Escape(1x1)

[melbender]

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I leant into him from behind and looked up at him. "and you too Daddy," I smiled. "I cant wait for next week," I need to be closer to him than I was. I hated this waiting.

[melbender]

I was completely embarrassed, he was right. The alcohol took the pain away but I wasn't going to admit it, "I'm not out getting drunk every night, I have a couple drinks when the boys go to bed when I sit alone outside, it's not a big deal," I said quietly. I was so upset.

[Ashwag24]

i sat there starring at her. I was getting ready to say something when our food came. "Let's eat beautiful, and just enjoy this time together as we don't get much."

[melbender]

He'd well and truly made me feel like shit now. "That's true," said. We rarely spent anytime together now that didn't involve fighting.

[Ashwag24]

we ate and she drank more. I didn't say anything. "How is your food?"

[melbender]

"It's good, " I said. I was over this, "I'm finished," I say running a hand through my hair.

[Ashwag24]

"you barely ate beautiful." I say. I didn't know what to do. "Okay I'll get the check and some Togo boxes."

[melbender]

"I'm sorry, I just don't know what to do anymore Tanner. I just want to go home." I said.

[Ashwag24]

i gave a small smile. "Okay just let me get the bill and some Togo boxes please!" I said getting annoyed.

[melbender]

I didn't give a shit about his togo boxes, I just wanted to get out of here. "I'll meet you in the car," I say getting up and walking outside, I wanted to cry so badly when I seen a pregnant woman walking into the place. I just got into the car and closed my eyes.

[Ashwag24]

wow I thought. I got everything and paid then walked out. "Look beautiful I didn't mean to upset you. Please just let's stop this arguing I feel as if I have to watch every word I say to you right now."

[melbender]

I sighed. I turned at looked at him, "Ok, I don't like this arguing either, I'm sorry," I said offering him a small smile.

[Ashwag24]

i new it was for show and she was still pissed. "I love you." I say grabbing her hand and drove her home. I wasn't going to let her drive herself home after having I don't know how many drinks.

[melbender]

"I love you too," I said and stared out the window. I just felt so angry, it was like everything he did really pissed me off.

[Ashwag24]

as we reached the house I smiled and got out I went to open the car door but she was already out and walking towards the house. Umm okay I thought I walked in behind her and went to see the boys. "Hey Mason, micheal, and seb! Daddy misses you all and I will be home with Sam tomorrow!" I kissed each one.

[melbender]

"Would you like me to come to the hospital in the morning to bring him home, or just wait here?" I asked him leaning against the door.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "If you want I would love you to come and bring him home with me. But that is completely up to you."

[melbender]

"I will come then," I said "So are you heading back now or do you want to go make love?" I asked, I had been so horny.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "As good as that sounds beautiful you still need to heal." I walked over and kissed her. "I still owe you a weekend of fucking and making love."

[melbender]

Well that was enough to piss me off even more, "I'm fine to fuck Tanner," I said "but hey it's always when you want it then we go for it." I said and walked out of the room and slammed the bedroom door.

[Ashwag24]

i took off after her as she slammed te door to our bedroom. I opened the door. "That's not true and you know it. I really don't understand what is going on in your head. I lost a child too! Our child! I also pretty much lost my sister because of what she did. I'm not going to loose my wife! So get it out! Get it all out now because when Sam comes home there will be no more arguing!"

[melbender]

I looked at him, "I am so fucking sick of you treating me like a child! Did you know I had James turn up the other night telling me to cut you some slack? the night before it was Taylor! I hate that Tanner! I never involve my brother or mother and have them come talk to you!" i shouted. "I hate your sister so much right now and a part of me blames you because you never stopped her from having a go at me! She has a baby which is fine and i'm so happy that's ok but I am so mad for the fact that ours isn't here anymore," I was so angry, "Yes I have been drinking because when I drink I'm not thinking about how much I am hurting!"

[Ashwag24]

i shook my head. "I never asked them to get involved I haven't even talked to them about us so stop accusing me on that." I couldn't believe how childish that remark was. "Maybe that's the reason I've been treating you like a child. You know when upset I box I haven't been able to do that because I'm at the hospital all dm day and night because I feel like shit about Sam! And to top That off I feel even more like shot because I too blame myself for the lose of our child. I should of stopped it but I didn't! Fuck! Charlotte I'm more to blame than my sister on that she didn't know I did! I hate myself for that!" I wanted to scream or punch something. I was furious with her. "Damnit woman drinking won't solve a same thing didn't you learn that from mistake!"

[melbender]

I picked up a pillow and threw it at him but he dodged it, so I threw another. "Don't you dare damnit woman me you fucking ass!" I yelled at him, "Keep treating me like a child then Tanner, you love being the one takes care of everyone, it makes me feel like shit at times!" I yell as I walked into the ensuite and slammed that door. "I hate this, I cant do it anymore! i can't take the fucking fighting between us" i yelled loudly wiping my eyes. He wasn't going to see me cry.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned and walked out on the balcony and yelled at the top of my lungs. "Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk! Fuck fuck fuck!" I was was more than pissed. I thought to myself as I hated myself. She doesn't deserve to be treated like
This. She is hurting just as I am. So why can't we just get along!

[melbender]

I was sitting on the toilet thinking as he yelled, I jumped slightly. All this fighting wasn't getting us anywhere. I sighed and stood up, I opened the door and looked at him, "No more talking," I said quietly. I was done talking for awhile.

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