Born for each other

[melbender]

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"I'm drained." I looked up at her "your incredible, you really are." I rubbed my eyes and stood up, "i might go to bed, ill make it up to you in the morning. I promise. "

[Ashwag24]

I watched and wanted to cry but held my tears in and as Ben looked at me I couldn't anymore.  "Yes buddy?"  I asked knowing he had something going on in his head.  I looked at Tom real quick and then at Ben.

[melbender]

"Did my mummy die because you came here?" He asked and i immediately said "No." He kept looking at her and then got sad "will you leave me too? I don't want you to go. "

[Ashwag24]

I held my arms open and he scooted over onto my lap.  "No buddy I'm not leaving.  I'm going to stay and take care of you your sister or brother and your daddy!"  I kissed his head and looked at Tom.  "I love you too much to leave you."

[melbender]

"I love you too." he hugged her back.

"Ben. Tomorrow, we'll get to go and say goodbye to her. You can take some flowers.." I paused when he jumped up. "I going to go pick the now daddy!" he took off to the back door and I watched him go to the yard. Looking at Noella, I moved and pulled her onto my lap. "I love you. If I lost you, I don't know what i'd do baby."

[Ashwag24]

"It's good you don't need to worry about that then."  I kissed him and then watched Ben.  "He seems to be okay do you think he understands what your saying?"  I giggled a little remember he compared her to a fish.

[melbender]

"Yeah he took it better than expected" i smiled "what are toy smiling at? " i asked rubbing her belly.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him.  "You compared her to a fish!"  I laughed and felt him snuggle into my neck.  "I was wondering tho how you were ever attracted to her I mean she was beautiful but mean?  Was she always that mean?"

[melbender]

I sat back not really wanting to talk about it but should tell her "she wasn't always mean. A lovely girl when we met. I think it was the pressure to always please her parents that changed everything. She was very depressed after Ben and then went on medication. Became addicted and in the end she just changed."

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him.  He really did love her.  "Well I've seen lots of people change from medication being used wrong so I understand that."  I sighed.  "Maybe we should check on Ben."

[melbender]

"Well, she couldn't give it up for her family so.." I sighed and stood up, helping her with me. "You're coming with us tomorrow right?" I needed her there.

[Ashwag24]

"I will if Ben and you want me there.  I don't want to cause any problems with her family or anything tho.  It's not the place for stuff like that.  But I won't to be there for Ben and you."  I felt bad because I know her parents probably know who I am and hate me.

[melbender]

I took her face between my palms and leant in, "i want you there. Ben wants you there." I told her "I love you."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "I love you both too."  I was so happy with him.  "Let's get Ben and watch a movie."

[melbender]

I ignored her, and kept talking "let's get married this weekend."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Tom!  Really I don't think it's the time right now.  I mean bens mum just died and she was your wife once and you loved her I think we should stick to our original plans."  I didn't want to wait but getting married so soon and around the date of her death felt wrong.

[melbender]

I frowned, annoyed but just nodded. "Well I want to get married soon." I wanted her to be my wife already. "Lets go see if Bens pulled out every flower in the garden."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and grabbed his hand.  "You understand why I want to want for now right?"  I didn't want him upset or think I didn't want to marry him.

[melbender]

"Yeah yeah.. that bitch always gets in the way of my life somehow" I half muttered sighing. "I shouldn't speak like that. Sorry."

[Ashwag24]

Wow.  Okay he was upset.  "She isn't getting in the way!  We will be married and I love you!   Will be your wife!"  I needed to make sure he knew this.

[melbender]

"Yeah, you will be." I rested my face into her hair as I held her. "We need to get you into the doctors baby. Make sure everything is growing alright."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "I'll call and make the appointment for the day after tomorrow since we have arrangements for tomorrow."  I was excited to see our little one.

[melbender]

"Im looking forwars to it" i smiled back "how would you feel about Ben coming in to see the baby with us?"

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "I would say that he should be there!"  I smiled.  "I want him apart of everything so he doesn't feel left out he needs to see we won't a banded him specially now!"

[melbender]

"My thoughts exactly" i smiled taking her in my arms as we walked out to see ben outside pulling flowers from the plants "hes got quite a collection " i chuckled kissing her in the forehead

[Ashwag24]

He was so sweet.  "He does and they are beautiful."  I saw as Ben looked up and ran to us.  "Mummy mummy I picked down for you too!"  He say so excitedly and handed me the flowers he picked for me. A beautiful mixture of wild flowers. "Thank you buddy, are you finished out here?"  He nodded and then can over more and kissed my belly.  "This for the baby I tink I'm havin a sister!"  I looked at Tom with tears in my eyes.

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