Escape ( Ash and Mel )

[melbender]

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I laughed “its ok, my husband can go get me one later.” I grinned “better step up your a game mr cook.” I smiled even more, rubbing his arm.

After my shower, I dressed and tied my hair up, pulling on my warm coat and gloves, I walked down to them “I’m ready when you are.”

[melbender]

“He’s not even three months old, I doubt he is thinking of a Playmate just yet.” I laughed “maybe when he’s closer to one or two. We need to be in our new house too.” I reminded

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “Baby it’s possible I already knocked you up again!” I winked and laughed. “It will happen when it’s time!”

[melbender]

I looked at him “I’m on the mini pill.” I poked my tongue out “trust me, I have that covered because I would end up pregnant if I let you at me without anything.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. “This is one time you better be lying to me baby!” I was kind of upset with this. “Plus I’ve knocked you up before with you being on the pill.”

[melbender]

“True, you have done.” I wasn’t sure why he was upset. “Are you really mad that I could be on the pill? I’ve just had a baby, I’m being careful.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. “I’m not mad just upset because I thought we agreed on one more for him. I’m just confused I guess. I love you, and it’s your body so I get it, by why didn’t you tell me till now?”

[melbender]

“He’s barely five weeks.. yes I want more, but not now. I’m nowhere near ready to fall pregnant or try for another baby just yet.” I was so confused. “Is that what you want? To have me pregnant right now? I can’t keep up with this house.. you and your emotions on top of the boys and lily.. I’m so confused.”

[Ashwag24]

Oh shit. “No baby I just want it to happen when it’s time, that’s all. I’m sorry.” I sat up more feeling like a idiot I was a selfish bastard.

[melbender]

I laughed “oh I’m teasing, consider it payback for trying to get to me earlier.” I shook my head “I’m not on anything. You’d know if I were.”

[Ashwag24]

“That’s not cool baby.”  I shook my head and laughed.  Then in a flash I saw lily and Gunnar rushing in.  “What the hell is that about?”  I heard her yell for Tom and groaned.  “Fuck not another fight with the kids.”

[melbender]

“Oh Jesus Christ it never ends.” I got up, as lily came rushing down to us “Tom is sitting in there with a knife! Wanting to kill himself because he is gay!” She sobbed

[Ashwag24]

I looked at char. “Keep her down here!” I rushed up and heard Gunnar talking to him. I didn’t want to barge in just yet. I was a mess though not my boy he can’t hurt himself fuck did I do this by saying what I said I was trying to help him.

[melbender]

“Dad..” Tom started but stopped and broke down, shaking in tears “I’m sorry for being such a fucking screw up.”

[Ashwag24]

I sighed and walked in “son your not a screw up at all, don’t you dare think that.” I sat down on his bed and pulled him into my arms. “Your a good person son, all that Gunnar said is true, I can’t be disappointed in you not for who you are. We love you son and we always will. And you can always come to us when your feeling down that’s what we are here for to love and comfort you. And if you don’t want to talk to us we can find someone, but your our boy and we are proud of you.”

[melbender]

“I just don’t want you or mum to hate me.” He said hugging him tightly “I’m sorry dad.” He cried into his chest.

I walked to the door hearing Tom crying, and walked over sitting beside him with my hand on his back “you don’t have to be sorry for anything, unless you’re grades are failing then you don’t need to worry about anything Tom, you’re our son.. we love you, and it breaks my heart to think you thought there was only one way out inside of talking to us. You can always come to both of us, anytime.. we are never too busy.”

[Ashwag24]

I felt him tighten his grip. “Always son, we don’t hate you we love you and we always will.” I extended my hand pulling char to us. While our son cried.

[melbender]

I knew I wouldn’t sleep that night, that I would be going into the room and checking on him all hours of the night. I came back around 1am, with a glass of water. “He’s finally asleep, as is Lenny thankfully.”

[Ashwag24]

Is sighed and held my arms out to her. “I can’t believe he thought he couldn’t talk to us, I feel like this is my fault.” I kissed her head. “Gunnar was great with him though. I’m glad he was here to talk to him.”

[melbender]

“I love how they walked in together, and then just left without asking..” I pulled back laughing “oh god, she’ll be moving her things in with him soon, I just worry about how much stress she will be under with school and all his medical issues he needs to focus on.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. “I don’t think she will be stressed to much she handles things well, she takes after you and is calm. She will be okay. I’m more worried about Tom.” I kissed her head. “We should get some sleep baby.

[melbender]

“You sleep, I can’t.” I pulled away walking over to the window and staring out at our yard “my mind won’t shut off, I can’t stop thinking.. it’s frustrating me, I’m just-“ I sighed slumping my shoulders “What if he had killed himself and we didn’t check on him.. I worry all the time, I just don’t show it. My life is a constant worry, Day by day passes and all I do is worry and stress over everyone.”

[Ashwag24]

O got up and wrapped my arms around her. “I know you do baby, I’ve been thinking the same thing but those are what ifs and right now we both know hw is sleeping in his room safe. You need to take care of yourself too baby we need you.”

[melbender]

Raising my arms, I placed my hands on his wrists and held tightly as I leant my back against his chest. “Just hold me.. I need your arms around me for a little bit longer.”

[Ashwag24]

“I can do that.” I held her for a while and then kissed her neck wanting to take her mind off of everything wanting to please her show her my love.

[melbender]

Tilting my head to the side with a moan as his lips feathered against my skin, I closed my eyes for a brief moment before turning in his arms and finding his lips with my own, kissing him slowly, increasing to a more needful passion, I was lifting his shirt and playing with the band of his boxer shorts as I needed my own distraction, kissing hungrily down his chest as I freed his cock and took him eagerly into my mouth, sucking hard and fast.

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