The void between you and me ( Ashwag24 and me)

[smilegreen16]

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Lana is spoiled , rich ,popular, arrogant and selfish ,though all that changes when her parents die in a tragic car accident . She has to be taken to a foster house, where she meets ( girl´s name ) . At first , Lana hates (girl) because she´s always being rude to her and she defies her a lot . In fact , (girl´s name) does that to Lana´s attention , since he feels very attracted toward her , a feeling she had had for no one before. Will they become friends or something more? Will they keep being foes ?

Name: Lana Quinn
Age: 17
Bio : Up there, inthe plot.
Looks:

[smilegreen16]

"Yeah, and I´m also bossy when it comes to other things" I winked at her as I commented that . Why had I said a thing like that ?

[Ashwag24]

Now I was confused. Was she flirting with me. "Well um I don't know what to say to that."

[smilegreen16]

"I shouldn´t have said that " I blushed in embarrassment . "Really, I´m sorry . You probably thought I was flirting " I came to a halt as I said that.

[Ashwag24]

I stopped laughing and looked at her. "I didn't think that." I hoped it but knew it wasn't that.

[smilegreen16]

"Ok" I didn´t know why we weren´t walking . We were standing next to each other , without moving . Suddenly , I felt a drop of water fall on my head. I looked up the sky. It was going to rain.

[Ashwag24]

I loved the rain I grabbed her hand and went out more, I looked up and it started to poor. "i love when it rains."

[smilegreen16]

"Yeah and you got me all soaked " I sighed in exasperation. She ignored me for a while as she enjoyed getting drenched under the rain . I was looking at my wet boots, before I caught Kenzie staring at my chest . Oh no ! I had forgotten I wasn´t wearing a bra under it , so she could peek at my nipples through the fabric, since the color was very light.

[Ashwag24]

"Well aren't you the exotic kind!" I say grabbing her hand and taking her inside. I grabbed a towel and handed it to her. Although I wanted to stay out there longer and see her perfect wet body. I couldn't let her know. Not after our little make out session.

[smilegreen16]

"If you think so, maybe I am " We were inside our bedroom. I dried myself up with the towel . Despise Kenzie was there, I took off my wet dress, not caring that she would see me only wearing my panties . After all, I would have to share a room with her the whole year.

[Ashwag24]

"Getting gutsy too now?" I say looking at her with list in my eyes not meaning to and not sure if she saw or not.

[smilegreen16]

"Ha, so funny . I´ve alway been gutsy" I looked for my pjs . When I turned , I caught sight of the way she was staring at me . I raised my eyebrows as I realized she was looking at me the same way Calvin did when I was naked.

[Ashwag24]

I quickly looked away. What the hell. I need to talk to Brian about this. I grabbed a few movies and said. "Ummm funny horror or romantic?"

[smilegreen16]

"Funny horror " I replied after I slid on my pjs. "Kenzie , I want to ask you something...How did you know you did not have feelings for Brian ?" I asked , wanting her to help me figure things out regarding to Calvin.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her as I put the DVD in. "Well I knew because when I'm with him I don't get those butterflies in my belly. When I see him it's like looking at my brother my good friend nothing more." I say then looking at her more getting those weird feelings in my belly. Ugh why her.

[smilegreen16]

"But what about when you two had a thing like a couple ? How was it ?" I asked with curiosity .

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "We never had a thing it was just sex he wanted more I didn't. That's that." I sighed. "Look if you really care for him then go for it just make sure you don't just care for him as a brother. You have to love him or you'll end up hurting yourself and him. But you have to make that choice." I turned back to the movie and pushed play I isn't want to hear that she loved him I wanted her to say she only thought of him as a brother, but I didn't think that was going to happen.

[smilegreen16]

"I don´t  see him as a brother...I mean,  he´s really good in bed ,but I wouldn´t say I love him . Now that I think about it , I didn´t even love my ex " I confessed, looking down .

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "You just love sex. Because if you truly loved Calvin you wouldn't be questioning it. I think you should think about it more though make sure you don't have feelings for him." I say with a shrug hoping she would believe me that I really don't care. I hate that I want her.

[smilegreen16]

"I have never talked with anyone about this " I whispered smiling "I didn´t trust my girl friends . What scares me the most about me and Calvin is that every time I try to push him away , we get more and more involved "

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. "Look I think you just like him in bed otherwise you wouldn't be having this conversation with anyone let alone me! I'm not the best person to be talking to about it because I-". I had to stop. "I uh nevermind. Let's watch the movie."

[smilegreen16]

"You what ? Can you please finish what you were about to say ?" I crossed my arms as I stood in front of her . " Look , I know maybe you think I´m a slut , because I fooled around with Calvin at the same time I had a relationship with his brother . I was a cheater, yeah . But what can I do if I enjoy so much sleeping with him ?"

[Ashwag24]

I looked up at her oblivious to what I was going to say. "Umm I'm not going to continue what I was going to say. But I will say I wasn't going to downgrade you by all means I do what your most likely going to do with Calvin to Brian." I said looking out the window. "I'm not judging you at all! Do what you want Hun."

[smilegreen16]

I sighed and dared to ask "Kenzie , don´t get offended by the question I´ll ask you ...Have you ever been attracted to girls ?" I did not know how she would react to that , yet I wanted to ask , since she had been staring at me in a weird way.

[Ashwag24]

I looked up at her. "Why would you ask that? I have thought girls were pretty but no I'm not into them." I tried hard to not sound offended or fazed by the question. So I did what every girl would do and threw her question back at her. "Have you?"

[smilegreen16]

"I haven´t . I was just curious to know , because you kissed me . And like I said before , it was not a very bad kiss . If you think I´m hot , you can tell me , I won´t judge you " I shrugged.

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