Secrets in the Summer.

[Ashwag24]

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as much as what she said made me want to say yes I couldn't. "Baby I don't want you too not till I can please you too." I kissed her again and removed her hand before I couldn't say no.

[melbender]

I smiled "well I'm not sure about more children, let's let Finn grow up first, id like to experience a newborn before we have another but I'm open to maybe one more." I gazed lovingly down at him, his eyes rolling as he fell back asleep again. "A little girl would be lovely too."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled "Ollie said a girl would be perfect for you seeing as you missed our girls baby days. And I agree one more and a girl would be perfect." I kissed her and turned. "I really need to shower now." I smirked and walked into the bathroom but after I pulled my clothes off giving her a view of my ass.

[melbender]

"Sexy!" I called out. "Wish my ass looked as good as yours!" I giggled to myself as I fednFinn some more until he fell asleep. I then got up, undressed and went to blow my man in the shower.

[Ashwag24]

I was washing my body with my eyes closed when I felt her tiny hands circle around me. Opening my eyes I smiled. "Mmmm so glad you came to join me."

[melbender]

"Well how could I resist you." I smiled leaning in and kissing his chest before dropping down to my knees. "You're still hard.." Smirking as I took him in my hands and began to lick the head of his cock, moaning and kissing before fully taking him in my mouth with a suck

[Ashwag24]

"Oh fuck!" I moaned while my hands seemed put into her hair. "God your mouth is amazing." I started to gently thrust moaning when she did. My toes started to curl and good god I was about to blow deep down her throat.

[melbender]

Kissing my way back up his body as I swallowed his load, I bit my lip with a grin "who would think after all these years I'd still be sucking you off." I laughed reaching for the hair wash.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "We love each other so much so of course I have always thought you and I would enjoy each other." I winked and let her wash my body as I just couldn't believe what we have actually went through.

[melbender]

"Do you think when we're in our 80s, you'll be attracted to women that old?" I winked turning the water off. "It will be weird won't it, being that old and saggy."

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. "Maybe but I know you will always get my heart racing because your you." I pulled her closer and grabbed a towel kissing her nose I smiled. "Your very sexy Lucy, on the outside as well as the inside. I love you for who you are and who you make me want to be."

[melbender]

"I miss him, every single minute I just miss him so much." I whispered wrapping my arms around his waist. "Why does it have to be so hard sometimes?" I loved him more than anything in this world. "I'm so glad I have you."

[Ashwag24]

"I'm glad to have you and all our children. Even if Cole wasn't our biological child, he sure felt like he was, and I miss him so much too baby". I took a much needed deep breath and smile at the good times we had. "Hey remember when Ollie started cooking more around the house and Cole called him a girl then Ollie socked him in the nose and asked whose the girl now, they both started laughing so hard that you wouldn't have known they were just mad at each other just a short while ago." I kissed her head. "Or the time when Cole decided he would let the twins dress him up since they put your make on him while he was sleeping."

[melbender]

I laughed remembering that well "yes, oh that was funny. They were the best of friends, and I remember when he got his first A in school, he was so proud of himself and how hard he worked." My smiled faded and I hugged him tightly. "We should go and cook thisnfish, well you as there's no way I'm touching that thing."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and kissed her head. "Okay you check the girls I think I heard them running around which means they have been up from there so for a little while. Plus Ollie I think he wanted to talk to you too." Honestly I think he just wanted to hug her.

[melbender]

"I'll go check on them." I smiled kissing him, and left the shower to find the kids. "Hey guys." I found them all in the kitchen as the fish were being deboned.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head and sat on the bed and broke. I missed Cole so much and here I'm wanting more kids and I can't even be a good father. What the hell is wrong with me. Maybe I shouldn't have asked or even brought it up.

[melbender]

It had been almost an hour since the shower and dinner was ready, but Kaiden wasn't down yet. "I'll get your father, don't start eating yet." I grinned climbing the stairs. "Babe-" I pushed open the door halting "what's going on?" I rushed to his side "are you ok?"

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. "No." That's all I could say. I pushed her off gently and got up. "I need air." I said and walked away. I heard Ollie saying something to me but just kept going. I didn't know where I was walking to or why. But I needed to get away and think.

[melbender]

Kirk ran out, trying to catch up to his brother "hey slow down, what's going on? You just walked out on us.." he grabbed him arm pulling him to a stop "talk to me."

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. "I...I...can't okay I just can't." I jerked my arm away from him again and just started walking again.

[melbender]

"You can't what?" He called out. "You're making no sense."

[Ashwag24]

I kept on walking shaking my head. Then turned around. " I'm a terrible dad, a terrible husband. Why? Why does she love me? I'm old and no good, just like him! Just like our dad. I need time. I need to be only so just do us all a favor and leave me the fuck alone."

[melbender]

Kirk looked at him in disbelief "want me to go and tell your wife that you don't want her and the kids then? I'll make sure when you come back that you'll be on your own to have space."

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. "That's...damnit that's not what I'm saying and you know it. I just right now I need to think okay. Can't I do that without you always trying to Always be around?" What the hell is wrong with me he is just trying to help. "Fuck I'm sorry please Kirk just let me walk I'll be back." Hopefully with a clear head.

[melbender]

"Whatever you want Kaiden." He shook his head and went back to the house, not telling Lucy about what had happened.

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