Escape(1x1)

[melbender]

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I leant into him from behind and looked up at him. "and you too Daddy," I smiled. "I cant wait for next week," I need to be closer to him than I was. I hated this waiting.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled and looked at her she was gorgeous but she looked like she had a lot on herons. "good because I think Sam is hungry and for some reason he isn't doing well with the formula. You wanna feed him. While I go get a bite to eat."

[melbender]

"yeah I would like that," I smiled at him. "I missed you both so much," I said and walked over to the seat by the window with Sam. I felt so awful right now.

[Ashwag24]

i kissed her head then his. "Would you like anything to eat or drink." I say looking concerned at her.

[melbender]

"just a bottle of water or green tea please?" I asked. The last thing I wanted was food. I'd throw it up.

[Ashwag24]

"okay I'll be right back." While I was in the cafe I picked her up a sandwich because she looked pale and her green tea. I got myself the same. I came back in the room and smiled. "He are for you with no problem didn't he?"

[melbender]

"He fed good, asleep at moment," I smiled. "The other three are keeping James and Taylor on their toes," I laughed softly.

[Ashwag24]

"good! Oh here is your tea and a sandwich." I handed them to her. And she looked as if she was about to throw up. "You okay?"

[melbender]

"baby you need to take same now!" I said, god the thought of food was bad enough. The sight of food was too much. I handed sam to him and headed straight for the bathroom.

[Ashwag24]

i put Sam down and walked into the bathroom after her. She was throwing up. I waited till she was finished and sat down next to her. "Beautiful if your this tired maybe you should go he a relax a little." I said in a concerned voice. "I love you but this stress isn't good for you."

[melbender]

I wanted to tell him it wasn't stress but just that he'd knocked me up again, I couldnt bring myself to tell him that though. "I might just go back home, I know the others wanted to visit. Ill stay there with the boys," I said wiping my mouth..

[Ashwag24]

"beautiful I think you should get some rest let them bring the boys with them and you sleep. When you feel more rested come back."

[melbender]

I stood up "ok, I'll come back later though," I said and wrapped my arms around his waist, "I love you babe," I said into his chest.

[Ashwag24]

i hugged her tight. "I love you to the moon and back beautiful." I just hope she wasn't keeping something from me like I thought she was.

[melbender]

I kissed him and walked away, trying not to cry. I got home and had a long shower. I couldn't process this, he agreed another baby would be bad timing. I laid down in bed and closed my eyes, crying myself to sleep.

[Ashwag24]

taylor and James walked in while I was thinking about char. "Hey brother what are you thinking about?" I jumped a little. "Nothing really. I mean I just feel as something is wrong with char. She is tired and not eating well, she got sick and she keeps saying it's stress but the other day we got into a little argument and she said she wasn't stressed." I say. "How about I go stay with her and see if she'll talk to me." Taylor said. "Thank you." I hugged her and smiled.

[melbender]

I went down to the kitchen and made some toast, thats all I felt like eating right now. I was feeling better so I went and changed into some light blue boyfriend jeans and a white and navy striped slightly off the shoulder loose top. I did my hair and makeup and felt better about not looking like such a slob like I had been. I went to walk out the door when Taylor almost knocked me over.

[Ashwag24]

"hey sorry. Wait you look fine!" Taylor says and then looks down. "My brother is worried about you. Like Really really worried. What's going on? And don't give me this stress shit!"

[melbender]

I wasn't going to tell her before I told Tanner. I just shrugged, "I just felt a bit off. The doctor said everything is fine and your brother over reacts for everything, please just dont ask me anything else. I need to talk to him," I said quietly. I was annoyed at him big time now.

[Ashwag24]

"wow okay moody pants it's like your pregnant!" Taylor said. "He may over react but he loves you and he is going through so much. He blames himself for what happened between you two and now this with Sam why do you think he hasn't left the hospital he blames himself. So excuse h for wanting to make sure your okay." I sighed. "Oh and before you go blaming him for me being here don't it was my idea!" I turned and walked back to my car.

[melbender]

I burst into tears. I couldn't deal with this anymore. I cleaned myself up and headed to the hospital. I didn't want to be here anymore. I walked in the room and it was just Tanner with the boys. I sighed and closed the door, "we need to talk and you're not going to like it."

[Ashwag24]

i looked up and my lie that was there dropped. "What's wrong?"

[melbender]

"I cant stay in the same house as Taylor anymore, she may be trying to help but, I dont appreciate the way she speaks to me. When Sam gets out of hospital I want to leave, I cant be around so much drama. We've bad nothing but problems since we met" I walked over and took hold of his hands, "im damn pregnant again, im stressed and have morning sickness!" I broke into tears. "I dont want to have another pregnancy where we fought, im such a bad mother. Taylor was right, we've got 4 boys and we should have focused on them!"

[Ashwag24]

i sat there. I was pissed at Taylor. I was pissed because I was stupid and forgot. I took my thumb and wiped her tears away. "Your not a bad mother. We will work this out beautiful. This pregnancy will not be like the first." I sighed. "This is my fault I should have thought with my head and not my dick. I'm sorry." I looked over at Sam. "I'll send them home but we need some help till Sam gets out. Maybe even after so why don't we stay and I'll have your mom come out and help?" I hope she doesn't take this the wrong way. "I love you and I will do whatever it is you want."

[melbender]

"I'd like my mum to come help, I just need to be guided and not feeling like im being attacked," I clung to his chest. "Im happy about the pregnancy, I just feel guilty for being happy." I admitted. "None of this is your fault,"

[Ashwag24]

she could tell me that over and over but it didn't change how I felt. "Okay beautiful I'll get your mom here today it's early enough she will be here tonight." I smile and kiss her. "I'm happy." I say letting her go so I could arrange everything. I stepped out of the room and told Taylor that it's just touch with her hormones and I was going to get her mom and dad to come. After all
That was done I walked back in and walked up behind her. "After this one wearing condoms for a while." I whispered. Which caused a little laugh from her.

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