Escape(1x1)

[melbender]

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I leant into him from behind and looked up at him. "and you too Daddy," I smiled. "I cant wait for next week," I need to be closer to him than I was. I hated this waiting.

[melbender]

"He will be," i said running my finger over his little hand.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled and kissed her head. "Sleep it's a long flight." I say looking at her and then at a wide eyed Sam.

[melbender]

"It's ok, I'll want to stay awake for a little longer," I said, "why don't you go lie down in the bed with him?" I suggested.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled that sounded great. "Okay it if I fall asleep please wake me up in a hour or so." Igot up and walked into the bedroom.

[melbender]

I sat out with the others and just stared off into space. I went and picked Seb up to feed him. almost an hour after feeding those three I went into feed Sam who was wide awake next to sleeping daddy. I carefully picked him up and took him back out to feed him.

[Ashwag24]

when I realized Sam wasn't with me I jumped up and ran to make sure he was okay. I saw char feeding him. No walked over and sat down. "How has he been?"

[melbender]

"good, he's hungry" I said keeping my eyes on him..I was so worried about him. "Do you want to go back to sleep? I asked him.

[Ashwag24]

"no I have been glued to him and I won't be able to sleep." I say shyly to her. I look at Sam and kissed his head. I loved him so much.

[melbender]

I smiled, "and here you were worried you wouldnt be a good father, you are amazing with them."

[Ashwag24]

"it comes so naturally." We are halfway there now. "Are you hungry beautiful I can make you something?"

[melbender]

"Yeah I am a little, just something small," I smiled at him.

[Ashwag24]

"okay I'll be back." I kissed her and went into the kitchen to cook something for her. When I came back Sam was crying again.

[melbender]

I felt so bad. I didn't want him to wake the others who were all asleep, "I'll take him into the bedroom," I sighed, I couldn't even look after these kids on my own without them screaming.

[Ashwag24]

"eat and I'll get him then you can take him to the bedroom."

[melbender]

I wasn't hungry anymore but handed him over, "you just go get him to sleep," I forced a weak smile. I just sat down and looked out the window.

[Ashwag24]

i felt bad really bad. I got Sam to sleep and came back to sit next to her. "Beautiful are you okay?"

[melbender]

"Yeah" I sighed, "no," I added. "I feel like a horrible mum, you're all great with then and they scream when im alone with them." I said getting teary.

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. "Your a great mum. The boys love you. I think they know your stressed and sense it beautiful. So they get stressed." I have a small smile. "Or at least that's what I read." Yeah I've been reading a lot of books because I thought I would need the info.

[melbender]

"Thanks but I haven't felt stressed, I've been fine until five minutes ago," I sniffed holding in more tears.

[Ashwag24]

"shit beautiful I'm so sorry I didn't mean anything." I felt terrible. I love her south and I'm making things wrist like always."

[melbender]

I turned and looked at him, i didn't mean to make him feel bad. "I'm sorry baby, It's not your fault, this is just me and my insecurities coming out. I'm so worried about him and I don't want anything to be wrong with him, i feel so scared something isn't right."

[Ashwag24]

"beautiful your fine. I love you will you please eat?"

[melbender]

"Alright," I agreed and ate a little. "do you think James and Taylor look like they are the parents of newborns?" i giggled looking at them passed out funny.

[Ashwag24]

i laughed. "No they look like a newly in love couple that has went on a fuckathon!"

[melbender]

"That is disgusting," I laughed, "you know i'd love to have some fun with you while everyone's asleep," I say sliding hand over his lap, "but I guess since you're old married and have kids our sex life is over." I teased giving his cock a squeeze.

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