Huntington Disease (Melbenda and I)

[melbender]

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't want to believe it. "was she young?" if she kept bringing up some young girl then I had to wonder if she was still around here too.

[melbender]

"Throwing up." i smiled waling straight to her and pulling her close "you have a good day baby? sorry we're so late."

[Ashwag24]

i kissed him and then pulled away. "Yeah I'm going to go check on her." I say waking into the bathroom I felt bad. I remember throwing up and not knowing why. I then remembered I left her pregnancy test on my bedside table. I hope matt doesn't twins it and think I am.

[melbender]

I stood in the bedroom staring at the white stick and just blinked. "Uh Lani.." i called out. "Umm can you come in here a sec?" Turnign around, i held up the test "is this?" i couldn't even say it.

[Ashwag24]

I felt bad.  "Mia's."  I said and saw the sadness on his eyes.  "I'm sorry baby."

[melbender]

That was a blow to the chest. "Yeah of course it is." i wasn't going to show that it actually gutted me more. "Lets go eat, food'll go cold otherwise."

[Ashwag24]

I feltike shit.  I wanted to say something but didn't.  I follows him and noticed chase and Mia were talking.  "Matt can you bring some food in the bedroom so we don't bother them."  I pointed and he nodded.

[melbender]

"Yeah i think that's a good idea." i really didn't want to listen to them talking baby and how happy they were when we'd just lost ours. i was happy for them but it still fucking sucked.

[Ashwag24]

We sat and started to eat when I felt sick and tired.  "I'm going to just lay for a while." I did my want to say anything and hoped he just thought I was said because we lost the baby.

[melbender]

"Well I'll sit here and watch tv for a bit, might grab a shower." i said watching her close her eyes and wondering what she was thinking about.

[Ashwag24]

I fell asleep and when I woke i watched matt we tomorrow we would be getting married and I didn't have a dress yet.  I write a note letting him know Mia and I went shopping. And that I love him and couldn't wait one more day!  I needed to get home and rest up as much as possible.

[melbender]

Everything was set. Her aunt had her mothers wedding dress and it was now altered to fit her, and i couldn;'t wait to see her in it. The shed was all done up like a reception and it was how i read about in her diary. Yes i found that when we unpacked and had a read. I just hoped she was going to love it all.

[Ashwag24]

Waking up the day of my wedding was the best I was marrying the most amazing guy I found out he had my aunt altar my mums dress and now I stand waiting to walk down to him!  I was excited and had some amazing news for him his wedding present from me I couldn't wait.  I had Mia wrap it for me and she was so excited too.  As the music started and I took that first step I was so happy.

[melbender]

Finally, I Got to kiss her. "youre mine baby, all mine " i smiled pulling her close, still being careful but tight enough so she'd feel that id been hard this entire ceremony. Her in thst dress. Christ she looked A knockout.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and we danced and had a great time. Once I got him by his self I grabbed my present knowing he would love it.  I took the test today and I am pregnant.  I hand him the box.  "Open it!"  This changes everything.  "this is mine from this morning."  I say watching him look at me in confusion and then rip the paper off the box.

[melbender]

My mouth went dry and hands trembled. "You're?" holy fucking shit. "This is amazing! You're.. you're?! We're.. I'm going to be a dad?" i picked her up and spun her around. "Today was the best day, and it just got even better!"

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Yes baby we are and I was hoping you would be excited but I can't surf with this news and I need to get into the doctor as soon as possible!"  I kissed him and smiled more.

[melbender]

"Tomorrow we'll go to the doctors. Are yu allowed to have sex?" i was mostly dying to get inside her.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "I read as long as I'm not bleeding then it's okay!  But if I start to bleed I need to get looked at right away!"  I kissed him and smiked.  "I'm so happy matt!"

[melbender]

"but you're not bleeding.right?" i asked starting to worry "what if something happens? I'm worried baby." I couldn't lie, if we.lost this baby it would crush me.

[Ashwag24]

I'm not bleeding and there is no cramping I'm fine we are fine!"  I kissed him "so let's not worry okay!"  I was happy and wanted to stay that way and not worry

[melbender]

"We're having a baby. You wont' be doing anything baby, and i mean it. No working or lifting, especially no lifting." god i was going to fuss over her like crazy.

[Ashwag24]

"Can I eat sleep and potty?"  I laughed "it will be fine!  We are going to be fine you'll see."

[melbender]

"Course it will be." Now i just needed to get these results back and not stress about that. "You ready to see your reception?" i asked noticing Mia waving us over.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Oh I haven't told anyone either that's up to you!"  I said kissing his cheek as we walked towards Mia.

[melbender]

"Lets wait until we have a scan." i pulled her along and into the shed where there was twinle lights everywhere. A table with all the food she loved to eat and her favourite music. "i hope this is ok?" i whispered against her ear from behind

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