The boy who saved me

[melbender]

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“I guess I just have never had to worry about money before, my parents have a lot of I and they’ve always taken care of us. I just don’t want you to think I live a certain way, mum kept us pretty grounded and happy with less. I don’t want you to worry that I am unhappy or always expecting the bet because I’m not.” I looked over at him “We can give our kids a trust together, and buy a house together. It’s not just on you.”

[melbender]

I stood in the shower, one full breast pumping as I closed my eyes in relief. God they were so hard and heavy. I finished up after my other breast emptied and I had almost 120 mls in two bottles. I walked out spotting my parents still talking in the driveway. “So, if you’re still up for a night feed, I’d love for you to feed her tonight.” I rested my head on his shoulder “you’re so patient and calm. I told you that you’d be a natural with this.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “I’d love to wake up with her, and I’m only a natural cause you are too.” I kissed her head and then smiled. “I’ve been watching your parents and they are like a tv show by they have slowly gotten closer to what they are it must of been a bad fight.”

[melbender]

I laughed “fifty dollars they end up having another baby after making up from this fight.” I grinned then shook my head “actually, make that a months of dirty diaper changes.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed “I’ll take that bet and say I bet she already is!” I looked at Ava. “I see why your mum loves having babies even if they are hard I couldn’t imagine having 4 at one time.” I kissed a Now sleeping Ava.

[melbender]

“Jesus Christ no! I’d struggle with more than one.” I yawned, I looked at him strangely “do you think that’s why they’re fighting? Because she is?”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “Could be your dad and I talked a lot when she was pregnant with willow and then when you came home pregnant he talked to me some more about and said he was done he didn’t want anymore so he got fixed but he has been acting weird for a a little while. Ever since he went for his check up.”

[melbender]

“Oh well they can’t have anymore then.” I rolled my eyes. “How about we put her down; and then lay down for a bit until they decide to come in?”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “You know those procedures aren’t always down right or can sometimes reverse. But yes I’ll lay her down you then find you.” I kissed her and went to lay Ava down in her bassinet. Finding lily on the couch I smiled she was beautiful.

[melbender]

I held my arms out, pulling him down close to me. “Mm I missed this, daddy.” I grinned and rested my head against his chest, my heavy lids closing. “Sleep before she wakes.” I whispered, passing out cold.

[Ashwag24]

I woke up with her still sleeping but something felt different I looked around and the place was clean.  “Lily baby wake up we have been sleeping a long time.”

[melbender]

I stretched out, so warm and comfortable. I thensat up blinking as the pile of laundry wasn’t on the chair opposite us and the house smelt differently.. it smelt like a cooked meal. “Oh god!” I ran into the room and found Ava asleep, with a note from my parents saying they’ve fed her twice and dinner was in the oven. I walked out showing him “we slept through them here?!”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed “I think we specially you needed it baby. Just relax we are all good and I’ll feed her next but let’s eat and enjoy each other’s company.”

[melbender]

“We haven’t eaten together for ages.” I grinned and got up to see what was in the oven, I moaned “oh yess! Lasagna.” I grabbed it out and oven and reached for the plates. It was so nice to just sit together like this.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled “ this is so nice baby, we need to thank your mum and dad somehow.” It was awesome that they cared so much my mom doesn’t care and my dad right now is to busy with his new girlfriend

[melbender]

“I just hope they worked out their fight.” I looked up st him, biting my lip “want to shower later? I’d love one with you.”

[Ashwag24]

I smirked. “Would I? Do you have to ask? Sexy alone time with my wife is just what I need.” I can’t wait!” I kissed her and smiled more.

[melbender]

“Relax, there’s no sex happening.” I laughed. “We’re not even a full week in, I’m healing stil.” And I was scared to make love again. The thought of having sex scared the he’ll out of me. What if he didn’t like the way I felt? “I’ll use my hand though.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head “no if you don’t come I don’t. I love you lily and I can wait really I can no matter how bad I fucking want you in every way again I can wait.”

[melbender]

“What? You’re really going to wait a month for me?” I loved him even more. “Well we can do lots of kissing then.” I grinned “because I miss making out with you.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “I will wait for you always. And making out is fun with you might give me blue balls but that’s okay.” I kissed her. “Your so beautiful lily I’m so happy your mine.”

[melbender]

“I’ve always been yours.” I smiled, and we finished dinner. Stacking the dishwasher, I wrapped the leftovers and put them in the freezer for another night. My heart racing as I undressed, my belly gone except for a small bump that still stuck out a little. I felt insecure that he wouldn’t like what he saw anymore. I mean, he was ripped and hot as hell. “I think I’ll have to hire you as my personal trainer soon.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Your sexy baby, but if that is what you want we can work out together, maybe start with light runs with Ava as well?”

[melbender]

“Running? I’m afraid everything is going to fall out of me.” I laughed. “I see those exercises with babies, I’ll just walk each day when I’m feeling ok and the doctor tells me I’m good to go.” I wrapped my arms around his naked body, pressing mine against his. “Damn I love you.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled down at her. “I love you to and once you’re up for it I will help in any way you want.” I winke shopping she got what I was saying lots of sex and I mean lots

[melbender]

“I can’t wait.” I looked forward to it, but dam if I wasn’t scared to make love again. I glanced down and raised a brow “let me make you come and you can fix me up later.”

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