Escape(1x1)

[melbender]

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I leant into him from behind and looked up at him. "and you too Daddy," I smiled. "I cant wait for next week," I need to be closer to him than I was. I hated this waiting.

[melbender]

I was silently crying as I kissed Sam goodbye and walked out of the room. I hated where we were at. I sat in the car until I was able to drive and headed to the house.

[Ashwag24]

i held Sam close And tried hard to think of a way to fix this. To fix us. I needed to sleep but couldn't I put Sam down and just paced.

i went to go check on tanner and saw that he was a mess so I decided to go talk to char. I knocked on the door and waited.


((The 2nd person is James))

[melbender]

I walked over and opened the door and seen James standing there, "James? what are you here for?" I asked letting him in as I sat on the couch.

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. "Look I don't know what all
Is going on and I don't wanna know because it's none of my business but I see tanner every day. He is a mess I know he really wanted this baby. I could see it. Also everything with Sam! He is pacing the floor in the hospital room. I know with Taylor it's hard and not asking for you to like her because if I was you I couldn't bring myself to like her not now at least. But I guess I'm here to ask you to give tanner a break he is trying so hard." I finished and thought shit I probably made things worse!

[melbender]

I felt so horrible, I just started to cry. I was a bitch, I couldn't believe how awful I had been to him, "Thankyou for telling me this," I said and slowly stood up. "Can you please go give him a kiss goodnight for me?" I asked wiping my eyes, "I never meant to make him feel bad,"

[Ashwag24]

great now I felt worst. "Charlotte I didn't mean to make you feel bad. And he doesn't know I'm here he thinks I'm with Taylor and I really should be there with her no matter how pissed I am at her for what she did. Anyways just know that tanner isn't as strong as you think and your his world. I'm sorry for upsetting you. You both will get through this."

[melbender]

I hugged James goodbye. I felt so awful for how I spoke to Tanner tonight. Everyone was asleep and the boys were out to it so I grabbed a large glass and made myself a vodka cocktail. I laid back watching the sunset outside while drinking. I was an awful person, I felt so guilty as I remembered how I've treated him these past few days. I ended up drinking until I stopped crying. I went and climbed into bed just after 1am and sent Tanner a text, -I'm really sorry. I miss you, xo-

[Ashwag24]

i stood there watching Sam sleep as my phone buzzed. I looked at it and the the message. Does she really think she can be that way and just apologized? I love her but I hate how she has been. I reread the text serval times before saying back -it's fine I love you too.- then I tried to sit and relax now that it was two in the morning

[melbender]

I sighed feeling like hell as I woke up and read the text, obviously he was mad. I don't blame him. I went and fed the boys and played with them for a while then showered and put on some shorts and a top since it was so warm today. I made my way to the hospital with a headache from drinking so much.

[Ashwag24]

i passed out around 8 in the morning. I just didn't know what to do anymore. I love Charlotte so much it's killing me seeing her so mad at me.

[melbender]

i came onto the room and Tanner was asleep, I kissed him on the forehead and stroked my hand through his hair. I walked over to Sam and picked him up and walked him to the window. "I can't wait until you come home to your brothers," I whispered. "Mummy's so sorry, there's nothing more I want right now to be able to feed you. My body is just letting my down and I'm taking it out on your poor dad who has done nothing wrong at all. " I said as some tears started to fall.

[Ashwag24]

i stirred in my sleep and then heard someone talking. I opened my eyes and smiled, then I realized she was crying. "Beautiful what's wrong?" I say getting up and walking to her.

[melbender]

"I've been so awful to you, I really didn't mean it" I said finally looking up at him, "you asked me to feed Sam and I can't, I can't feed any of them anymore and I got upset and lashed out. I lost our baby and took it out on you, I never meant to Tanner, I'm just really mad at myself." I said crying more.

[Ashwag24]

i took Sam and put him down. "Beautiful it's fine. I love you and we have been through a lot it's fine. I can take it!" I say hugging her. I felt terrible now. "Please you have no control over this stuff so let's just not argue and we will
Get through it."

[melbender]

"I shouldn't have spoken to you that way, you're my husband and I was so awful to you,I don't want to fight anymore, I just hate you being here and I'm there," I said wrapping my arms around him. "Let me make it up to you, please?"

[Ashwag24]

"beautiful it's fine. You don't need to let's just have a nice dinner together?" I said then kissed her lightly. "I love you!"

[melbender]

I smiled "I'd like that," I held onto him tightly and kissed him back. Softly but then more hungrily.

[Ashwag24]

"I'm going to run home see the boys get some rest and then get ready. I'll come by and get you then we can have dinner." I say then smile. "I haven't gotten a decent nights sleep in a while."

[melbender]

"ok I'll see you in a little while then" I said, "trim your stubble too" I smiled at him.

[Ashwag24]

i laughed. "Okay I will make sure to do that." I kissed her cheek. "I love you."

[melbender]

"I love you too" I smiled. As soon as he left I sighed annoyed, he couldn't even be in the same room as me.

[Ashwag24]

i went home and saw the boys then laid down for a nice nap with them.

[melbender]

I was allowed to take Sam for a walk up and down the hallway to get him ready for when he went home tomorrow. I wrapped him up and we went for a small walk around the hospital.

[Ashwag24]

after my much needed nap I got up helped chars mother with the boys then took a hot long shower. I'm not going to lie I jerked off while thinking of char. Once I got out I remembered she wanted me to shave. I kind of liked my stubble but I shaved for her. I got dressed kissed the boys bye and went to pick chat up. I got to the hospital and saw that Sams room was empty I ran to the nurses station panicking. "My wife and child are missing!" I yelled. "Of something happened to them you'll regret it!" All I could think about was someone was still theeatening her.

[melbender]

Sam and i had walked around for almost an hour, he seemed to be doing so well without needing a mask on. I was walking back to his room when I heard shouting and immediately realised who it was. I seen Tanner standing there looking furious, "What's wrong?" I asked worriedly as Sam started to cry a little.

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