it wasn't necessary. "I'll be back, don't agree to anything yet!" I ran to the service desk and spoke to a nurse "get me the best doctor in this hospital, right now!"

[Ashwag24]

"sir all are doctors are good. What seems to be the problem?" This wasn't the first idiot who stormed in demanding this.

[melbender]

"the doctor went have wont tell is anything and my girlfriend is scared. This guy you have taking care of her isn't helping. He just smiles and walks off!" I said losing patience.

[Ashwag24]

the nurse smiled and typed some info in. "What's your girlfirends name so I can look at what's going on to find a doctor." I waited when he told me I looked. "We should move her to a differnt room with her condition she should be on the woman's ward. I'll get the transfer set up and the new dr will be one of the best sit she is really good!"

[melbender]

"wait, her condition?" i asked shaking my head "we were told she needs a biopsy done right away and that's all. What's it say on that screen?" i pointed to the desktop screen. Why on earth would she need the women's ward.

[Ashwag24]

i looked up and watched him. "I'm not suppose to say but she had a miscarriage." As soon as I said it he ran.

[melbender]

Everything went quiet after that. Slowly I backed away and.just nodded. She was pregnant and lost it. Going back to the room, I took a seat and couldn't look at her while i told her "youre being transferred, to the women's ward." fuck this had hit me harder than expected. Everyone around me dies.

[Ashwag24]

i looked at him and then my aunt. "Why would I be going there? What aren't they telling me?" I yelled at him but didn't mean it towards him.

[melbender]

"I'm sorry. She said you lost our baby!" I cried and shook my head looking at her aunt "i need to get some air." I was toxic to everyone I loved.

[Ashwag24]

"baby?" I asked they had to be mistaken. I looked at my aunt and shook my head. "Go! Be with Matt please he needs someone!" I was torn I couldn't get up I needed him to be okay.

[melbender]

"I'm not leaving you. He's just in shock, he's strong sweetheart. You need to rest and he'll be back before you know it. "

[Ashwag24]

i shook my head "no go!" I was fine

[melbender]

"I was walking back into the room and heard her say no go,  "uh I'm sorry for my freakout. You need me but i can leave of you dint want me here" I'd freak out after she was ok.

[Ashwag24]

i looked up at him. "No no Matt stay i was talking to my auntie she wouldn't go and find you!" I didn't know what to say to him I felt terrible. I looked away and then back at him.

"I'm going to go and give you two a few minutes to talk okay."

[melbender]

Her aunt left and I closed the door then came over to the bed "I'm sorry, for walking out and freaking out." I murmured stroking her.hair "I'm sorry you're not pregnant,  it's all my fault."

[Ashwag24]

i looked at him. "Matt no it's not your fault it'sine I didn't even know and honestly if must of happened when I was on the pill! So it's my fault." I held my hand to him. "Come here."

[melbender]

"I just feel that I'm bad for you and everyone around me, like I'm jinxed somehow or destined to be wtcjythe people I love hurt l." I laughed through tears "god I'm fucking crying.again" but she was.pregnant and that hit harder than I ever expected

[Ashwag24]

"no Matt! Your to good for me and I need you! Specially now!" I hated that he was crying and I hated that he thought that way. "Your mom choose to leave she wasn't taken! Your father was taken but I'm still here! I'm not going anywhere!"

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