Escape(1x1)

[melbender]

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I leant into him from behind and looked up at him. "and you too Daddy," I smiled. "I cant wait for next week," I need to be closer to him than I was. I hated this waiting.

[Ashwag24]

i watched char leave and I wanted to go with her. But I couldn't even tho I hates what my sister done she is still my sister.

[melbender]

I went to the hospital and seen mum in there with the boys. I seen her and just burst into tears, "I can't do this anymore," I sobbed into her chest as she hugged my back.

[Ashwag24]

as Taylor and James left. I headed to the hospital. As I got to Sams room I heard char and her mother talking.

[melbender]

Mum and I had been talking, I mentioned Taylor's mood swings and how it was stressing me out, "I just need to get away, I thought Rick was horrible, this is beginning to feel like that," I said referring to how Taylor has been attacking me.

"Well what are you going to do?" her mum asked her.

"My and my boys won't be around for that if it keeps up," I hoped Tanner understood that it hurt to be near his sister, I just didn't know how to tell him and I don't want to make him choose.

[Ashwag24]

i sighed hearing all this, it hurt bad. I didn't know what to do. I wanted her to be happy. I just felt that she would be better off without me. I turned around and went back to my car. I sent Taylor a text. -sorry I didn't know what to do. I guess let me know when you get back home.- I then cried hard.

[melbender]

I hugged mum goodbye, she took the boys and I was staying here with Sam, I waited for Tanner to turn up but nothing. I decided to go for a walk to get a drink and something to eat, i came back and tried to feed Sam but he kept screaming, turns out my milks all gone. That only made me cry even more.

[Ashwag24]

i didn't hear anything from char so I headed back to Sams room where I heard crying. "Char beautiful?"

[melbender]

I jumped when I heard Tanner. I wiped my eyes, "I'm sorry for leaving," I said not looking at him.

[Ashwag24]

i didn't know what to say after over hearing her talk to her mom. So I just had to ask. "Char beautiful. I love you with all my heart but I feel
That your not being completely honest about how you feel about my sister. I love her she is the only blood I have. I'm pissed at her to hell and back for what she did to you. But if you don't want her around I deal with it. But please just tell me "

[melbender]

I felt awful, he only had her and I wasn't going to make him choose. I could see he felt bad for her already, I just sighed and quietly said, "You do what you need to do Tanner, obviously she won't be leaving anytime soon so I will be with our boys who will not be around your sister until I feel like I can trust her again, she took something away from us and I can't just get over it within a few days." I was still really mad but I just didn't have the energy to fight with him over it, I just didn't want to be near her, she killed my baby.

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. I hate this. I didn't know how to balance this. She was pissed at me. I know if I go around Taylor she be mad but I also know what my mother always said. So I sit her with the two woman I love and they both hurt. I don't know what is going on anymore. "This get away has completely turned into a nightmare." I mumbled.

[melbender]

i was hurt. I was really upset that he looked disappointed with what I just told him. I stood up and grabbed my things "Ill make it easier for you, go see your sister. I'm leaving." I was so over hospitals.

[Ashwag24]

"char beautiful please don't do this." I sad looking at her. I hated this.

[melbender]

"Tanner I'm going back to the house to sleep, tell your sister I'm glad her baby is ok," he looked at me "James sent me a text," I was just done fighting with him "I'm sure of i had caused her to miscarry she'd have already talked you into divorcing me" I said under my break as I walked out of the room.

[Ashwag24]

i sat on the chair and looked around. The doctor came in and said Sam could go home in two days. I sent a text to char -Sam can come home in two days. I wouldn't ever divorce you because she tells me. I love you- I pushed send and say my phone down. I was glad Taylor's child was okay but I was mad mine was gone. I looked at Sam as he slept.

[melbender]

I heard my phone going off and checked it, I didn't realise he had heard me say that. I sighed we were in a horrible place at the moment, -that's great, i can't wait to have you both back here,love you too- I laid in bed holding the photo of our scan and wiping the tears away.

[Ashwag24]

james came up and told me that Taylor wasn't aloud to fly right now and she would be in the hospital for a week then she was going to stay at a rental home. I was happy that she wouldn't be in the house. James also said
He would be staying with her but it was close if I needed him. As he left I sat there alone.

[melbender]

I was so tired but couldn't sleep, I'd cried all the tears out of me. I ended up going for a walk in town at 8pm and seen some gourmet noodles takeaway food. I got some and headed to the hospital and walked in seeing Tanner sitting there with his head In his hands. "You hungry?"

[Ashwag24]

i looked up as I heard her angelic voice. "Not really beautiful." I say confused. Sam started to cry again. "He is hungry but is having issues with the bottle can you try to feed him your way?"

[melbender]

I wanted to cry. I dropped the white bag in the in bin. I sighed and walked over to him and sat down, maybe I had some milk again. I sat there and he kept screaming, I was getting upset. "Please just take him, He's just going to have to get used to the bottle."

[Ashwag24]

i looked at her. Was she serious. I took Sam and tried the bottle again. After about 10 minutes he settled and started eating. I didn't look at char I was so confused.

[melbender]

I hid my tears with my hair. It hurt so bad that I couldn't feed them anymore. I was failing as a mum. "I might head home, help mum with the others," I said quietly .

[Ashwag24]

i looked up. "Charlotte wait! Can we please talk. Maybe grab a bite to eat after he is done?"

[melbender]

"I brought something for dinner, it's in the bin since you weren't hungry," I said quietly. "What do you want to talk about Tanner?" I looked at him sadly.

[Ashwag24]

i just looked at her. I didn't know what to do or say so I did the only thing that felt right. "Nothing. It's fine. Please kiss the boys for me when you get home. Tell them I'll see them tomorrow." I felt bad but I didn't want to fight. I hates fighting with her

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