Huntington Disease (Melbenda and I)

[melbender]

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't want to believe it. "was she young?" if she kept bringing up some young girl then I had to wonder if she was still around here too.

[Ashwag24]

When I woke I felt sick and got yo and ran to the bathroom.  Oh god no not again!  This is what happened last time.  I threw up everything in my stomach and was now dry heaving.

[melbender]

I rubbed her back and handed the wash cloth to her "this is normal right? " i asked worrying.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned.  "Well Mia got sick a lot but I just remember last time I was getting sick and then we'll you know what happened.  Maybe we should get checked to make sure!"  I said sadly I hated this I didn't want to lose our baby.

[melbender]

"ok. Yeah we should get you checked out. " fuck off anything happened to her or the baby. I wouldn't know what to do.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him.  "Can we go now?"  I asked not sure why I don't know if the medical treatment here is good or not j love his idea of relaxing and coming but maybe we should have waited till we new the baby was going to survive.

[melbender]

"You mean go home?" i asked pulling away.

[Ashwag24]

"No no!  I want to get checked here and then we will see because I want to make sure our baby is healthy and I want to do what's best for him or her."  Man I felt bad he did all this and I'm ruining it.

[melbender]

"ok. Uh wait here and I'll go call someone." I smiled and went outside to make the call. They said it's.mostly morning sickness but to come in for a check up anyway. I Was angry at myself. I shouldn't have.brought her here.

[Ashwag24]

As we sat in the room waiting on the doctor I grabbed his hand "baby it's not your fault don't be mad okay I love you and whatever happens happens okay."  I hated thinking that we might lose the baby but I had to just in case we did.  The doctor walked in with the sonogram machine.  He talked and told us we were going to take a look and listen.  As I heard the heart beat I relaxed.  I looked at him and smiled.  "Looks like a very happy baby here!"

[melbender]

I let the breath i was holding in out in relief "oh thank god." I don't know what I would do if it wasn't beating. "so just morning sickness?" i asked hoping it was.

[Ashwag24]

"Well yes but I'm concerned about her blood pressure!  It's a little high I would like to keep her just for the night to make sure it just isn't her nerves."

[melbender]

i nodded. Nothing was going right for us. "Ok. Uh, i'm not leaving her side though." there was no way. i wasn't leaving her.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. "That's fine sir.  and really I'm sure it's was just because she was worried.  But with how close she had her miscarriage we need to not take chances."


The doctor left and I looked at him.  "I love you and I'm sorry I'm ruining our honeymoon!"

[melbender]

"no don't say that." I placed my hand.over hers "youre not wrecking anything, I'm glad we got checked out. But do you think we should just head home, you should rest up there."

[Ashwag24]

"How about if my blood pressure is good we stay but we will Have to limit our sex just in case but if it seems to stay high we go home."  I say hoping he is okay with that.

[melbender]

"no Im not having sex with you until you're 13 weeks." I didn't care, I just couldn't do it and put them both at risk.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled at him.  "Your cute.  But really you should go to the villa and sleep.  We will be okay here."

[melbender]

"No. I'm not leaving you." how could she even think that. "You and our baby is where i want to be." i placed my hand to her stomach, lifting her top and kissing the bare skin. "daddy loves you both."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "We still have what three more weeks of being worried right?  Oh god I'm going to that overprotecting mother aren't i?"  I laughed and scooted over in bed.  "Come cuddle us!"

[melbender]

I walked over, getting in begins her and wrapping my arm around her waist. "I'm worried too, I'm scared I'll lose you both."

[Ashwag24]

I sighed.  "We shouldn't worry it doesn't do us any good we should be the happiest we are married and have a healthy child growing inside me!"  

[melbender]

I needed to tell her about my test and the results in still waiting for. "youre right, let's not worry." I chickened or like a coward.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  And dozed off only to be awaken by the nurse to check my blood pressure throughout the night.  Morning came and well I was glad my blood pressure was fine all night so they told me that I can go home well back to the villa and just take it easy.

[melbender]

I helped her on the bed, I was going overboard with carrying her but didn't care. I wanted to make sure she didn't do a thing. "I love you, I'll get you some water and something to eat, what does little peanut want to eat?" i asked fussing over her.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head.  "Baby calm down I'm aloud to get up and fix myself something."  I laugh.  "But how about chicken mashed potatoes, pickles and atrawberry ice cream no rocky road I re cream!  Yeah!"  I say and blush with embarrassment.

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