The Years of Love *closed*

[Mizho Sohma]

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He and I were in love. Nothing could change it, or so we thought. We dated for two years before the incident. That night it happened I was supposed to meet him at a restuarant for dinner. He had big plans for our future that night. Two years it had been since I asked him out, and 4 since we met. He was planning to propose to me. But he waited at the restaurant for awhile, after some time he expected the call that I would relay to indicate why I was late.

An hour passed and yet I had not called. He calls me, but surprisingly I don't answer. This is when my captors had taken me, and I'm sure I heard the phone ring multiple times with his desperate attempts to locate me. I could not answer to call for help. The first time I didn't pick up he has a sneaking suspicion of what had happened. I never just didn't answer. That's also taking into account that I'm showering or held up at work.

It's been two years since then, and he and I had not seen each other. When he heard that I had been found, he was delighted. Overjoyed, in fact. He thought I would appear weak, bloody, beaten. Anything, even with some mental truama. But what he got was so much worse than he or even I could ever fathom. For what these people had done for those two years to me, even my family could not predict the reaction I had the moment he walked in the room. No one could've thought I was capable of it, especially not to him.

Name: Kieva Rush

Age: 25

Mental state: Unstable, disorientated

Physical state: wounded, but alright

Bio: That's all I've got for now, we'll talk through the rp

Pic: looking

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"yeah you're Ruhr I do want her out." I said defeated. This was a lot to take I . "I'll do everything I can to help her."

[Mizho Sohma]

T: I nodded. "Good, now I should go. You'll need to rest for whatever happens tomorrow. She is a handful when she's in the hospital," I sighed. I was worn out with these visits. I had to work tomorrow so I couldn't be there anyways. I left after that and went home.

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I played with Lily for a while longer before feeding her one last time and getting her ready for bed. When she was fast a sleep I put her in her crib and went to my room to get ready for bed as well.

[Mizho Sohma]

T: I got home and prepared for bed. I laid on the bed and thought of Kieva until I fell asleep.

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I laid there I thought about the good times we had before she was taken and was soon fast asleep

[Mizho Sohma]

~next day~
K: I woke the next morning and ate my breakfast quietly.

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I got up and prepared Lily's dipper bag and made me something to quick to eat. I wasn't sure when she wanted me there so I would just take my time in getting there. After I ate Lily had woke up and I changed her and fed her.

[Mizho Sohma]

I sat quietly. I watched a video from when I was little on the TV they had.

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After a while I decided to head to the hospital. "you ready kiddo?" I asked Lily as I strapped her in her car seat.

[Mizho Sohma]

I asked for pictures of Kevin and I. The doctor hesitated but gave them to me. I looked at them and felt that memory coming back, but I couldn't get it.

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I drove to the hospital wondering how this visit would go.

[Mizho Sohma]

I smiled at a picture of us. We looked a little cute together. I could see it now, us being in love. I just want to remember it. As he walked in I was staring at what use to be my favorite picture of us two.

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"hey." I said softly as I walked in.

[Mizho Sohma]

I looked at him and Lily. I smiled lightly. "Hi," I said. "I was just looking at some of our old pictures, we were really cute together. I wish I could remember this," I said and tapped the photo I loved so much.

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I walked closer and seen which picture she was talking about. It was my favorite as well. "that was our one year anniversary. I took you to the a lake house and we had a romantic dinner followed by a walk on the beach. I had asked someone to take our picture by the water. We spent the rest of the night in each others arms, and making love." I said the last part softly unsure of how she'll take it. It was the first and last time we were with one another intimately. We just never found the right time to do it again.k

[Mizho Sohma]

I looked at him. "So, I gave it to you.....that must've been the memory I'm trying so hard to find." I looked at the ceiling. If I had no idea what age Lily was I would've questioned it. But clearly she was either too young or too old for that timing.

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"yeah you did. And we never really did anything after that." I told her.

[Mizho Sohma]

"But we loved each other didn't we? We never made love again but we still had dates and the likes?" I looked at him.

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I smiled softly. "yeah we loved each other very much. I made sure I took you out anywhere you wanted to go at least twice a week. All the other times we just hung out with each other and had fun."

[Mizho Sohma]

I smiled softly. "That's nice. I can feel that I was happy, but otherwise I can't remember a thing. I guess you'll just have to remind me." I said and looked at him.

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I gave her a faint smile. "I can do that." I pulled a chair up and began sharing memories with her, starting from when we first met until she disappeared. I left out the small detail about me asking to marry her.

[Mizho Sohma]

I liked talking to him. I would stop him on occasion if I was curious about something, then let him continue.

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She sat there and listened and I could tell that certain parts was registering in her mind though it would take a lot more for it to actually bring the memory back. I answered all the questions she had about things making sure she understood. It felt good to talk to her again, even if she didn't remember anything.

[Mizho Sohma]

I could actually feel an emotion that wasn't fear or hatred tugging at me. As some of the pieces clicked I think a little of my love did too. But I felt like I was stealing him from someone, because even after I remember it all, I won't be the same person I was. "You know that once I remember it all I still won't be the girl you fell inn love with? I will be, but not as you remember," I said.

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I looked at her with sad eyes. That's something I was really hoping wouldn't happen. "yeah I know, but we can always start fresh. Do everything over and make new memories." I said with a smile.

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